BABY MYLES

HAZEL

It's a day after my parent's funeral, and Ramon and I head back home with my little brother.

I thought that after the funeral, the pain would lighten up. However, I was completely wrong. The second I entered the funeral home was the second that everything became so real to me. All of this really happened.

I still cannot believe it, even when I was surrounded with everyone I love, looking at the two caskets. Their pictures above each one of them, happily smiling and holding hands.

It tears me apart, because my little brother had no idea what was going on. He would look between Ramon and I with a curious expression on his face, wondering why I was crying.

Even Ramon cried....in front of everyone. The fact that he had done this made it that much harder for me. My family had made such an impact on everyone's lives and now they're just gone, in the blink of an eye!

I hate that I never got to say goodbye in person and I hate myself for moving on with my life. They should have moved in