The footage

I sat on my hospital bed with a laptop on my knees. My heart was pounding erratically. My hands were shaking, and I could hardly catching my breath. It took me some time before I gathered my courage, closed my eyes shut and pressed “enter” opening the footage of my first day of imprisonment.

I saw myself, and Song Bo from that day he had ordered me to strip in front of him… It was all there. The details were more vivid that I could ever imagine. I felt horribly ashamed.

“Has Hiro blamed me for what I did there?” I wondered frantically.

I truly hoped that he knew that I had no other choice, but to give up my dignity. I did it in order to survive, but… would he understand it? Did he really know what was it like to be weak and defenseless?

I watched further, reaching the point when I saw the scene when I had got dizzy and then had lied down in my prison room. Only now I could observe that my falling asleep there had neve