Chapter 16 Tears and Surprises

Noah's POV

I dropped my exhausted body on the couch. Staring at the bouquet of roses on the coffee table, I grabbed a bottle of liquor and drank straight from the bottle. I pressed my lips together after that. Bitterness of the liquid drink made me squeeze my eyes. It's so fcking bitter, just like my life.

What the fck is happening to me? Weeks ago, I only wanted to get her back after learning about her pregnancy, but these past few days, something's wrong. I even begged to have her again. That's just so fcking absurd because I know that I will never beg for something. I am Noah Hanson. I can get everything I want but when it comes to Paige, why do I seem so weak and incapable?

"Aw! Is that for me?"

I lifted my face and looked at Thalia. She's smiling sweetly as she carried and smelled the flower. She sat beside me and pressed her lips on mine. She giggled and rested her head on my shoulder.

Thalia is my first love. I was so fcking happy when she came back. I immediately asked her to