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Chapter 16: The same Alex
"Nasaan pala si Ken? Sabi ni Miyah sasama siya?" tanong ni Alex sa akin.
He is talking to me?
"May biglaan silang meeting kaya hindi siya nakasama," matamlay na sabi ko. Hindi ako makatingin ng deritso sa kanya dahil alam kong lalabas ang mga luha ko anytime.
After that, he never asked me again. His attention is focused on Miyah.
Ako dapat yan!
We planned to rest muna tonight at tomorrow nalang mag-enjoy since matagal ang byahe namin. Miyah and Alex are watching TV habang nagkukurutan. I can still remember our last stay here..
Flashback.
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"Ha? Wedding Organizer?"tanong ko."Ano bang tanong yan. Of course trabaho mo yan diba?"natatawang sabi niya sabay tapik niya sa akin."That's why I wanted you to plan everything about our wedding!"tuloy-tuloy niyang sabi."Besides, napag-usapan na namin to ni Patrick!"dugtong niya.Ako talaga?"Say Yes, please. Ayoko sa iba. I wanted you to be part of everything, Alex. Ganon kita ka-love!"She even pouted while pinching my nose."And of course you will be my maid of honor!"dugtong niya."Really? But–"
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