A heavy silence lingered between us as Dion avoided my gaze, his eyes distant and evasive.
"Yes, I hope you can understand," he finally murmured. I sneered, with a bitter edge to my tone. "Understand? How can I understand when everything has become a twisted mess?" My voice was quivering with a mix of frustration and hurt. "For over two years, I've worked hard, believing that you would notice me if I just kept trying. Why did everything changes when Alessia came back?" Dion sighed, his shoulders sagging as if under the weight of his own decisions. "Kiana, it's not that simple. I made a promise to Alessia, and I wanted to fulfil it." I couldn't bear to let him finish. Interrupting him, I shook my head in disbelief, feeling a sense of discouragement settle in. "A promise to Alessia? Is that all you care about? What about me?" Dion hesitated. "What has this got to do with you, Kiana?" I don't understand why you are being so unreasonable." I cut him off. "Unreasonable? Dion, I was so stupid to believe otherwise. Do you even realise that I've liked you since I was fourteen?" His face seemed to soften for a moment, but I wasn't finished yet. "But you are the most conscientious person I have ever met! You never cared about my feelings or what I wanted. It was always about you and your own desires. I can't believe I wasted so many years of my life on someone who doesn't even deserve me." "You're being irrational, Kiana," Dion retorted, his frustration clear in the sharpness of his tone. "Am I irrational in wanting to believe in something real? For devoting my life to a marriage I believed had purpose." Dion's jaw clenched, his eyes turned red, and his voice quivered with suppressed anger. "Kiana, I understand you feel hurt and disappointed. I never meant to hurt you. But I made a promise, an Alpha's oath. I have to fulfil it." His words only fueled my resentment. "Hurt me? You've shattered my trust, Dion. I don't even know who you are anymore." "Enough, Kiana! I am still your alpha." Dion's voice grew louder, his dominance asserting itself. "You may question my actions, but remember your place in our pack." I scoffed. "Of course, how can I defy my alpha's decision? I will fulfil it," I declared, my voice a mix of resignation and determination. I made a bow and left his room. Tears blurred my vision as I fled from Dion's room. I bumped into Alessia in the hallway, an unintentional encounter that made my chest hurt even more. I didn't want her to see my weakness, the proof of the suffering she had subjected me to. Wiping away my tears hastily, I tried to compose myself before Alessia could discern the emotional turmoil I was going through. I took a deep breath, summoning the strength to face her. "I will never forgive you two for what you've done." It was like a stifling darkness when I got back to my room by myself and thought about all the broken dreams and promises. I looked at the wolfsbane that Alessia had left behind with sad eyes that were wet with tears. The bitter plant hurt me because it made me think of the decisions I had to make. Without Dion, my anchor, I didn't know where to go. I felt lost and overwhelmed, as if I were floating in a vast ocean of uncertainty. The child in my belly, a symbol of hope that had now crumbled to dust, felt like a weight I could no longer bear. In a moment of heart-wrenching farewell, I whispered my goodbyes, a silent acknowledgement of the void that would remain. "I am sorry, my baby; please forgive me." My wolf howled in protest. I spoke to her with a heavy heart. "I am sorry; I have to do this. I promise we'll be fine," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. I raised the wolfsbane to my lips with firm determination. The bitter liquid carried the weight of broken dreams. The poison burned its way through me. Unable to hold on any longer, I threw the bottle on the ground, where it shattered into a million pieces. A tear escaped the corner of my eye, a silent witness to the complete disappointment that had settled within me. As the wolfsbane took hold, a sharp pain shot through my stomach, showing how upset I was emotionally. I could feel the room spinning, and the world around me turned into a fuzzy outline. It was too late to change my mind. Within me, the poison had already started its evil dance, leaving me helpless to stop it. The pain got worse, a cruel reminder of my poor decisions. The light went out, and I gave up to the darkness.Dion _I clutched the divorce agreement in my hand, a heavy weight settling in my chest. The sadness that gripped me was inexplicable. I had never considered divorce, and the reality of it left me bewildered. Why would Kiana, who had confessed her feelings for me, choose to end our marriage?As I sat there, trying to make sense of it all, memories of our passionate moments flooded my mind. She was so beautiful and responsive. My wolf loved her the moment I found out that she was my mate. I resisted the bond, all because of my stupid ego and a promise. My stubbornness had pushed her away. I never considered her feelings. It was natural that she felt insecure when Alessia returned to the pack. I should have asked for her opinion instead of taking my decision. The regret washed over me, intensifying the heaviness in my chest and fuelling the desire to fight for what we once had. "Why, Kiana?" I whispered to the surrounding emptiness, as if the answer lingered in the air. The room felt c
I left the pack behind, a choice I had never imagined I'd have to make. I couldn't stay with Dion any longer, not after what had transpired. I could get through the physical and mental pain of my miscarriage, thanks to my powerful ability to heal. I was proud of how strong I was because I was now standing on my own, ready to face a future I couldn't quite picture. I had never been on my own. But I knew enough about the humans to survive. I had some money, so I boarded the first bus I saw, heading towards a city I had never been to before.I arrived in the small, quaint town of Springdale. The town, nestled between rolling hills and dotted with charming cottages, seemed frozen in time—a perfect destination for tourists seeking a break from the hustle and bustle of city life. Little did they know that I, too, was seeking a fresh start, a chance to redefine myself beyond the shadows of my past.My first goal was simple—to find a job that would allow me to sustain myself. The windows of a
