Lisa's POV
Every friend I had right here at the pack, had gone to watch the firecrackers that were being lit.
They were all celebrating, and joyful that the moon goddess had poured out blessings on the pack as everything was flourishing quite well. But it was not the same with me.
I was left behind, sitting just by the coal side. Not because I did not want to join the rest of them, but I could not.
The segregation against me in the pack was so much, that I wonder how Aniella was able to keep me as a friend.
It was not just any night, but the eve of my birthday, and that was the part that hurt me the most. Certainly, there will not be any special celebrations from my birthday, as it was always me wishing myself that I will be stronger the next year, and better.
Every time I wished it was possible, but I stopped when I realized I did not feel any better. More problems as the year went, more of me not being able to control my life, more of being treated like a filthy rag.
I was going to turn eighteen the next day, and unlike Aniella and the rest of the wolves that had turned earlier, my wolf had still not been awoken.
From there, my eyes overlooked the lights that shone from a distance, and I was certain that indeed they were all merry and having the best moments of their lives, while I was left to sulk alone.
I tried to not feel bad, but it was hard, I was already frustrated, and there was no way I could pretend that everything was okay when I was not.
Shutting my eyes, Claire's exact words began to replay in my head.
"It's weird that you even dressed up for this event, do you have no shame?" Her voice resounded clearly, every single one of it piercing my heart.
"I mean, how did you even consider being in such a gathering. Do you have no idea that the elites of this pack will be gathered there? You are just a piece of trash Lisa, and the earlier you realize that, the better. Goodness! Your guts."
She spat on me when she finished mocking my existence out of me, and left with her hips swaying from side to side.
I was certain that she was trying to remind me that I was not only a slave at the pack, but my body build was none the least attractive.
Even my skin did not feel like theirs. As much as Aniella tried to make me feel among, some things could not be hidden.
Their skin had this glow that could make the firmest of heads turn over, meanwhile, I could walk past a gathering of men and I would not be noticed. Except I am being spotted out by the likes of Claire, who wanted to put it in my face at every single opportunity that I was nothing.
My hands ran to my ears, as her voice kept on replaying in my head, all of it.
The only mistake I had made at that moment, was trying to fit in and join the celebration. I was part of the pack, so I saw no wrong trying to celebrate that the pack was flourishing.
"What did I ever do?" I screamed out, with my feet dropping to the ground.
"Moon goddess, what is all of this? What is this plan you have in store because nothing seems okay. I am..." I faltered, as my lips quivered, with my voice breaking into tears.
My left palm ran to my lips to stop myself from crying out loud. No one was there, but I had come to know that no one really cared about my tears.
I sobbed into my palms with my heart bleeding. Pouring out every single emotion with the tears that rolled out, as the words were hooked to my throat.
Who do I even want to cry to, or what exactly did I want to cry about? That I was made to go through the treatment of a slave?
It would have been quite fair, if I was not a slave but I was one and even though I still say it to myself every time, it was hard to accept that my life was programmed to go that way.
As the tears went on, I began to feel a surge of heat rise within me.
I was aching this time, not just emotionally but physically too.
"Ouch," I shrieked out, with my hands rushing to my chest, while my right hand supported my weight that was already dropping to the floor.
The room was dark too, and the only light that was visible was the one that shone from the lit coals.
My right hand moved around me, trying to search for a phone, anything to use inform Aniella that I was not okay since she is the only one that cared. But I could not find any.
The pain increased, with my face still scrunched up. It even got to my abdomen, it felt like the pain was spreading through my body.
I just could not control myself anymore, and it felt like a different being had taken over my body.
I was feeling this excitement within, but still the process was painful.
What a good way to spend the eve of my eighteenth birthday, I thought again, while another hot streak of tears landed on my cheeks.
Nothing was fair to me.
Unable to calm myself down, I raised myself up and began to scamper out of the room.
I was weak, but I just had to get to Aniella first.
The woods was dark, and the only thing that gave me hope was the light that came from afar.
My legs were going faster than my brain could carry me, and the pain that began to turn to some kind of excitement, only made me feel restless.
Tears welled in my eyes, which caused my vision to be blurry. And before I knew it, I had bumped into someone.
My nose did not forget to note the sweet scent of earth, and Lavender that emanated from the body as my weak legs dropped me to the floor.
"Sorry," I managed to utter, as my body falling caused rustling in the leaves.
"Now, who have I bumped into?" I wondered as I heard a dissatisfied and harsh scold.
“What the hell?”
