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chapter 48
I won't
Two words and my entire life was on the verge of collapse . This was something that I didn't plan but what was I supposed to do ?
Fight him ? the chances of winning against him were slim but facing the prospect of losing my virginity when our relationship was anything but clear , I believed it was necessary for me to put up an equal footing before I lose myself in this crazy fiasco that Jacob was pulling me in " you are not tapping out on me now , are you Hamilton ?"
The fact that he was using my last name could only mean one thing and that was - he was putting me at a distance.
Fuck him , he doesn't get to pull away from me when both of us were on bed and naked .
" I don't like when you call me that " I said wriggling out of his hold
" Call you what ?" he asked , his brows shooting up
" Hamilton . This
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