46. Safe

It's clear she has no intention of calming down and I know that whatever I had to say is useless right now. Yes. I did plan everything, but not out of selfishness. I did it because I wanted to have enough time to grow close to one another. And keep her safe. Safe from the madness that was about to be unleashed. Plots and schemes were not something only I did. I could not allow her to be close to those who call themselves my family. She was not welcomed within it and I did not want to constantly worry about her well-being. So, the heart of the pack was the safest spot I could think of for now.

Im not sure she'd understand or even bother to listen to me if I told her these things. I'm not sure she'd bother to consider things through before she starts grabbing the pillows off of the bed and throwing them my way.

"Get out!" she yells, with tears streaming down her face, choking on her own sobs as she throws random things towards me.

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