Conan's POV"What the hell?" I bawled out, with irritation visibly in my voice as I cleaned off the imaginary specks of dust I assumed had come on my chest from someone bumping into me.A groan escaped my lips as I squeezed my eyes shut, the body that bumped into me made a thud and a rustling sound on the dried leaves that covered the ground.My inner wolf, Lexi, growled as she bumped into me.I had felt this feeling of ecstasy and overwhelming joy on sensing my mate from afar. My heart beat increased rapidly as my inner wolf growled further, one thing I knew was that she was here. My mate was here!I flicked my eyes open and darted my eyes to the petite figure lying on the ground, to the one that made my heart beat so rapidly. As if it never happened, the excitement that I felt inside of me disappeared immediately.I ran my eyes through the dainty figure that was struggling to get on her feet, she seemed to be in immense pain as she growled while standing up.Her obsidian hair tumble
I tilted my head towards Aniella's direction, my brows furrowed on seeing who Aniella was addressing. It was that same girl that I had left earlier at the woods and good lord, her name was Lisa! Whoever gave such a royal name to that fragile looking girl needed to be dealt with, severely.The mere sight of her caused Lex to growl and ache to be with her, but that would never happen because I cannot imagine being seen with an omega. Omegas are weaklings and slaves that should be trampled on, and it pained me the more that the moon goddess did not put those things into consideration.Lisa narrowed her gaze towards me and as her eyes met mine, Lex growled as if it was about to let loose. I took my gaze off her and darted my eyes to Claire who glanced back and forth at Lisa and I."You stupid bitch, I thought I told you to have some dignity and try not to show your face here but unabashedly, you came here" Claire yelled at her and I couldn't feel any less proud of her."Claire what's wron
Lisa's POV"Conan, please... Harder," I heard Claire say, and I wanted to cry my eyes out.His tongue played with her nipple that I even began to feel the intense desires rush through me. He should have been inside of me, and not her.I wanted the warmth his body offered, but it was not any close to what I was getting.Instead I was left alone, with tears flowing out from my eyes in the cold night, and shivers all over me. It was the eve of my birthday, and I was feeling drained and tired of my life already, as the seconds ticked by.Hot moans escaped from her lips, while Conan kept on thrusting with finesse.My heart was wallowing in pain. Even if Conan hates me, all of it was just too much. And for Claire, I felt that she could have the least shame as I was there in the room.I watched her pupils get dilated, from the intense thrusting, which caused another streak of tears to roll down my eyes.I was so overwhelmed with emotions, that even my sight became blurry as I had my gaze fix
Everything about my life has been filled with extreme pain since the day I was brought into the world. I was brought up in an orphanage home and was later taken as a slave for the pack.Amidst my brooding, I didn't know when a scoff that sounded rebellious, fell out my lips.A deafening silence enveloped the room and the only sound that I could hear was the ticking sound from the clock.I slowly raised my head up and inhaled a shuddering breath. I locked eyes with Conan for a moment and I could see the hatred and anger plastered on his face. Oh! He must have thought that I scoffed at him."Did you just scoff at us?" I heard him ask as he leapt up and strode across me.Words failed me at that moment. How was I supposed to tell him that I didn't intend to scoff at him, but at my pathetic life and misfortune?I squirmed on the bare floor as he approached me, walking in a tiger-like tread, my heart froze as my mind was over clouded with fear. I ducked my face, staring at my feet in order
Lisa's POV I had gotten so carried away with feeling so relaxed to not have realized he had just suddenly barged into the laundry room. The day surely was going by like every normal day, up until he walked in. “Didn't you hear what I said?” he asked, now sounding more upset than when he entered. “Don't just stand there dawdling!!” he yelled. “Come here this minute!!” he added. I suddenly wondered why he wanted me standing right next to him. And the minute I got close, my wolf suddenly yelled. I could feel my whole body suddenly in need of his touch as he stared into my eyes. The scent I got coming from him was something my whole body craved to have a taste of. But I couldn't, and that made my wolf so sad. He held on to my face as he kept on sniffing me. I wondered why he did that as we were all alone in the laundry room. And was praying so hard not to be seen by Claire. The scent grew stronger and stronger as he drew me close to himself. And then I couldn't help it, I ha
Lisa’s POV“Why would you even give me such a dare?” Conan asked, standing up to his feet, as he walked up to me.He stared down at me, who was suddenly having difficulty breathing.My whole body was in pain, yet I could feel my wolf so energetic from within myself.I looked up realizing he had gotten close to where I knelt with my head lowered to the ground.That makes better sense now… I thought to myself.Having me at a close range around me, made my wolf so energetic as it craved so bad to have him touch me.He held on to my face, lifting it up and staring into my eyes.“I can work with keeping her for now” he said, looking at me with disgusted eyes.I guess he had felt irritated with the acne on my face and unkempt self.“But, she will have to be in the cell with the other slaves,” he said.“I don't want her anywhere too close to me,” he added.I felt so hurt hearing him talk about not wanting me around him.At the mention of that, tears that had been welled up in my eyes for a w
*LISA* The silence broke as I mutely prayed to the moon that he wouldn't blow my cover. Even though Alpha Conan disrespected his self-absorbed lady, it won't come as a surprise to me because I've only known him for a short while and I know he will go to any length to make me suffer. "Ignore it," His tone was harsh. “You cannot pull a fast one on me, what compromised state?" She maintained so she walked to stand between us. “After taking a shower, I enter the room butt naked, and there she was with wide eyes." He replied. Without holding back or even telling a white lie. Such a dumb person for a mate. I thought silently. "To be clear, what was she doing in your room?" Claire's voice reeks of resentment and hatred. "What chores does a slave perform around the house?" Conan seemed disinterested as he took a sip from his beverage. "I requested her to organize my closet, but she took an eternity to do it.” If he couldn't tell a clever white lie, can he at least be honest, my tho
*CONAN* I didn't wait to shut the door before Claire entered. I poured myself a shot of my strongest booze from the minibar in my room's lovely end, and I quickly downed the entire thing. My teeth were clenched as I swallowed the unpleasant, brown liquid, closing my eyes. She entered with a visibly angry expression on her face. "What in the name of skies is wrong with you?""What do you mean?" "First you left me in the kitchen, moving so quickly that I didn't even get a chance to see your back, and now you're here, drinking yourself to death? How wonderful.” "Don't even dare to pull the trigger and hide behind it."“What is consuming you so deeply?” Her lovely eyes tilted toward my form. "Say something sensible,"“Like you're that smart, I suppose.”"Stop playing this game. You will just make me turn away from you.”“You humiliated me by listening in on my chat, and then you made a fool of me. When I politely declined, how could you ask for an explanation in front of a mere slav