Chapter five

~dealing with insecurities~

I found Miguel sitting in the living room with his sister and Sergio. He glared at me accusingly and I chuckled internally. I text Amber and told her to stop by out of drag to meet Miguel and clear up a misunderstanding. I sat down next to Miguel and continued to stare at him. He glanced at me and leaned towards me to speak.

"Shouldn't you still be on the phone with your girlfriend Amber," he asked. I acted pained by his accusation and rolled my eyes. 

"Amber is an ex-relationship of mine and now simply a great friend, Miguel. There's no need for jealousy," I mumbled. He furrowed his brow and scowled at me. The doorbell rang and I jumped up before Sergio to get it. I opened the door to Amber in male form. He was very feminine and grinned at me before giving me a tight hug. I pulled him into the living room and introduced him.

"Everyone, this is my fabulous friend Richard aka Amber, Rich this is Sergio, Maria and my soulmate I was telling you about, Miguel. Miguel's eyes widened and his cheeks reddened in embarrassment. He stood up and approached the two of us with his hand raised. I watched him shake Rich's hand and pull him off to lord knows where. 

"What's that all about," Sergio questioned.

"Someone wants information about a certain someone and is getting it from their  ex-lover," Maria blurted and I bit my lip at how she knew. Fuck, I'm certainly screwed, I think and plop down on the couch to Sergio laughing at me rubbing my eyes.

Miguel and Richard 

I pulled the pretty man to my room, his hand was super soft. I glanced back at him and he's grinning up at me. We stop in my room and he crosses his thin arms and looks around.

"I usually expect dinner before going to the bedroom," he exclaimed as he walked towards my anime character collection.

"You like anime, I've been watching My Hero Academia," he said looking at All Might. I raised my brow and sat on a couch in my huge room.

"I'm watching Hunter X Hunter again," I mumbled softly and Richard nodded.

"How long did you and Sebastian date?"  Richard giggled and swayed his hips as he headed towards the couch and sat down next to me.

"We dated for almost two years, my curious snatcher," he said softly. I rotated my hand for Richard to continue.

"I don't know what you're curious about, dearest." I exhaled and rubbed my eyes.

"What turns him on," I mumbled softly. Richard started chuckling.

"Oh my, you haven't found his sweet spot yet? Nibble right below his left ear and pinch his right nipple and the big lug will become putty in your hands," he stated firmly. 

"I don't think you'll have any problems though. You are his soulmate and maybe he will break his taboo and let himself love you," Richard mumbled softly and eyed me sadly. 

"You loved him but he didn't love you back," I asked incredulously and Richard dabbed at his teary hazel eyes.

"Something like that young man but it was more lust than love," he replied.

"Bastian is an excellent partner and a very fulfilling lover," he smirked and winked at me. I smiled slightly and told him we should return to the others. He stood up and looked up at me.

"The both of you are tall and breathtakingly handsome, you'd make a great sandwich," he sighed and sashayed out of my room. I laughed as I followed him and we both ended up in the living room with the others.

Sebastian my curious soulmate 

The pair entered the living room and both sat on the couch. Miguel smiled at me and I relaxed instantly. Apparently Rich did me a solid. I glanced over at Richard and his eyes were on Sergio as he spoke with him. Miguel scooted closer to me and I turned to him.

"I take it your visit with Rich went well," I mumbled softly and he smiled back.

"It was informative," he replied with a wink and I chewed my lip nervously.

I now wondered what Rich told him, there's a lot he could have too. I inhaled deeply and grinned at Miguel reaching out for my hand. 

"Are you not angry at me anymore," I asked him as I leaned my head back and looked at him. He laid his head near mine and grinned.

