30 Days: Behind close doors, what do you see?

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"Behind the veil, we all have demons, but some are more murderous than the others.... Not some bluff, but a pure fact....

"When faced with disappointment all over again, do you just back out, or struggle forward".....

"CHARLIE'S P.O.V"

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"What else do you know" Ivy's sharp voice sparked out, as I closely stared at Mrs Wilson strange tensed face, with my careful eyes....

"Nothing else" She blurted out, almost too quickly, before once again staring at the blank document, as I could feel Ivy blood already boiling...

"What the fuck do you mean by "Nothing else" Ivy roared out angrily, as I gently tried calming her down, before she actually just decide to punch me and that woman as well, right on the face....

I stared warmly at her, before finally drifting my gaze back to our should I say "Informat" with a questioningly look...

"I mean what about her address, where she lived, Parents, You must have knew something about those right?" I questioned, with my hands already folded up together, as I kept on monitoring her exact facial expression...

"I already said I know nothing, What gives you the right to ask me all this questions, huh?" She lash out angrily, as I could already feel Ivy intense eye contact on her once again...

As only one burning thought kept on clouding my mind...

"This is pure shit!.....

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"IVY'S P.O.V".....

I stared closely into her strange wandering eyes, as my heart tells me something, something that I could have missed, if I didn't look straight into her eyes exactly at that moment....

Something's fishy!.....My mind racked, as I glued my gaze straight into hers, carefully watching her every darn reaction, as my eyebrows slowly arched right up...

She looks tensed, I thought for a brief moment, as I kept on staring into her eyes....

For a moment, it actually felt like someone actually told her to keep her tramp shut, so we don't actually find out what we're looking for, I could already feel my blood boiling, as I grit my teeth angrily....

Someone knows every damn thing about the revenge, and about how we were both crazy for it, but who?....

My mind racked angrily, cause I knew that if the assumptions were actually just shitty true, Then whether I had like it or not, I would never be able to get any information from this woman, Nothing!....

I pressed my lips together, as I could already feel frustration and anger clouding me once again, cause whether I am too foolish to admit it or not, The truth was that I had just failed to find out all what I needed....

Damnit, I practically mumbled under my bitter breath, as I kept on placing sad curses with so much hatred in my heart...

All I need is just to have a clear eye now and no one, I mean absolutely no one, would be able to rack my poor brain anymore, cause i wouldn't accept defeat so easily...

I wasn't a sore loser or a dummy, No never!.....Am "IVY" and I would get my revenge no matter what, I thought carefully, as my fist slowly clenched before angrily walking out of the shitty door, as I could hear Charlie call out my fake name, but I really didn't darn care, let's just say I was to fucking angry to stop and listen....

"CHARLIE'S P.O.V"....

i quickly sighted Ivy walking out of the room, obviously frustrated with every damn thing that just happened...

Damnit, I thought frustratedly to myself, cause I too didn't wanted to stay in this shitty place anymore, as I immediately turned around to go find her, only to stop half way, as I sharply looked back at the fucking woman, with so much frustration in my heart....

"Just know that you didn't fucking do the right thing" I spat back, before angrily heading towards the door to leave this shit once and for all....

"Trust me, you have to stay away from that fool" Her voice echoed, as I clenched my fist angrily, before turning back to her direction once again.....

"I can't, cause am insanely in love with that crazily fool you just mentioned" I spat back with so much rage in my heart, before finally walking away, leaving her to die with the confusion that I had just left her with, only to run out to go search for the love of my life before she eventually do something stupid.....

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My fearful eyes quickly wandered round the beautiful purplish evening sky, trying to spot where on earth she could possibly be, but she was no where, I thought as fear gripped me, as I kept on searching around for her, but there was still no shitty luck.....

I could feel my heartbeat racing, as I placed my right hand on my head frustratedly...

I guess this must be how it felt like to lose the person you love, I thought for a brief second with my already confused heart....

"Damn! Stop being an emotional fool and just look for your girl, before she goes that far and the case becomes a whole lot complex"...

My mind tried bringing me out of my pathetic emotional breakdown, as I quickly ran already out of breath, to where my car actually was, only to find out something so unexpected, as I glanced fearfully through the rear mirror, as a calm but still tensed feeling came gushing through me....

"Ivy?" I blurted out foolishly, as my heart slowly felt at ease once again.....

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"IVY'S P.O.V"....

I walked out of the door with so much anger and frustration in my heart, cause I guess coming here was just absolutely for shitty nothing, I mumbled under my breath, before kicking the little tiny stones that were lying helplessly on the floor....

"Damn, I really wish that I wasn't as helpless as this little stone right now, I wish everything would just go out the way it was actually met to be....

I thought for a brief moment, as I could already feel bitter tears clouding round my eyes, before quickly wiping it away....

No, I won't damn cry, cause emotions are for children and nothing ever did work out the way you want it to be, no matter how many times to cry about it....

I thought bitterly, as I placed my hands into my shorts pocket frustratedly... Nothing good ever did comes with crying helplessly, so I wouldn't dare fall flat on my face...

Never!... I whispered angrily, as I quickly find my way to Charlie's car, cause the more I spend time staying here and looking at that bright evening glow, the more I feel so suffocated the more...

I mumbled angrily, before quickly bringing out Charlie's car keys that I had secretly and carefully stolen out of his pocket, before we finally arrived at that shitty office.....

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"Ivy?" Charlie's voice blurted out with a clear mixture of confusion and calmness, as I stared at him with my already pressed lips....

"I want to go home" I mumbled, before looking away, angrily fed up with myself, him and everything in between, as I could feel him quickly hopping on, as silence quickly flew round the car.....

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"Am sorry, it didn't work out the way it should have been" He blurted out, after some minutes of silence, as I quickly close my eyes shut in pain, only to open it the second later....

"Yeah whatever" I said, still looking away, as I tried so hard to hide all the bitterness right in my heart, cause I bet they all must be living their happy lives now, while all I get is shit....

"They all fled after they had finally made my mom finally commit suicide, I bet just like how they had always wanted"I mumbled under my breath, as I hit my hands on the door side angrily...

This ain't fair, until I finally say it is, I mumbled under my breath, with so much anger boiling right inside of me.....