Chapter 32

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After he'd left, I'd been in my room with my little boy held tightly in my arms. I've been too devastated to come out of the solitary confinement I locked myself in to pull myself together. I've tried many futile deeds to get my mind off him. Reading one of my manga collections, listening to music, humming and singing to its rhythm to the extent it woke my baby but still I couldn't get my mind off him. He was stuck in my thoughts too deeply I was baffled with my own self.

What could be the reason? I thought, going on ahead to feed the leftover food to the guards since he won't have it anyway. Then I've regrouped to soliloquizing to myself.

Why? Why should I care how things worked out for them? He left with her on his own accord to only where God knows. He'd be alright. Nothing will go wrong. She won't find out. She shouldn't. I thought.

I knew I shouldn't give a rat's ass about him especially considering he ditched me without a second thought just to be with that woman. Isn't h