Chapter 127

Jess

I looked in the mirror and bit my lower lip. We weren’t there at all. I wanted to cry.

When I bought that outfit that afternoon, I thought it was the right size, I thought it would be good for me and now, looking in the mirror, I wasn’t so sure.

My bra was tight and my breasts were squeezed too much and it came out in part from the cup, the thong was tiny and it was confused with my huge ass. It was not good at all. I put on the lace robe, trying to cover the flabby belly that I could see.

Maybe it wasn’t a good idea. Deep down, I didn’t want Andrew to see me naked, not when my body sucked so bad at me. I didn’t want him to see that mess I’d become, if that meant no sex for months, I would. 

Tears came to my eyes but I tried to push them back.

After I left the kids with Nate and Maya, I texted Andrew to ask him what time he was coming back, and he told me he was coming back for dinner, s