"I wasn't mad at you to begin with, just curious about a woman calling you," he mumbled and bit his lip, making himself look delicious. I moved closer and pecked the corner of his lips. He smiled instantly and started rubbing circles with his thumb on my palm. Richard announced that he was heading home and we all told him goodnight. He looked at the pair of us and gave us a two thumbs up. I rolled my eyes and told him I'd call him tomorrow. Miguel announced that he was heading to bed and I decided that I was going to. Sergio and Maria decided to head outdoors to the deck and colored fire pits I had around the seating area. I stripped down to my boxers and crawled under my blankets. I stretched my legs and laid my head on my pillow. My brain was full of Miguel. He was only a wall away and my stupid heart thumped erratically within my chest. I closed my eyes to the dim light of my small lamp on my nightstand. A slight knock on my door raised my head. Come in, I called and the door opened to a bare chested Miguel.

"Hey um, could I um, lay next to you, I don't want to be alone, it's a new place after all," he mumbled embarrassingly. I lifted my blanket and scooted over giving him space. He crawled in next to me and laid down facing my direction. His bangs fell precariously over his green eyes and I reached out to brush them back.

"I'm trimming your hair tomorrow," I stated firmly and he responded with ok daddy. I gritted my teeth and shook my head.

"No daddy kinks," I growled and he put both his hands up in surrender. I chuckled and settled back down. Miguel scooted closer to me and I could feel his exhales fanning my face. I opened my eyes to see his eyes staring intently at me. He leaned in and pressed his lips to mine and started kissing me. I pulled him closer and kissed him back passionately. My length hardened quickly and I could feel Miguel's on my thigh. We passed the point of stopping when he pinched my nipple and nibbled on my neck. My eyes opened wide and I cursed Richard mentally. Miguel ran his tongue along my jaw and looked down at me and gasped.

"Your eyes are glowing," he muttered in awe.

"Yes and my cock is throbbing, I'm horny as hell and need release," I growled softly, not wanting to frighten him. I was Death and with that came certain physical aspects that he was going to figure out this very night. I heard him swallow. I bent over and licked him from neck to navel as I ran my hand across his swollen member. 

"Did you bring any lubricant with you on your quest of seduction," I growled hungrily. He shook his head and told me he did a thorough cleansing inside and out. He also mentioned he had some vaseline in his room that he'd got from the hospital. I told him very well and he scrambled from the bed and scampered away. When he returned he was nude and I was stroking my length. He eyed my size and gulped.

"I'll be gentle, I would never intentionally hurt my soulmate Miguel," I told him truthfully. 

"Come here and let me prepare you," I mumbled softly and he smiled as he climbed up next to me. I dipped my fingers into the vaseline and then started rubbing my fingers around Miguel's brown pucker. He took over stroking my cock and rubbed the precum around the head as he grinned and stroked. I inserted my finger and pushed it in and out. He moaned and hissed. He growled at me when I entered two fingers and scissored them in his ass. 

"You sound like me, mate," I growled and captured his lips in a fiery kiss. He pulled back and pushed me to my back. He then climbed up onto my lap and lowered himself onto my stiff pole. My eyes widened as my sensitive flesh got caressed by his tight insides. It felt amazing. I bit my lip and held onto his hips as he bottomed out and looked down at me coyly. My heart burst in my chest and a warmth filled the barren cavity with an unfamiliar feeling of care, concern and something deeper. Holy shit, I cared too much for Miguel, my soulmate. I sat up with him seated on my cock and wrapped my arms around him. He laid his head on my shoulder as I sobbed.

"I'm sorry for the horrible timing of my tears," I mumbled softly and he rubbed my back and kissed my cheek.

"You're going to be fine," he claimed and rose up a bit before letting gravity pull him down. My eyes heated and I grabbed his hips as he started pumping himself on me. I flipped him to his back and started thrusting deeply into his tight hole. He started yelping and I paused. He shook his head and said don't stop, you are hitting the perfect spot. I laughed and continued to pleasure the both of us. Several moments later I felt his release coat my abs and I thrusted a couple more times as I released deeply inside of him. 

"I like you very much," I stated breathlessly and knew I meant love as I looked down at the sexy sated man beneath me. His eyes glistened and he smiled.

