*Kai's POV*
It's been seven years since Astrid's disappearance. A few months after her disappearance, I tried looking for her but due to my foolishness, I couldn't continue the search.
Every single day that passed, I continued to hate and blame myself for listening to Kathryn in the first place. I shouldn't have listened to her when she told me Astrid was barren, and they had to remove her womb since she had done numerous abortions due to her promiscuous lifestyle.
I believed her then and gave up on the search, but months continued to go by and still Kathryn was yet to conceive.
I had to visit the pack's priestess due to how worried I was and that was when she revealed to me that Kathryn wasn't my mate, so she can't carry my child, only my destined mate can. Astrid.
I became so devastated on hearing the news, and I soon started to regret ever rejecting Astrid in the first place.
I couldn't help but to miss her so much, Astrid has always been the one who understood me and no matter how badly I treated her, she never left my side.
Each passing day, the image of her face continued to torment me. I was constantly reminded of the look on her face when she saw me with Kathryn and how badly I treated her afterward.
I made her life so miserable, I reduced her status to that of a mere servant and did terrible things to her. I don't deserve to live, I shouldn't be alive!
I angrily began smashing everything within my reach.
''Astrid is gone and nowhere to be found now, my mate is gone!'' I screamed as I grabbed a vase and threw it against the wall.
My life has become nothing but miserable, I'm so lost without Astrid, but now everything is just too late.
“It's too late!” I yelled and then I began punching the wall.
My fist was bleeding so bad, but I couldn't care one bit, the pain in my heart was much worse than the physical pain in my hand.
As I was reminded of what I had done to Astrid, I punched the wall even more, crying and screaming in pain and rage.
The door to my room was forcefully pushed open.
“Alpha!” I heard my beta's voice, and then he ran to me and tried making me stop torturing myself.
“What are you doing, Kai! Get yourself together!” Dan yelled as he forcefully dragged me away from the wall.
“Let me go, Dan! Leave me alone, I deserve this, I deserve this! I shouldn't be allowed to live, not after what I did to her, not after what I did to Astrid.” I cried out.
“Do not punish yourself like this, Kai, everyone makes mistakes.” Dan replied softly.
“You don't understand, Dan, you don't understand! This isn't a mistake, what I have done is much worse than a mistake, what I have done is a sin! I've sinned not only against the goddess who paired me with Astrid, I've also sinned against Astrid.”
“How could I have been so foolish, Dan! How could I have been so stupid to hurt the woman who has done nothing but love me with everything she has? Astrid loves me so much, I've been nothing but bad to her, I constantly hurt and abused her, but she never for once, left my side or stopped loving me.”
“What did I do to repay her for all she's done? I went ahead and cheated on her with her own best friend! I not only cheated on her, I rejected her and made her a subject of mockery to everyone in the pack, I made her a servant in her kingdom, and she was constantly mistreated and mocked by everyone! I also contributed the worst to that mockery.” I seethed. “I do not deserve to live, not after what I've done, how do I know if she's still alive? I know nothing of what has happened to her!”
“If only I hadn't been so foolish to listen to Kathryn and had gone after Astrid, then maybe she would be by my side right now and I wouldn't be this miserable. I'm not concerned with getting an heir anymore, I just want my mate back, I just want Astrid back!” I cried bitterly.
Dan instantly hugged me, and he began patting my back, trying to comfort me.
“I do agree that you were so foolish, you let go of a lovely woman like Astrid just for nothing, I'm not going to say I told you so, but I'm just glad that you've finally realized your mistake. I'll do my best to help you, not only as your beta, but as your best friend too, we can start searching for her again.”
I pulled out of the hug and I shook my head. “It's too late Dan, we don't even know if she's still alive, it's been seven long years Dan, seven years since she left, it's too late to try to change things now.”
“It's never too late Kai, so stop saying that, just believe that we're going to find her, and we will, I don't mind if I'll need to turn the whole world upside down to get her back to you, I'll make sure we locate Astrid, I believe she's still alive because if she isn't, then you would have felt it too.”
