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42. Realisation
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Alpha's sinful mate 43. Shocking news
I have no idea if this man is really the man I married as my husband or not. He is suddenly all gentle and caring, even if stern and still distant. His touch is steady but he does not manhandle me as he used to and I feel like someone has replaced him during the night. Even earlier, he seemed ready to snap and start another fight, but it all dimmed quite quickly. Was he truly worried or was he scheming something ? I’m not sure if it’s my intuition or my nausea, but I have a hard time trusting him. Nonetheless, I do agree to a quick checkup to the pack doctor, because I did not want to spend entire days feeling like this. I have already gotten too close with the toilet bowl and I wanted to break it here before it was too late.We walk together on the beach, and I almost forget that I’m upset, when his hand rests on my back and guides me around. We make it to the thick forest and it does not take longer than ten minutes to come to a lovely clearing in the exotic forest. Lovely houses a
Alpha's sinful mate 44. Confession
"Leave me alone, Killian!" I hiss and look away from him bringing my knees on the bean bag and crossing my arms on my chest in a defensive. "You've already done enough -" I add with bitterness as I to Ce myself to look away.What was I doing? What was I DOING?! I was pushing him away over and over again, because I couldn't being myself to trust him. He lied. He lied from the very beginning, while everything that happened has been orchestrated, planned and schemed by none other but him! He asked for my hand in marriage without stepping forth, but pushing a paper in front of my father and having him forcefully sign in. He stalked me down and drugged me that night. I could not even be sure if the short haired man was not just another one of his men. One of the leeches that worked for him! Did he orchestrated that night too?Then all the late night meetings we had. He never said a thing, while I surely gave him the opportunity to do just that! He never even hinted of his real life, his re
Alpha's sinful mate 45. Obedient
Lips brush on top of mine and I suck in a sharp bretsh, trying my best not to give in to the temptation of kissing him. Of lunging forward and capturing his rough and bitten lips between mine. I wanted to taste his lips and tongue and I wanted to let him devour me as he knew to do best, but I had to control myself."Even if I understand, that doesn't mean I trust you, Killian." I answer and I can feel him smirk.His lips catch my bottom one and he tugs at it playfully before locking his mouth on top of mine and kissing me forcefully, ignoring my little pleas and struggles. The man took what he wanted, when he wanted and at some point I'd have to get used to it and make peace with myself. This man was a conqueror. He would not expect me to bend to his will without a fight, but he did not care much for my fight and struggle. He took what he thought belonged to him.Instead of pulling away, he deepens the kiss, tilting his head to the side, his tongue invading my Mouth and waging war aga
Alpha's sinful mate 46. Safe
It's clear she has no intention of calming down and I know that whatever I had to say is useless right now. Yes. I did plan everything, but not out of selfishness. I did it because I wanted to have enough time to grow close to one another. And keep her safe. Safe from the madness that was about to be unleashed. Plots and schemes were not something only I did. I could not allow her to be close to those who call themselves my family. She was not welcomed within it and I did not want to constantly worry about her well-being. So, the heart of the pack was the safest spot I could think of for now.Im not sure she'd understand or even bother to listen to me if I told her these things. I'm not sure she'd bother to consider things through before she starts grabbing the pillows off of the bed and throwing them my way."Get out!" she yells, with tears streaming down her face, choking on her own sobs as she throws random things towards me.My heart feels heavy and I know u have done something th
Alpha's sinful mate 47. Home cooked meal
It was odd to see that I was not given the opportunity to do the smallest of tasks. He didn't even allowed me to cook. Why? Because he was eager to prove himself? Was he eager to buy me? Did he truly think that a cooked meal would do this?I sit in silence as I watch him feel the potatoes and smash the garlic. He doesn't say much either. He's really focused on the food and he doesn't give me snarly comments either. I want to help. I truly do! But instead, I turn on my heels and walk back into our bedroom. I had to get used to the fact that this would be our home from now on. For how long though? Will we really live here from now on? My heart tightens as I look out the windows to the unending water and I feel, once more, small and lacking.This whole place was a piece of a castle. Even if it looked like nothing but a wooden cabin, the walls were thick and insulated, the furniture was still expensive as fuck. The woodframes, the wooden furniture was all hard wood stained in dark brown c
Alpha's sinful mate 48. Canceled plans
As I pick my outfit for the day, a wave of nausea crashes over me and I suddenly catch hold back the whole meal he had cooked for me. The hanger with the pretty skirt I had picked falls on the floor as I dash for the bathroom, past the man who was buttoning up his shirt. I crouch over the toilet bowl and I understand this is how my life is going to be from now on.Not pretty. Definitely smelly and unkind, but there was not much I could do. I had to wait it out, didn’t I? I hear Killian’s hurried footsteps behind me, but I lean in and close the door before he can barge in and see me like that. All sweaty, throwing up into the expensive toilet bowl he had bought for this place.A few strands of hair stick to my face and I feel even worse when I think that I need to get up and get moving. Everything felt like a chore right now. A boring, tedious chore that made me feel queasy. Was this some sort of bad karma? What did I do to deserve this? Eventually, I get up and flush the toilet, clos
Alpha's sinful mate 49. Next in line
A few days pass and with each day, I think I can handle the nausea better. The supplements and medicines are really helping but I'm also sure that part of it it's due to the lack of anxiety and anger that I experience everytime he was near. And he was near a lot. There were no business calls. There were no meetings. He was jus I here, all the time. And I was growing fond of seeing him.To my surprise he didn't ask for anything off of me. He didn't ask for sex. He didn't ask to get psychical... He was just here, always alert and ready to help me if I needed something. It was a bit incapacitating since it felt as if he didn't trust me with anything, but it was also sweet because I could see him take responsability and that made me think he was going to be a good father.I still had not made my mind about keeping the child or not, but I knew it was going to settle soon. I just had a feeling of what my decision would be, but I was a little afraid to speak it out just now, because somehow,
Alpha's sinful mate 50. Yes
The front door of the house slams closed and with it, all my courage dies. Tears swell in my eyes and I am chocking in my sobs. I had told him! I had told him that going to the pack doctor was a mistake! I had told him we should have waited a little more until breaking the news to everyone? No one believed me! No one believed that my only partner has been him -Fucking omega genes and their fucking fertility rate! Why?! Why did it have to come down like this?! Why did I have to be in the middle of such a shitty thing? Why were people so mean and shitty here... How did I end up in this mess?! WHAT DID I MARRY INTO ?!Killian is tense too and he hesitates to come to me. And I feel alone and abandoned right now, because I could really use some comfort. His fist hits against the wooden entrance door and he let's put a low growl."Should have known she's here to pour her venom into our cup -" he growls out and I can feel that growl into the marrow of my bones. He was being angry.He was di
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