What if i die? (English)

PROLOGUE"Tyron, please... let me go. I'm begging you, please." I made an attempt to free myself from his grasp, but he was too strong and not even listening to my dramatic plea. I can sense his anger and it's making me weak and my knees tremble. His hold on my wrist was so tight, that I couldn't stop myself but shred from tears. He just continued dragging me through the dark cage where he often took me and locked me down whenever he didn't like what I was doing."T-Tyron, it hurts.. please." My heart is clenching, I just felt like crying and begging him to free me, but it was too impossible for him to listen to me. He's really angry and I don't know what I did this time."Would you shut the hell up?! You don't have any idea that you ruined everything, right? You ruined my life, Ciara Hilvano. You ruined everything! And now you're hoping that I'll forgive you?! Hell no! I will make you suffer for everything that you did. As long as you live under my roof and you're in my hands, you wi

Tyron's povWhen I see my girl running toward me, a genuine smile is plastered on my face. She's here."Honey!" She cried as she wrapped her arms around me tightly, as though she hadn't seen me for a long time. "You're here." I hugged her back and let her feel the warmth of my hug. "You miss me?" "You don't know how much I'm missing you, hon. I've been thinking about you lately, I thought you wouldn't show up again." I gently laughed. "Come on, I've only been gone for a week," I joked, making her even more frustrated. "I hate you!" "Kidding, don't be sad anymore. Look, I have something for you." I took the small box out of my pocket and opened it in front of her. A smile gently drew on my face, when her small smile flashed on her lips again. "Hony .." She almost cried when I took the pendant necklace out of the tiny box and put it on her. "Do you like it?" I asked, but I didn't receive an answer from her. She was speechless and unable to remove sight of the necklace I put on h

Wedding? Who the hell will get married? "I think it's better if the kids decide for themselves. So that they can be ready." Mr. Hilvano suggested while smiling as he took a glance at me. My lips loosened.'Child? Who? Was he referring to me?"Son, you should talk to your fiance." Dad turned to me and that made me frown at him. "What? Fiancee?" I clarified, I think I just misheard. We couldn't get married. I'm about to get married to someone else. "Yes, fiancee. Ms. Hilvano who will be your wife." W-what ?! We're the ones who will get married?! I immediately got up from my seat because of shock, I can even feel my arm turning into a fist because of disbelief "Dad, no! Why are we getting married? How come you agree with this? You even know that I have a girlfriend and I was about to propose to her today, Dad! I love someone else and I don't want to marry her-" "Break up with her, then." I was frozen in where I was standing when dad blurted it out without hesitating. My mouth part

The sun was going down so I had to take Hannah home."Hon, you should go home too. Cia's definitely waiting for you to come home," she said. I was about to open my mouth to disobey her when she spoke again."Don't start to argue again, your reasons won't work for me. You've just told me that she already knows about us, that's why we can't be together for so long, Tyron. You should go home, she's probably waiting." Hannah smiled at me and finally, we reached her house. I turned off the engine first and turned her to face her."Don't you really want me to stay here first, even just tonight?" I gave her a soft gaze, hoping that she'll let me stay here tonight because I don't want to go home yet. I don't want to see that woman, I'm too sick of always seeing her as if she's so innocent even though she knows to herself what she did to me and Hannah.I hate her.I heard Hannah sigh."Of course, I want to. I really wanted you to stay here. If only you could just not leave and stay here beside

Ciara's povI didn't feel like going up to my room after I heard their conversation. If only my heart could allow me to leave him, I'll do it right away. I won't hesitate to leave this house and never turn my back again on him. I want to unlove him, but there's no such thing. It's so hard that I just want to die to stop myself from struggling.But it was my heart that kept stopping me from leaving him. My heart wanted me to stay here and bear all the pain I was experiencing. It's toxic, I know. But what could you do if you loved someone so much that you wanted to take everything at risk just to be with him?Am I the only one who's like this? Or does someone understand how I feel? It's hard and I felt so sorry for the person who has the same situation as me.I let my body drop on the bed and did not complain about the pain when I finally felt them as I let my body rest. I didn't mind those wounds and bruises on my body that were aching.Is there anything more painful than the facts I h