"I like you a whole lot too, Sebastian," he grinned and sighed as I pulled myself out and watched my cum drip from his throbbing hole.

"We're sleeping in your bed, mine is a complete mess," I told him plainly and he agreed looking down. I hurried to my bathroom and grabbed a washcloth and towel. I helped him clean up and walked him to my shower. We washed ourselves and kissed each other a lot before we finished and headed to his room to sleep. 

I woke up the next morning wrapped in legs and arms. I laughed at Miguel's bed dried hair sticking out all over the place. He opened one of his eyes and snorted.

"Your hair is a mess too lover boy," he mumbled sleepily. Miguel opened both his eyes and inspected my hair. I felt strands in his fingers.

"How do you only have silver strands in specific places," he asked me with a raised brow. I shrugged and stretched.

"It's a Death thing," I said plainly. He sighed and tried to run his fingers through his tangled hair. I heard him say ouch and curse.

"Let's go take another shower and see if that will help," I suggested and rolled out of the tangled blankets. I felt Miguel's eyes on my back.

"Damn, that's one helluva huge scary skull tattoo Sebastian," he said shocked. I grinned slightly and shrugged.

"All part of the being Death package," I mumbled and made my way to his bathroom to shower. 

"Why didn't I see it last night," he asked me. 

"Maybe I didn't turn my back to you long enough," I replied and he furrowed his brow in thought. I chewed on my lip wondering how and why he could see it as well. Was it because he's my soulmate? Only the assigned members and caretakers were able to see our marks. I stepped into the shower and let the water wash away my thoughts. Miguel elbowed me and told me to scoot over as he stepped next to me and hogged the hot spray, lucky for him I was done. I wrapped a towel around my hips and went to my room to dress. I put on casual clothes and knocked on Miguel's door. He opened it with a grin and walked with me to the kitchen. I smelled fresh coffee and was a little surprised to see both Sergio and Maria at the table. Miguel eyed the pair and grinned.

"He better treat you well, sis," he said firmly, joining me in getting a cup of coffee. I noticed that he kept trying to itch his back. I bumped into his side and asked him what was going on.

"My back is burning all over, it started in the shower," he said in irritation.

"Turn around I'll take a look for you," I told him as I turned him to face away from me. I dipped my fingers into his waistband and pulled his t-shirt up over his back. My eyes widened at the white tree of life designed tattoo covering his entire brown back. 

"Oh shit," I cursed and Miguel turned quickly in concern. He looked at my shocked eyes and asked what it was. We heard a gasp from the table and both Maria and Sergio were looking at his back. 

"You have a tree of life tattoo on your entire back, I think you really are life," I mumbled softly and his eyes twinkled mischievously. I felt his arms pulling me into his embrace and his lips feathering across my own.

"We are opposites and ideal soulmates, I want to stay with you Sebastian. Am I an immortal like you now?" I looked deep into his eyes and grinned as I tried to use a little of my death magic only to have a bright light push it away from him. 

"You're immortal and can be mine for eternity," I chuckled and kissed him romantically. We both laughed and smiled at each other as we finished with getting our coffee prepared. 

"Your sister must be like my Sergio and is your caretaker," I mumbled softly as I looked over at his sister.

"She should move in here then, she can stay in my room, "' Sergio said simply and smiled at the woman. I shrugged, not really caring either way. My heart was thumping for Miguel and him alone. I looked up at him and watched a bright green piece of hair snake down his black strands and framed his face.

"Nice hair," I chuckled and his hand ran through his locks. He looked at me oddly and rushed off to the bathroom to find a mirror. I heard a loud thump sound and rushed to him. I opened the door and saw him sprawled on the floor. I kneeled down and started patting his cheek. His hair style had changed and now looked similar to mine but he sported green highlights unlike my silver. I wondered if his eyes had lightened as well. 

"Miguel wake your ass up," I growled playfully and tickled his firm sides. His eyes opened wide and the lightest shade of green focused on me and I smiled wide at the sexy fucker.