Warning : Suicidal thoughts (I can't give warnings again and again that's why I have mentioned it in the beginning of the story)
Elena's POV
After he left I collected the torn pieces of my dignity and covered myself up before heading towards the closet to wear a gown that can cover my entire frame. It is very light but I am satisfied because it is covering his cruelty.
Every inch of my body is paining to the point that it is almost impossible for me to even move even an inch. But my eyes refused to shed tears, they are as dry as a bone.
My head is laid on the headrest, body stiff as a board, eyes fixed at a point on the ceiling, brain wandering from here to there.
I never thought that my world would turn upside down just for visiting the club that night. I still do not regret slapping him that night because men like him deserve more than just a slap, I just regret going to that club again
Elena's POVIt is been five days since that incident and he hasn't tried to force himself on me after that day. I count every day and thank God for saving me from that monster every night.He has threatened me not to pull that action again. According to him, it would prove very costly if I attempt suicide one more time because he will not let me die and show me real hell here as if he is not already exhibiting it already.These days he was busy with his work as he wants to impress his father and gain the title of Capo as soon as possible. I stay more than happy if he is busy with his work and is not around me.Every night I sleep on the couch before he can return to the room and wakes up on his bed wrapped in his arms.For the last few days, I am missing my family very badly. I just want to hug them. I want to meet them at any cost. Today he is going on some mission which is very important for him. He will not return b
Elena's POVAs the person's face came in front of me, my eyes became wide and my jaw dropped. What is he doing here?"Raphael?" I was shocked. How could he enter when my house is guarded by Xaphan's men "What are you doing here?""I came to talk to you" he holds the doorknob."I have already told you that I don't want you in my life anymore. There is nothing left to talk about. Just leave""I am not going to leave you this time. Not even for the sake of love. I will not leave without clarifying things" He said adamantly."Where were you when I wanted to clarify things? Where were you when I wanted to talk to you? Where were you when I was searching for you everywhere? Where were you when I was calling you and your phone number was switched off? Where were you back then? Hunh?" He was silently taking my bullet of questions without answering any of them "Now, I don't want to clarify anything. I have already told y
Elena's POVI just ran, ran and ran without looking here and there, without caring that anyone is following me or not. The only thing that was in my mind was that everyone's life will be easy and happy once I leave this world. Everyone around me is suffering just because of me. I can't see this anymore.The man with whom I am engaged is a monster and the man whom I love can never become mine because that monster will never let this happen.My family is already suffering and had suffered a lot because of me, now Xaphan will try to harm Raphael too. He almost killed him today. I am fed up with this. I can't see my loved ones getting tortured because of me.Picking up the speed and taking big steps to eat the space faster I reached the top of the bridge. By the time I reached there, I was panting heavily.Closing my eyes, I took deep breaths before stepping up on the bridge rail. My heart was doing a marathon, and my legs
**Trigger warning**Elena's POV"According to you which punishment will suffix your today's deed?"The color of my face drained as he was sounding dead serious. I know where things are leading now!"I am not going to repeat myself. I want you to answer my every question and that too in words" he placed his intertwined fingers under his chin "So tell me what punishment do you think is best for the stunt that you have pulled today?""I don't think I deserve any punishment as I have not done anything wrong," I said looking directly into his eyes."Oh really?" He cocked his eyebrow "You invited your lover to your house, you broke my trust, and most importantly you tried to end your life once again despite my warnings and you are saying that you don't deserve any punishment?" He was saying this like he was counting my crimes."Yes because I didn't invite him or anyone else to my house, I never asked you
Elena's POVImmense Pain...Harrowing pain...Excruciating pain...I could feel nothing more than pain when I came to my senses. Every fiber, every nerve, every inch of my body is screaming in pain. I can't even breathe properly as the heaving of my chest is bringing more pain to my body.With much difficulty, I fluttered my eyes open to find myself lying on a hospital bed and hundreds of needles attached to the back of my palm.I wanted to lament over the fact that I am still alive. I wanted to die and when my eyes were closed I thought that I am in hell and someone is giving me the punishment for my wrong deeds that's why I am feeling so much pain.How can I forget that I am actually living in hell?I moved my hand up but it falls down as it lifted an inch from the bed. I don't have enough energy to move on my own. I closed my eyes and huffed in irritation."Sir I think she has re
Elena's POVAfter handing me the small cell phone Raphael left me as he was worried for me. Because in case that devil saw us together then he will again beat me in alone.It is been two days since I have returned to Xaphan's mansion. Xaphan has hired a home nurse for me to make sure that I am having my medicines and food on time. Yet I am missing the emotional touch and care of my mother. In the past whenever I have fallen sick, she has taken care of me. At present, I just want her near me.Although my wounds are healing yet they have left deep scars on my body that are going to remind me of his cruelty every time I will see them.After having fruits and medicines I asked the nurse to vacant the room as I wanted to have some time alone. These days I am not liking anyone around me.After making sure that I am alone in the room I checked the phone given by Raphael to see any message but there was none. I am waiting for
Elena's POVAs usual, I woke up caged in his arms. He was sleeping soundly with me on his top. His breaths were fanning my ear and his chest was vibrating against mine as he was snorting lightly. He makes me sleep on his top no matter how much I resist and he never losses his iron grip from my waist even if he is in deep sleep.In short, he doesn't let me breathe in the night too. He has snatched my solace of day and sleeps of the night but not in a romantic way.Last night he again tried to force himself on me but stopped when I almost begged him and asked him to spare me for one more night. My wound has not fully recovered yet and his mere hold brings even more pain. He never cares that his actions are hurting.He left me after many requests by saying that it is my last night to sleep peacefully as from today he will not let me sleep like that.Today is the day when my destiny is going to get sealed with him forever.
Elena's POVI am stuck 'Between Hell and Heaven'"Do not listen to him Elena, listen to your heart and come with me" Raphael jerked me forward."Elena, if you take even one more step towards him, the consequences will be disastrous" I looked back at a very furious Xaphan.He was searching for his gun but I guess he doesn't have it at the moment."Raphael, he has my family under control. I can not let my family suffer because of my selfish motive" my voice was fumbling."Trust me, Ella. Nothing will happen to your family. Please jump before his men reach out to us"He pulled me forward so now I was standing at the window with my right hand in his. Everything is happening so quickly that I am not able to grasp things properly. I was not expecting Raphael to appear all of a sudden."Elena, if you jumped I will give the cruelest and painful death to your family" the monster warned me again.