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Leaving is Hard
We made it to the apartment a little after 2:30. Walking in the bright living room I still couldn't believe that this was mine, well somewhat mine. Turning around I looked up at Seth grinning, "this place is even better than I remembered."
He smiled as he carried our bags down the hall and deposited them in my bedroom. Walking in the living room I smiled as I looked out the windows, I was still in awe of the view I would be able to see every day. "Are you going to be able to keep yourself entertained while I'm gone?"
Turning I nodded at Seth, "I do it every day besides you won't be gone long right."
He shook his head no leaning down to kiss me, "a couple of hours at the most. I'm going to put some money on the counter, give it to the delivery guy when he drops your stuff off ok."
I nodded at him, "ok, well stay out of trouble, if you know how." He kissed me once again before he turned around winking at me before he shut the door. I could
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