“ Fuck! “I moaned as my finger circled faster on my clitoris. I imagined it was Nikolai’s hands working me while his eyes watched me. That thought alone was enough to make my thighs clamp together and my eyes roll to the back of my head. “ Fuck, Nikolai, “ I moaned out as I came all over my fingers. When the wave of euphoria had long passed, I was left with the shame. Shame for touching myself at the thought of the man who kept me locked in his room. I hadn’t seen the outside of my room in three days. For three days I had stayed in my room trying to do anything to distract my mind from all the information he had given me. For three days I hadn’t seen him. Only a maid who brought me meals came into my room with food. I didn’t want to miss him or yearn for his presence but I did. I was only human after all. I washed myself again before wiping my body with a towel. I had been overthinking and cursing Nikolai for days. I needed to stop. I opened the door to the bathroom to go into my
Immediately I came down on my high, I pushed Nikolai away making him pull his fingers from my mound. I glared at him while he gave me a smug smile. I fixed my dress and tried to leave the stall but he pulled me back in.My back landed on his chest and he gripped my waist with his arm. His mouth went to my ear and he licked the outer skin making me all hot and bothered once more.“ I will find those pills of yours and flush them down the toilet. Then I will fuck you all night, depositing my seed in your womb each time to make sure you get pregnant. If it doesn’t, we’ll go at it until we are successful. Mark my words. “ He said.I turned to face him and gave him a hard look.“ You seem to be forgetting that it is my womb and I get to decide if or not I carry a baby, okay? I will get pregnant for you over my dead body. Mark my words. “He chuckled and eyed my body with desire.“ You seem to forget how fast your pussy weeps for me and how great your body responds to my touch. I will fuck
“ I need you to step up as queen. You need to be strong when these people are weak. They are scared and they will make decisions based on their emotions. You need to be their sober mind. Can you do that? “I furrowed my eyebrows wondering why he was telling me all that. Where was he going?“ What’s going on? Are we leaving without you? “ I asked, panic already settling in my chest.“ I have to seek retribution for this. Blood needs to be spilled and I need you far away when it does. Someone has to pay for what has happened even if it is not the Russians, yet. “ He explained.Tears started pricking my eyes when I realized that he was putting his life in danger. No matter our issues, I loved him and couldn’t fathom the idea of losing him. I just couldn’t.He cradled my cheeks and wiped the stray tear that escaped with his thumb. He stared at me with so much adoration that it ripped my heart right out of my chest. I wanted him to come wherever we were going.“ Hey, I need you to be stron
It had been three days since we arrived at Anabelle’s estate and every day, we all trained. I was taught how to fight, aim, and use objects around me and I was getting better. All this was taught to me by Ana’s trainer.She could deny their romance all she wanted but I saw how they looked at each other. They must have been sleeping together. I knew that for sure. All I did was train with the guy since I wanted to be good at what I did.Deep down I knew I was training to get the worry I had for Nikolai out of my mind. He had eased my mind by texting me that he was safe. That was three days before and I hadn’t heard anything from him since.I knew he was busy but there was no way to know what state he was in. It destroyed my mind not knowing what was happening back in Italy. I shouldn’t have left him. I should have fought by his side.“ Woah, what has the boxing bag done to you? “ Ana asked as she walked into the room.Florian, Ana’s trainer, was typing away on his phone. He had taken a
I started going over what could have happened to him. I couldn’t find the words to ask what had happened. I was frozen on the spot and I could feel the weight of Florian’s gaze on me. I imagined the look of pity that he probably had on his face.“ W-What a-about him? “ I finally stuttered out the question.Anabelle stayed silent before I started walking towards her. She must have thought I was about to hurt her or something because she stepped back. It might have been something to do with the hard look I had on.“ Go to the house and see, “ she said just as I neared here.“ Why don’t you tell me? “ I asked, the frustration dripping from my voice. The last thing I needed was to play games.“ Just go, “ she coaxed.I didn’t wait to be told twice. I ran to the house expecting to see a corpse or his ashes or a person to tell me bad news. It was easier to think the worst instead of having hope and watching it get crushed.When I got there, however, I saw a lot of cars outside. I rushed int
His hand trailed down and he cupped my mound over my dress. I closed my eyes and leaned into him. He chuckled at how well my body responded to his touch but I couldn’t find my dignity. It flew out the window the minute he whispered in my ear.My nipples poked through the dress as I moved my hips so that he would move his hand. He wanted to make me frustrated instead of getting me off. He held my hips in place and continued cupping my mound without moving his hand.His mouth went to my neck and he sucked and gently bit, making me moan. Spasms of pleasure ran through my body as liquid heat pooled in my center.“ What do you want, Brianna? “ He asked.It was one of the few times he said my name instead of using terms of endearment. It sounded so dirty and erotic coming from his lips. I never thought my name was sexy until then.“ I…”I started but I trailed away not really knowing what to say. Or maybe the words he wanted me to say were so dirty and I couldn’t bring myself to say them.“
“ We need to discuss the next course of action. The Russians are getting too hard to deal with. They have twice our troops; if we go to war, we will lose. “ Nikolai stated.We were in Ana’s living room holding a meeting. In as much as we were glad that Nikolai had come back to us, we couldn’t let ourselves forget that we had a problem on our hands. We might have been alive but our lives were in danger.Staying in France forever was not an option. At one point, we needed to go back to Italy. Despite the argument I had with Nikolai, he was still hell-bent on going back to Italy later in the day.I had only spent one night and morning with him and that wasn’t enough. He had told me that his men needed him. Quite frankly, he was more of a man than my father would ever be. My father always hid while his men did the dirty work for him.I admired Nikolai’s service to the very people who would put their lives on the line for him. That said a lot about him. I could imagine him as a father. He
The coffee was placed on top of the table in front of us but one of us made a move to take our own. We had a staring contest. I was trying to figure out what the old man was thinking and he was trying to figure out if I knew what he was planning.He chuckled to ease the tension that had settled in the air and took his coffee from the table.“ How is married life? “ He asked, making me scoff.“ You don’t care about that. I think that you secretly want it to fail so that I can come crawling back into your arms, father. “He grimaced at the use of the word father but he didn’t address it. Not like he usually did. He was getting used to my jabs.Or maybe he wanted to ease my mood for the terrible thing he wanted to say.“ Why would I want that, dearest? “ He asked.“ What are you planning? I can see it in your eyes, Jonathan. You’re scheming. “ I told him.“ You always think the worst of me. Do you remember that time I told you you were going to be a better mafia queen than your mother?