Yesterday was the most embarrassing moment of my life. I was so drunk that it would happen in my 23 years of existence, swearing to God as I promised not to let that occur again.
I will no longer get groggy and drink alone just because of Billy. From this time forward, being a weak human being will eliminate my personality.It's eight pm already. I just finished my dinner, watching N*****x here in the living room. It's a common pastime aside from doing my designs. The air outside the balcony is excellent, and I feel the sadness of being alone without understanding why. I almost have everything—good work, a house, and a career, but I still long for something. I get everything I want. Eat whatever I love, and have a good life. Even though I don't have siblings, I enjoyed my youth as I grew up in my parent's care.I was about to sleep, but notifications popped up on my phone's screen. No one knew my number aside from Billy and intimate friends.I look at it instantly with curiosity, "Hey there ..! How are you now? It seems like you just hit and run on me, little brat. I'm just kidding. I want to check on you. You were so aggressive the last time we were together and intense in bed. Hope to see you soon. Much love lots, Baby."[Ally Point of View]The one-night stand is new to me and exciting. Fortunately, I got Hannah's number before she left me.I decided to go out yesterday rather than stress myself to Dad. I thought fixed marriage was only in other countries, but I was wrong, and even here in the Philippines, it's a trend.I bumped into Hannah at the bar. She impressed me with her sense of humor as I chatted with her for a while, making me forget my problem.I found her cute and not only beautiful but was excellent as well on the bed, hearing nothing else in the whole room but her sounds, enjoying what I was doing.The whiteness and smoothness of her body were captivating. If I were a real man, perhaps I would probably get her pregnant so she could chase me like forever.[Hannah's Point of View]Holy cow! How did she get my number? I'm not that drunk, as I recall. I'm just emotional and upset that my best friend broke her promise.Talk shit of hers. Indeed, it shows that she doesn't need me once more because they are on good terms. When that guy deceived her again, that was the only time Billy would notice me."I'm fucked off, dude! Go away and leave me alone." I want to say every time she comes to me, she is heartbroken.Oh shit! Did that girl meddle with my phone? I can't blame her, and perhaps she's curious because we had sex. Why would she get my number to get to know each other, to have the second meet and sex again? Is that so?What the hell, I was thinking? The people now were so wild and loved to experiment and explore things.That's not bad either, but the thing is, I have nothing to do with her. It's just a one-night stand, and I'm not into a commitment. What the fuck.Why does she need to get my number? Why am I worried? It's just her, or maybe I'm afraid Billy may find out. Is that why I'm concerned about it?"Oh, come on, Hannah, it's just a message. It doesn't mean she's in a serious relationship. It can be just hanging out with benefits. Why don't you try to go out with her and enjoy fun so Billy will not be the only person in your mind."It's like the other part of me talking shit. Why the hell do I worry that much? I'm single, and only I'm in this complicated fucking relationship.I don't know what kind, but I'm definitely in love with Billy. She's my first. We had sex, everything, and yet it was nothing as hell. Goddamn, it!It's already 10 pm late. It suddenly came back into my mind what was happening that night. I can still remember some details that happened to us in the Hotel.How did we end up there? Every part of her body, even her smell, the sounds of excitement and romance we had. But in my heart, I was hoping and imagining it was Billy with whom I was having intercourse. She has been my dream girl ever since we were in high school. I don't know what she did to me, why I was so naïve when it came to her.I didn't feel the same about Billy as I had sex with that girl from the bar. So intimate and different. The feelings and acts were mutual, far from Billy, and I had sex as nothing, done quickly. I'm the only one who enjoyed it and was satisfied! I felt betrayed. Why did I let that happen to me, being humiliated?"Hey, are you there? Aren't you going to reply to me?" she even started to pursue me again.Do I need to respond to her? What I'm going to tell you? What? Talk about what happened that night. This circumstance is not fun. I don't have time for this."Sooner or later, we will meet each other again, Baby. I promise we will enjoy it again, but this time you are not drunk because It's too hard to resist you.