CLAIRE. I was still trying to get the logic in knotting the piece of cloth wrapped around my neck correctly, when I felt a familiar electrifying hand brush my fingers.I raised my head at Ryan with divided lips. He was sitting upright, shifting my body upwards on his body. I was now closer to his chest and his groin, feeling like I'm being powered by some kind of Sparks. Did he feel the electricity too? I don't think he did as his brows were in a crease, his lips opening a little to utter corrective words. He corrected my mistakes by placing his hands on mine to demonstrate, but I had only half of my attention on whatever he was saying. My complexion has changed to red, the effect from blushing, especially as I am now conscious of our position. I'm literally sitting on him. How the hell did that even happen?"Do you get it now?" He asked, now looking at me. I nodded repeatedly. "Okay" He loosened the perfectly knotted tie and asked me to do mine. As I did, my hands were sligh
RYAN. It wasn't my intention to question Claire, but I did. I admit that she affects me in many ways. Most times in the past, I take that as something trivial, but now I'm not so sure I can do that anymore, as even at work, her image stays in my head, and I find it hard to push it away. I want to kiss her right now, I really want to, and I wish I could, but I can't. This is a fake relationship and if she reads too much into my actions, she'd end up getting an emotional pain like every other girl I've gotten involved with.Charles would come for me if he ever gets to learn I hurt Claire, and even Claire would personally behead me. Something unrecognizable within me holds me back from taking things far with Claire whenever we're alone. If I'd been with any other girl, and had close sensual contact with her the way I did with Claire, maybe I'd be banging her hard, with her legs up high by now, but this is Claire. I find her different from other girls I've been with. Whenever I'm
CLAIRE. I shouldn't feel anything when I saw Ryan and Stella kissing in the gym, but I can't help it. I feel angry and so hurt. All those sexual tensions, those words he'd said to me in a seductive manner, they were all just a game to him the way it is with other girls. He doesn't find anything special with me, I stupidly allowed his playboy ways with me.When I woke up from my deep sleep earlier this morning to find Ryan absent in the room, I'd thought he went out for work, until Anita had come to the room to invite me to the gym, adding the information about Ryan's presence in the gym. Hearing Ryan's name made me eager to visit the gym. I got directions to the gym room from Anita. Now, I wish I didn't even accept the gym invitation in the first placeI keep reminding myself that I'm his fake girlfriend, and I shouldn't feel this way, but defining the type of relationship I have with Ryan isn't helping me to feel better. Ryan rushed into the bedroom and sat on the bed with me. I t
RYAN. It's time to dine with the Taylors again, the room is filled with sounds of jokes, chuckles, cutleries clanking on plates. There's a guest among us, his name is Shane, it's his first time having a super with the Taylors and sleeping over at their place. He's been invited for lunch by the Taylors many times in the past and he also attended many functions with me as well as with the Taylors too. "You look beautiful, Stella" He shamelessly flirted with her right in our presence. "As always"Stella and I haven't exchanged a word since the kiss. Her eyes has been piercing through my soul since I arrived, it's awkward to look right back when Claire is sitting right beside me. My fake girlfriend is an expert killer, she might murder me right here, right now if I ever return Stella's longing stares. "Thank you, Shane" Stella smiled at him, then her eyes wandered to mine, again.'Please, don't put me in a helluva trouble, Stella' I begged mutely. "Miss Michaelson Claire, it's a plea
CLAIRE. Stella really knows how to rile one up. I thought Ryan was best at it, but now, I've seen someone who does it better than him. Ryan still have feelings for her, and she's trying to rub it in my face, that's an act of immaturity if you ask me. I couldn't take the words she kept throwing in the dining room anymore, and just had to leave. She was confessing her feelings for Ryan right in my presence for fucks sake, she should at least try to show some respect. Fake girlfriend or not, I still have that relationship status with Ryan. For some stupid reasons, I was mad at Ryan also, even when I shouldn't be. The relationship we have isn't real, and I'd agreed to allow him live his romantic life anyhow he wants while he still have me as his girlfriend, but why do I not feel comfortable with that anymore? As I lay on the couch, still feeling exasperated about what happened earlier, half of my mind was getting pulled to the bed. I wished I was laying there beside Ryan, staring at h
RYAN. I was sluggishly buttoning up my open shirt, reminiscing the moments Claire had helped me with it. I glanced back at her sleeping form for the nth time today, my gaze connected with hers instantly, she's awake, and has been staring intently at my back without my knowledge. I get admiring look a lot from girls and I'm very familiar with it, but it's not the same when the stare comes from Claire. "Do you want me to help you with that?" She pointed a finger to my abs. God, her light voice which is a bit cracky due to lack of disuse for a long time, sounds so sexy. "Do you want to help?" I asked back. She rolled her eyes sassily. "I wanted a simple yes or no, not a question in return" I wanted to say something back to her sassy response, but I kept my mouth shut in other to avoid any argument with her, the last thing I want is to have another round of fight with Claire before going to work, and then end up saying things that'll hurt her and make her take the couch. She got o
CLAIRE. I was in the kitchen with Sarah, Anita and Stella again, baking cup cakes of different flavors. It's fun to be with them, when I say 'them', I mean Anita and Sarah, Stella is excluded. The fun I get from being around Anita and Sarah sometimes get ruined by Stella's snarky remarks, targeted at me. I don't understand what I ever did to the girl. 'You're dating the guy she likes' My subconscious reminded me. Is that it? That's all I did? Is that enough reason for her to hate me? But Ryan and I are only fake dating. 'Well, she doesn't know that'I agree with that inner voice. From the side of my eyes, I got a blurry view of her perfect body sitting on the counter. I pursed my lips guiltily. Stella is only falling for Ryan like every other normal girl, but I feel like I'm the one hindering her from getting him. Or will I say I'm hindering Ryan from getting her now that she already reciprocated his feelings? "Oh my God, did you fall from heaven to meet Ryan? You're so perfect
RYAN. Claire's pretty face was stained with streaks of tears flowing down freely. I feel saddened, and my heart getting moved by the sight right in front of me. During meetings, all I wanted was to go back home to her and finish what I started this morning, and even if I don't complete that task, I'm contented with her presence around me. Now that I can see her, I'm supposed to be happy about that, but her sadness radiates through me, automatically pulling down my mood. "What's wrong?" I asked worriedly, holding her cheeks firmly in my palm. She held my wrist and gently brought it down, then she cleaned her face with the back of her palm and walked past me "Nothing, nothing"I went after her, matching with her fast pace up the stairs. "This isn't nothing, You're crying, Claire, what's going on with you?"When she got into the bedroom, she rushed into the bathroom, locking the door. I sighed, pressing my hand and forehead on the door. "Claire, come on out now" She remained locked