Kiana - "I am Lucas Randall. Alpha of the whispering shadows pack. Would you like to join my pack?" His voice boomed.I blinked, feeling the night's breeze caress my skin. The risks were high, and Lucas's offer was almost too good to be true. I couldn't take the chance of him finding out who I really was because it could flare up rivalry..I politely turned down Lucas's offer. "Thank you, Alpha Lucas, but I'd rather walk by myself. I don't want a pack."His smirk deepened, amusement glinting in his eyes. "Interesting," he mused, his voice a low rumble that resonated with the authority of an alpha."But every lone wolf, especially one as young and beautiful as yourself, is vulnerable. What is your name, lone wolf?"I paused, my gaze exploring the starry expanse surrounding us. I could not reveal my real name."Anya," I said, my voice firm. "I have always been a rogue wolf since my parents died. They were also rogues like me."Lucas's smile held a knowing edge. "Anya," he repeated, t
Dion I awoke as usual; the days passing with an uncanny routine after Kiana's disappearance. I continued with the routines that defined my existence, preserving the picture-perfect Alpha persona.Reports came in, business partners were met, and worried directors were given advice from experts. In the afternoons, I was always on time for meetings, and I was happy with how they turned out, which was up to my high standards. Even the extra worry of border disputes didn't interest me much; I just watched what was going on without feeling like I had to get involved. It all seemed pointless and unimportant.When I returned, Gary, my butler, offered apologies and bowed deeply, sensing the disappointment in my gaze. He had found no leads about Kiana's disappearance. I reiterated my command to find them, uninterested in hearing excuses."But, my Alpha-" he began, but I cut him off, dismissing his failure. "It's simply impossible for anyone to disappear without a single trace."I closed my ey
Kiana- I was lying in bed, and the soft light in the room took me to a dream world where the past came back to me like a vivid memory. I was standing in front of the packed school's enormous gates as a five-year-old. My platinum blonde hair was in ringlets around my face, and my eyes were a strange shade of purple.I saw the scene play out. Before I went into the schoolyard, I paused. My small hand held the strap of my backpack. The sound of laughter filled the air. But the laughter turned to whispers when the other kids saw me as the new kid who looked different."Look at her hair! Is it even real?" One child sneered, triggering giggles from the others.I felt a knot tighten in my stomach, trying to shrink away from the prying eyes. The teasing continued, making me feel even more self-conscious. I took a deep breath, reminding myself that I was strong and unique. That's what Mum told me. "Hey, purple eyes! Are you a vampire?"Another child called out, causing the laughter to escal
"You're doing great," Lucas said in a low voice. "A natural at this."I was itching to yell at him. I was feeling more like a trophy Lucas had earned. The trio of girls turned to go. I turned to talk to Lucas, but once more there was an interruption. For the following thirty minutes, this continued. Everyone who came up to us gushed about me and mentioned my relationship with Lucas multiple times. By the time the last one arrived, I had met so many people that I was overcome with names."I'm sorry, I need some air." I turned and ran outside, still feeling the eyes on me.I paced on the front porch. I debated going for a run or at least back to Lucas's house, but I didn't know the way and would likely get lost. When the door behind me opened, I didn't look, knowing who it was.Lucas remarked, "So that didn't go as planned. Please hold me responsible. I ought to have given you a head-up, or at least made them space it out.""Warned me that everyone thinks I'm your new mate?" I asked, fe
Lucas -From the edges, I watched Kiana fight against her opponent with a mix of interest and disappointment. She wasn't as graceful as a trained fighter, and every move she made showed that she wasn't good at fighting. Even my beta, James, who is always quick with a sharp statement, couldn't help but say something about how badly she did."She's such a hopeless amateur," my beta scoffed, a tone of mockery colouring their words.Even though I knew Kiana wasn't very good at fighting, seeing how weak she was shocked me. It was time to put a hunch I had had for a while before the test. My strongest fighter was told to step forward and fight Kiana with a subtle signal. James raised an eyebrow and seemed to doubt my choice, but I gave him a confident nod.As the warrior closed in on Kiana, her struggles became more pronounced. Her attempts at defence seemed feeble, and it was almost painful to watch. I remained composed; however, my eyes focused on the unfolding drama. This was a crucial m
Kiana -Lucas's revelation left me in a state of bewilderment. Silver wolf? The words echoed in my mind. "I had no idea," I admitted to Lucas, my voice carrying a mix of awe and confusion.Lucas, the alpha of the pack, nodded understandingly. "It's a lot to take in, Anya. The silver wolf lineage is rare, and you're one of the last of your kind. Your abilities are unique, and we need to nurture them."He studied me intently, as if gauging my reaction to this newfound truth. "I'm going to conduct a special training programme for you. Your strengths are too precious to waste."I looked at him. Special training? It was an opportunity, but also a responsibility. I nodded. "Thank you, Lucas. I'm willing to do this," I replied, determination flashing in my eyes.He nodded in return, a sense of approval in his gaze. "Good. We'll begin the training soon."I wondered: Who were my actual parents?My origins were unknown; the pack had taken me in as a pup. The revelation of being a silver wolf