Words couldn't describe how grateful I am to Dan, he was more like a brother to me and has been with me through thick and thin.
He tried warning me against what I was doing to Astrid, but I was just too foolish to heed to the warnings he gave me, and now I was not only regretting it, but also paying dearly for it.
“We should get you resolved.” He made to leave, but I held his hand.
“Thank you so much for everything, Dan, I do appreciate your being there for me.” I said and he smiled.
“No matter how hard-headed you are, I have sworn to always be there for you, it is my duty.” He replied before Leaving.
***
A few weeks after that incident, I was sitting in my study, going through some files, when Dan barged into my office.
“Alpha! You won't believe this.” He said breathlessly.
A frown appeared on my face, for Dan to have simply barged in without knocking, I knew it's something important.
“What are you talking about?”
“I found her!” He said with a giant smile on his face.
“Found who?” I was confused.
“I've found her…" He trailed to catch his breath.
“I've found Astrid!”
My eyes widened with shock and I instantly stood up.
“What!”
*Kai's POV*Dan instantly gave me the magazine he was holding and what I saw made me stumble back in shock.Astrid's name was on the front page and it wasn't just that, she was among the top 10 successful business women and she was the first."I is this real?" I stuttered, still staring at the paper in utter disbelief and shock.It wasn't just about her being successful, it was about her being alive, a great feeling of relief coursed through me as I continued staring at her picture on the front page, she's changed so much that it was almost so hard to recognize her."She's alive Dan, she's alive!" I said with a bright smile on my face."Of course Alpha, I told you she's still alive, this is such a wonderful news for us.""Where is she? I need to meet her, can you track down her location?" I asked impatiently.The happiness on Dan's face instantly vanished and it made me wonder what went wrong."What's wrong? Why do you have that look on your face?" I asked and he sighed deeply."The t
*Astrid's POV*I and Lucas were having some business discussions in his study when a guard called our attention that someone wanted to see me."Me?" I questioned with a confused frown on my face."Yes ma'am.""Alright, I'll be there." I replied, the guard then bowed before leaving."Were you expecting a visitor?" Lucas asked."No, I'm not, in fact I'm equally surprised as to who that is." "Then we better go see them." Lucas stood up and I followed suit.As we went to the throne room, I had no idea I would be faced with the biggest shock of my life.When we finally arrived at the throne room, the guard guarding outside instantly opened the door and when we walked in, I stopped dead in my track.The person's back was turned to us, but no matter how long it's been, I could still identify that person when I see them."Kai!" I muttered in shock.My heart was literally pounding in my chest, perspiration broke out from everywhere in my body and when he finally turned around to face us, I st
*Astrid's POV*"What nonsense are you talking about! Astrid will never marry you." Kai seethed.Lucas scoffed. "Think again, after all you were the one who threw away a diamond while picking up stones, you have no say in this matter, you lost all rights to her the day you rejected her!" "So go back home to the woman you left her for, as you can see, my Astrid is doing well and she doesn't need a man like you in her life." Kai looked at me, he was literally pleading with me through his eyes, although I have no idea why Lucas will say a word like that, but to get Kai away, I was willing to play along."You don't know what kind of man he is Astrid, don't let him fool you, he's not a good person, please listen to me." He said."And you do?" I questioned sarcastically. "Don't make me raise my hand to you Kai because I won't hesitate to do that, I won't hear a single word against the man who saved my life when you threw me away, I am alive today because of Lucas, he made me what I am toda
