Roy
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Thanks to the traffic-free road. If the road wasn't traffic-free, I would have probably had a car accident by now, owing to the rate at which I was speeding. It was dangerous to speed this much, but I was totally enraged. I just needed to go to Kath, ask her for the damn reason she had to send that video to Renee. First, why would she film such a thing? And second, what would she gain from doing that?
Taking a turn to the next street, which was the street of Kath's house, the thought of how shattered Renee had looked, worried me. She wasn't willing to listen to anything I had to say, she hit me hard, she expressed her pain.
And, what bothered me even more was how she would feel when she got to know I was duping her. Only seeing that video, she was running crazy. How would she react when she found out this was a game? I didn't know she was this emotional.
<Kathleen________Amy's prattle made my head seem like it would burst soon. Here I was, worried about my relationship with Roy, and there she was, planning a hookup with a random dude over the phone.I rolled my eyes, stormed to the lip-shaped couch in here, threw my butt against the couch. Folding my arms across my chest, I pulled my lips into a pout, feeling so, so worried."Bye, honey pie. See you by ten." She giggled, and hung up her phone call.Walking to me, she took the mug of hot coffee on the glass table in front of me, sat by the other side, just opposite me. She sipped from the mug, and sighed to denote she enjoyed the coffee."Sup with you?" She started a conversation first.I scoffed. "So now you care about me? After speaking to a moron for ten hours?""Keep your insults low." She hissed.
"D-Do you think I'm joking?" He was finally able to speak.He was angry, yet fearful. If this man thought he would use his strictness to change the decision I had made, then he had to know his thought was wrong."I know it's not a joke." My voice was thicker than usual. "Yes, I'm in love with Renee. I know you don't want that, but that's what had to happen.""Are you crazy?!" He cried. His body shook as he did so. "Have you forgotten you're only fooling her? H-How can you say you love her? That's not possible."I swallowed. "People say all things work together for good. If you hadn't asked me to fool her, I wouldn't have met someone with a good soul like hers."I read disbelief in his eyes. It seemed like my words were too real to be true."Roy…" he leaned backwards, lingered his hand in the air. "I know you're not happy about that vi
Mom didn't get her eyes off me. She was crying, smiling at the same time. In order to not worsen how bad she felt, I just smiled warmly at her."Can you stop crying now?" I proposed.She rubbed her palm against her eyes, sniffing. "You must be so hurt. I'm so sorry for that, dear."I swallowed my tears, and nodded. "Yeah, but… it'll be fine. There's no need for you to worry about me."She took my hands, inhaled. "Honey, I get what's going on, and I understand that you aren't willing to forgive him. But, don't you think it's not fine for you to just conclude on your relationship with him so quickly? I mean, he said nothing happened between him and that girl, right?""But he kissed her." Although I had tried so much to not cry, a tear left my eye. "Besides, I kind of noticed he acts strangely towards me. After his graduation, he became a different man. He always
I was helpless. Time was counting, yet I was doing nothing. I could only stare at her, pray she would come with me. According to Gregory, Dad and his men were surely up to something dangerous. I knew Dad needed something important from Renee, so goodness knew what he could do to get it at all costs."Renee." My eyebrows knitted, owing to how worried I was. Taking a step close, I took her hands. "Please, come with me. I promise to explain everything. You need to leave here as soon as possible."She scoffed, and removed her hands from mine. She didn't resist crying. Crying with a great deal of emotions I couldn't decipher."No." Her voice was low, almost in a whisper. "I've tried to end the pain I feel, but my effort's not working. If I go with you, what's the probability I won't get hurt?"I swallowed a pound in my throat. "Please," I pleaded in a whisper. "I can't risk losing you. Come wi
"I'm waiting." Renee cut me off my thoughts. To be frank, I was debating with myself. I was horrified, not sure of what she would do if she had to hear this from me.For the first time in a long time, I felt tears in my eyes. It wasn't just the tears, it was the fact I was scared to lose someone this special to my heart. The day I had met her, I had never thought this stupid game would unite us. I had thought she would be like every other woman I knew, so I hadn't felt a bit bad that I was faking a relationship with her. But now, I wanted nothing but to be with her."Please." My voice came out low, seeming as if I was speaking with my last breath. "Please, when you hear what I have to say, I need you to consider forgiving me."A tear rolled down her face. The hurt I saw in those eyes kept me wondering if she had an idea of what was going on."Speak," she commanded.&nbs
His passionate kisses and hugs were nothing but lust. The way he adored my body was nothing but lust. Whenever he had mentioned “I love you”, it was nothing but lust. The beautiful emotions I always saw in those blue eyes were nothing but lust. The way he made my body react whenever he touched me, was nothing but lust.Everything was lust. Pure lust. Lust with deceit.I was shattered, regretful, helpless, exhausted. I still didn't want to believe it. This was a coincidence. To be sincere, I had always known something wasn't right. I had known something was missing in this relationship, but this had never been my thought. He was deceiving me?Last night, after a long time of weeping and wailing, I had ambled back into the beach house, and had stayed in the room he had asked me to stay in. I had slipped on a sleep shirt, had tried as hard as possible to sleep, but I had only ended up staying awake a
Roy____Everyone always said, “You only miss your lover when you let her go”. In the last one week, I was a victim of missing my lover. It was one week of nothing but depression, one week of discomfort, a week of pain. In the last few days, I realized I was a bit obsessed with Renee.She was my pure happiness. Being without her returned me to the darkness from my past; the times when I used to think the world was a place full of wicked people. Only if I hadn't done this, I would be happy with her."Sir, is that all for the day?" Miss Hart asked the same thing for an innumerable time. Of course, I had been hearing her speak, but I wasn't listening to her. I was so lost in thoughts.I flapped my hand to dismiss her. I was too tired to talk, so that was the best way to ask her to leave. She lowered her head a little, then turned aro
I heard the faint sound of a masculine voice. Not only was I hearing a voice, I was also feeling something poke my skin. It seemed like I was being injected.The pain on my arm made me scrunch my nose. My head felt heavy, and I kind of felt weak. What was really going on? I knew I was still sick from staying in the rain that night at Roy's Beach House, but I didn't expect that little sickness to affect this much.I raised my hand to my forehead, moved my head slowly, and tried to open my eyes. The bright white light on the ceiling was what covered my sight. This place looked familiar. It looked like—Ah, jeez, I was on mom's bed. It seemed like I had fainted. Woah, what?! I hated things like this.I blinked slowly, tried to contain the weakness I felt. "Wh-What's going on?" I managed to speak.Being quite conscious, I noticed mom standing beside the bed, a