Chapter Seventy Nine

Sienna

I had only found out two days ago. My heart had leaped for joy when I saw the two pink lines on the test but then reality sank in. We were still young and I wasn't ready. I needed more time. That sounded selfish because I knew that Eric would be overjoyed.

I was also scared, because what if my body couldn't cope with the pregnancy? What if I died just like my mother did? I couldn't bear the thought of leaving Eric alone.

I heard Maya gasp as she placed her small hands to her mouth. "Congratulations. That's amazing news. Have you told Eric?" she said, smiling warmly. It made me feel better.

"No," I said as I fidgeted with my nails now. I looked up at her. "I am shitting myself. What if he doesn't want it? I don't even know how to look after a baby. What if I do it all wrong?"

My voice wavered as I spoke. He would want it. I knew he would. I was just scared.

Maya reached out a hand and placed it on mine, stopping me from fidgeting. "Sienna, a baby is a blessing. You will be am