Ecstasy

I loathed self pity. Not just that, I hated being pitied by others. I avoided getting help from people as much as I could because I always believed I was enough for myself. Enough to take care of myself, the only one who could help me was me.

So, when Kai barged in a little earlier, I felt the need to kick him out. I hated having him see me at my worse cause fuck! Period cramps was no jokes at all.

I flustered as he placed the warm towel on my stomach. His surprisingly soft palm tried as much as they could to not come in contact with my skin as I lifted my shirt just above my chest to let him work his magic when he insisted to help after I'd refused to take any drugs for relief.

I hated having to take drugs for cramps. I believed the pain was a punishment I had to bear for being fertile, and I gladly took my punishment like a champ. But apparently, Kai didn't have the same views as me.

He had some towels heated, placing it just below my abdomen and if that didn't feel good. I nearly l