😘" she even put an emoji on it."Should I text her back? What would Billy think If I did that?" talking to myself.It's my first time encountering this, so I don't know how to react. Maybe leave it that way, or it is better to change my SIM card so she can't bother me again. That's the best thing to do, I think.I'm not supposed to worry this much. There's no big deal, and we're both single and ready to mingle. Why do I need to think about Billy always? She didn't even care what I would feel every time she didn't show up and disregarded me.Finally, it was time to sleep, but Billy called in the messenger. I won't answer and listen to her excuses anymore. She would apologize a million times, promising not to do it again. I understand we're not a real couple, but at least keep her word. If she can't make it, don't promise I won't expect anything in return.The girl at the bar was lovely and a bit attractive; perhaps if we met first, we could be in a serious relationship, I guess so.Billy kept on calling, but I ignored it and tried to sleep. Tomorrow morning I need to go back to work. In my two days' absence, Anna will go to kill me. I need to focus on my company, and that thing that happened last night will bury it in oblivion."Good morning, ma'am," Natalie greeted me as I entered the lobby—the receptionist who's always kind and has feelings for me. She is gorgeous, kind, and sweet. I met her once during a company outing. I still remember her wearing a swimsuit that showed her excellent body shape and beautiful and innocent face. Yet, I can't imagine myself falling despite her attention implying to me. I was so fucking blinded, loving my best friend, and could no longer see other beauties around me. ~~~ I was busy analyzing the documents for the new branch to be opened in my office. Someone's knocking on my door with an urgent. Today, I never thought it would happen, doubting it like it was just kind of a prank. My gaze turned to my secretary when she entered as I was holding papers."I'm so sorry for the disturbance, Ms. Hannah, but someone in the lobby is looking for you, compelling." it seemed serious as she stated it. Anna is my secretary who handles my schedules and sometimes does client transact
I won't disagree that Ally was pretty, but nothing changes that I don't like her that much, knowing she has something up to with my Dad. It was already ten pm, and I went to my parent's house full of questions playing in my mind. What the hell is going on? Is there something I don't know? Who is that girl, and why does she know my father? There's this kind of mixed emotions inside of me. I hope what I'm thinking is wrong. Mom won't take it anymore. I'm driving to Batangas to confront my father about what the heck is happening. Is that girl her mistress 'daughter, or maybe his slut mistress itself, something like that mumbling in my head? I don't want to think negatively, but I'm nervous. What if I'm right? What will happen to my family? He once or twice cheats on my mom, but still, they manage to fix it. After all, we're still family. That's why I'm so amazed at my mom, she loves my father so much, and He's the best Dad in the world. Even though He's not a good husband, I still lo
It's been two weeks since I stopped going to work. I'm depressed, stressed, frustrated, and all the negativity. I can't imagine marrying a stranger. We just had a one-night stand. What the hell? Still, my brain won't agree with it. Struggling but doesn't have any choice. My room was a mess like my life. I didn't bathe for three days, wearing the same clothes and disoriented. Anna has called me several times, yet it didn't bother me. # # # I'm trying to reach out to Billy, needing her the most now. As I dialed her number, "The person you have calling is unavailable." I sighed in dismay, knowing that she only cared when she had no one and was dumped by that fucking guy. Someone to comfort, care for, and pick her up whenever she could no longer handle her drunkenness. I was there as always, but now she's out of reach when I need her badly. It was midday, and I was feeling disturbed as I smelled my own. I realized nothing would change this stupid situation. I was trapped already, so