Author's note : Hi readers, this book will now be written in third's pov due to some issues. Thanks and I hope you understand.***Kai angrily walked inside with Dan right on his tail."I told you this was going to happen didn't I, I told you not to rush things, it wouldn't get you anywhere, but you didn't listen to me." Dan said and Kai ruffled his hair in frustration."I just needed to see her Dan, don't you get, all I needed was to meet with her and I found her in that crazy man's arms!" He raged.Dan sighed deeply, he didn't get the chance to see Astrid since he didn't go in with Kai, but waited for him outside, so he has no idea what took place, but from Kai's reaction when he came back, he could tell things didn't go as planned."What happened exactly?" He asked and Kai turned to face him."Astrid wouldn't forgive me, but I won't give up on her and I'm not letting her get married to Lucas!" He seethed.Dan frowned. "Get married? What are you talking about?""Lucas said they were
It was late at night, Astrid already managed to put the kids to sleep, she was just leaving their room when she bumped into Crystal."Watch it!" Crystal spat.Knowing how much Crystal hates her, Astrid wasn't ready for her troubles."I'm sorry." She said, but before she could leave, Crystal said something that made her stop right in her track."I heard the father of your kids dropped by to see you and not just that, he also happens to be our rival, how ironic!" She chuckled. "You know you've over stayed your welcome here, since your ex mate wants you back, don't you think you should go because I think you should."Astrid heaved a deep breath as she tried calming her anger. "I don't have time for your nonsense Crystal, if you want a fight then look for it else where because I'm not interested in your rubbish." She made to leave, but Crystal stopped her with her words."The triplets." She said and she turned to face Astrid. "Does he know about them?" She smirked. "You know, as their fat
Kai was getting ready for the day in his room when a knock sounded on the door."Come in." He said and Dan came in."Alpha, goodnews." He said excitedly."Tell me." Kai replied, turning to face him."I was able to get one of the shareholders in Astrid's company to sell his shares to us." He announced and a bright smile spread across Kai's lips."That was fast." "Of course, I made sure to go for the easy target, he's a man filled with so much greed, so it wasn't difficult getting him to sell his shares to us, all I had to do was offer him times two of the money and he caved in." "That's good, what's next on the schedule.""There's a meeting at the company today, so it's best you attend and introduce yourself as the new shareholder in the company.""I'm all set, just get the car ready and I'll be there soon.""Yes Alpha." Dan replied before leaving."I'm one step closer to you Astrid.'' Kai smirked.***Astrid's car pulled up in front of the company and a guard hurriedly opened the do
Kai raised his hand to hit Lucas, but Astrid immediately interfered."Don't even think about it!" She warned dangerously. "I don't want you in my company Kai, do us all a favor and return those shares to Mr Sean."Kai brought down his hand, then he stared deeply into Astrid's eyes."The shares already belong to me and it's going to stay that way, I don't care how hard you try to push me away, I won't let you go Astrid and I won't sit still and let you be with him." He glared at Lucas."Don't you have a mate home to return to? Don't make the same mistake with her, return home to your Luna." She said.Lucas took her hand and they both left.Seeing them walk away, while holding each other's hand made Kai's heart ache with so much pain, but there was nothing he could do than to watch.When Astrid and Lucas got to her office, he let go of her hand.Astrid ruffled her hair in frustration. "Why won't he just let me be!?" She sighed. "Just calm down Astrid, we'll find a way to resolve this."
"So, how was your first day at the company?" Dan asked the moment Kai got into the car."What can I say? With Lucas around, the day is always bound to be terrible, I just feel his help to Astrid isn't genuine.""You'll have to take things slow Kai, nothing you say to Astrid will make her hate him." Dan cautioned and Kai sighed deeply."I'm not trying to get her to hate him, I just want her to be careful of him, he keeps calling himself her would be husband and my blood boils each time he says that." Dan chuckled. "That's just you being jealous, Astrid has been with him for seven years now, what could he possibly do to her? I don't think he'll hurt her or do anything bad to her." Dan shrugged."I'm still going to keep my eyes on him, I do not trust him one bit." Kai replied. "Found what I asked you to?" He asked and Dan nodded."Yes, the triplets school isn't far off, but are you sure about this, Astrid won't appreciate you doing this and you can't upset her anymore than you already h