Lust and Experience

"So let go of me, and let’s end this thing between us."

His embrace tightened more. "No, no, no. Please, Athena…"

Tears gushed like a faucet. I bit my lip just to stop my sobs.

"I’ll be good. I’ll do anything you tell me, anything you want, just not this please. I want us to work. I want to commit to you. Please…"

"I said let go!" I pushed him with all my might.

And since he’s weak at the moment, I succeeded in pushing him. He really is weak. His eyes were bloodshot. I could see the desperation in the way he looked at me.

"We can still make this work, baby. I promise you. I’ll let you fall for me. I’ll do my best-"

"I will never love you, you understand? You will never be good to me, and so am I to you! Why can’t you just let go of me? "

He shook his head continuously. "No, I don’t believe you. I might be a fool, but I’m not delusional, Athena. I felt it. The way you kissed me. The way you held me and the way you looked at me. That gave me hope. That kept me going. So I will never bel