XXIII. Difference

Sol

"Sol?"

I lost count of how many times have I heave a sigh. I know I should not expect but the pain is still there.

"SOL!"

"Oh, lisp!"

Chan glared at me. I ignored him. I continued to draw even though I knew he looked bad on me.

It's been a month since Phoenix had his unplanned visit. Since then, I have heard nothing from him. They are busy again on the world tour.

I've seen in their schedule that they're in China today (don't think that I'm stalking him, it just happened that I'm up the net when I saw their schedule).

"Are you okay, Sol? You've been spacing out the whole time."

"I'm just tired."

"You're doing nothing and yet you're tired?"

I did not answer. It's tiring to wait for nothing. Wait. Who's waiting for who?

I stood up and dragged Chan out. If I stay inside my house longer - I will go reall