It was 9 in the evening when we reached. Blinking my eyes as I looked around, wondering where are we. I got out of the car before she attempted to open it. I can manage myself. Besides, She was right. We will get married on papers and terms, so there is nothing to act accordingly as we will not be a real couple. The fresh, soothing breeze against my skin, colliding with the waves not far away, enchanting my ear. Where did Ally take me? And I don't seem to know? "Come on, Hannah! Let's go inside. You'll catch a cold. I won't forgive myself if you get sick. ." She murmured, shivering. "Yes, I'm coming. You're domineering, don't you know that? Are you going to be like that to your mate?" I don't know why I said that, but I instantly darted out. "Oh really? So now you considered me your Wife?" broad smile, clearly liking what I said as we penetrated the beach house. # # # Moore's family owns this private beach resort here in Amanpulo, Ally's father. During my two weeks in the cond
The sun was out when I opened my eyes next to Ally, sleeping as she was still hugging me. Perhaps tired, I got up first and went for a walk to the sea, quivering as I stepped. There is no denying that she is good in bed, and nothing I did but moan with pleasure. I'm confused about what's wrong with me, but I'm still into Billy, and I can't stop thinking about her, missing her so much that I can't stop longing for her. When I returned to the bungalow, Ally was no longer there. Maybe she would have gone home first and would probably prepare delicious food. # # # "Oh, Hannah, where have you been? I've been looking for you. The food is ready." leading me to the dining room, avoiding her sight. Still fresh in my mind our intercourse last night, every detail of it. How Did that happen again, and what was worst? This time, I was perfectly conscious of everything that occurred. Every move she made all over my body was an intense, inexplicable sensation, fucking driving me crazy. "Is i
Here at Crimson Resort, Mactan Cebu, another private property of the Moore family, is the wedding venue. Is it a wedding or a choke? My God, I can't imagine it will happen right away. If only I could run away, that would be the first thing to do in my mind. Father Cristof is a priest from the UK. They especially invited him to do our wedding ceremony, and it will begin shortly. There's not enough time for us to get married in the UK because of restrictions regarding covid protocols, so our parents decided to do it here in the Philippines. Only immediate family is our guest, and no one else. It will be a simple, private wedding. I didn't know how they organized it all within a short period. No wonder they have lots of money to make things possible, even marriage here in the country. Ally is wearing Mermaid Style Wedding Dress with Pleat Cap Sleeve Illusion Back Gown. It fits her because she's a little bit tall. Match the tousled look of her braided hair. The messy waves of her hai
It is our first night together as a couple. I must bow to fate and be accustomed to it one way or another. On top of that, making things complicated won't help. I have nothing against Ally, but it won't change my love for Billy. Speaking of Billy, I hear her yelling in rage not far away. That is not possible because she has no idea unless she asks Mom. My mom was not aware of my relationship with Billy. "You whore woman. Where is Hannah? And why you're hiding her?" Billy shouted, full of anger in her voice. Shit! It's her. What is she doing here? It will gonna be a pain in the ass! I headed directly to where the noise was coming from, frowning as I spotted them almost grabbing each other. " Hey! What's going on here. Fuck shit, stop it," splitting them up to cease the commotion building up in between. "There you go, Hannah. Can you tell your best friend who I am so she can stop shouting at me? This bitch!" looking furious at Billy as she emphasizes her fury. "Break off, Ally. Ple
It's only 5 am, but I'm awake already, feeling dozy like I haven't slept yet. Next to me, Ally was sleeping soundly while her hand was resting on my thigh. I will spend the rest of my life with this person. I don't know how she feels for me, but sometimes I mistakenly think we were a happily married couple. I knew it was just a show to say we were okay. I checked on Billy in the other room, but she wasn't there anymore. Maybe she booked a flight back to Manila early. I can't blame her because everything happens so fast. Even though I still can't believe it. Billy's confessions are still fresh in my mind. Perhaps it's okay if she didn't burst out her true feelings, making excuses for me to feel guilty, presuming that she's not worth it, not a reason to hide it, slaying me by my stupidity, love, hanging me until the very end. She can't just decide what's good or bad. Is there any difference? Either she confesses or not. I was hurt, aching because of her selfishness. [Ally Point of Vie