Crashing in

Richard's POV

“ This can't be happening” my fingers grazed the decorated font all about it. It was really happening. I might have seen it as a joke but now, this is happening.

Dropping on the chair just beside me. I stared around, Ryan was staring back at me. As though he was letting me know that he was here still.

“ Are you sure that this is real?” I probed, staring straight at the ceiling. I was broken.

I never knew that she meant this much to me. When she smiled, my whole world lit up and now, I didn't know how to feel anymore. I was numb not feeling anything.

“Richard.. you have to take this in like a man, be strong”

I erupted into chuckles. Tiny ones that rocked the room.

“Be strong?” I questioned to which he nodded.

“Why? Why do I have to be strong? Why should I be the one who loses her? Why should I let her go when I was the first one who she always wanted?”

He shook his head, showing that he was silent just like I was and he couldn't say a word.

“ What are you going