N i n e t e e n

- L i a m -

Being like this should be enough. It has to be enough. I'm aware of what I do to her because she seems to wear her emotions on her face. To me, she's an open book and also a breath of fresh air. She's nothing like the women I'm used to being around, and she will never be. I wish she would stay just like this, innocent and fresh.

I can see it in her eyes, now darkened by the words that just came out of my mouth. She's willing to give me everything I ask her, and yet I don't want to take anything, not now. Her purity is what I love the most, and I hate myself for using the word love. It shouldn't be happening with her, with someone so young. T

The feel of soft skin under my palm keeps me on edge. The first time I touched her, really touched her, was at that damn trip I forced her to accompany me. There was no need for her to be there, and yet I had dragged her all the way to the Caribbean to later had no idea what to do with her;