He was feeling restless in his room. Jason already left to sleep after his whole session of blabber, which he had to listen on purpose.
He got up from the bed and put on a sweatshirt. He still couldn't believe how he peacefully slept beside Ruby the other night. What did she do to him? His maximum sleep hours were to two to three and might exceed to four if he become lucky after listening to medication or taking a therapy.A little bead of sweat appeared on his forehead as he didn't wanted to process where he was going, although he was aware of the direction.
She must be asleep by now, he assured himself. But still he had the urge to lay by her side and see if he could really get a peaceful sleep.
Hands tucked in the pockets of his trouser and shirt which clearly showed his body cuts. He had always been this handsome, everyone used to tell him and there was no woman who was not charmed by his personality. <
The day was very boring so she decided to help Anna in kitchen. Little did she started, but she liked cooking. She put on her slippers and opened her door.Took a peek and after making sure no one was there, she stepped out.Despite Dawson's warning, she got out and she was very well aware of it. She was bound to stay in his home, wasn't it enough?But she was also terrified because his punishments were rather brutal if he got enraged.She entered the kitchen, but didn't find Anna right there."It's almost dinner time, she should be here to prepare it" she thought to herself.Rather than waiting for her, she took out the onions from the basket and started to peel them.After washing the peeled onions, she placed them on chopping board to chop.She was slow at first but then her hands moved fastly, as she felt like she was getting better at it."If he'll try to hurt me for getting o
As he grazed her skin with his lips, moving close to kiss her, she backed away suddenly.Mixed feelings of fear, audacity and sadness crept up her face as she looked at him through painful eyes. While he watched her with a surprised expression. What was she up to? "What do you mean by lessen punishment, huh?" She said sharply, not realizing where all the strength came into her at once. He watched her questioning face as he couldn't grip on what she was saying. "Let me warn you Ruby, don't cross your limits. Only you will suffer consequences" he whispered deeply, very close to her. "What sin I committed that you want to punish me? I am already suffering! You forbid me to leave the room but why? So I can't meet your brother! All the past days you forced me to eat at the same table with you and now you just forbid me because you had your brother now to accompany you? What am I? A slave? Or you really succeeded to
He knew, he had to leave. He got up when the night was basking in the coal darkness and the moon shone at its peak.He glanced at the person who laid beside him, seemed to be sleeping but misunderstanding to his senses, she was awake.He picked up his shirt and trousers, dressing up. She knew, she was someone he will never own yet not let go. She felt herself being humiliated each day, worst.Silence was better than the mortification they both faced in their shoes. He still couldn't take his eyes off her bare shoulder as she kept her face away, not facing him.He took steps towards the door, and left,As she closed her eyes, in hope to redeem herself again from the contamination done tonight.*He didn't know why her words were carved on to his mind. He couldn't forget it, not even for a second. All the remaining night, he kept thinking about her, what she said.And now even in his office, he mista
The diary was now in his hand, as he sat calmly on his armchair. Was it right decision to read it?He asked himself as he caressed the cover with his fingertips.But he was also encaged in his frustrating guilt, of doing injustice. How could he overcome with it? He didn't know.Knowingly he carried the diary and headed out of the room.He came downstairs and went inside his study room, but as he was about to close the door he saw Ruby crossing the hall.From where is she coming at this hour? He became suspicious.And soon he saw Jason coming straight behind her back and climbing the stairs like some wild animal had been chasing him.Letting his thoughts carry him away, he assumed that they must have planned to meet secretly in the dark so no one can witness them.Not asking himself for a reasonable explanation, he hid the diary in the drawer of his table and followed her.*
As soon he laid her on the bed, a sense of guilt started to cloud his mind. Not able to admit, he had to realize that he hurted her without being at fault. Maybe what she said was truth because she barely knows him and even after Jason's blatant words, he must be the one who was following her to enrage Dawson more.He glanced at her unconscious figure. His way of treating her was too harsh that she fainted right after it. Now he had to wait until she becomes conscious.He sat on the couch and rested his head against his arm. As if he was tired enough but can't sleep.He remembered the night clearly in his head, when his brother and he went to a party. The only party which turned out to be horrible for him.He regretted every second when he let his drunk brother drive the car.His eyes snapped open at the sight of car colliding with the man who had a gleaming smile on his face.He patted a hand on his forehea
It was early morning and she didn't felt right. Something was wrong with her, she felt herself puking many times and feeling all nauseous and tired. She didn't felt the appetite to eat her breakfast, although she didn't even had her dinner the night before. She tried taking a walk in the fresh air, but felt her legs too numb for that. She just wanted to sleep all day, and lie in bed.Amber was a bit worried by her behavior but especially from Dawson's behavior whom she didn't witness in the morning.He didn't even had his breakfast, neither appeared from his room. And she just got to know that he left for office in the early morning.It was indeed surprising for her because it never happened with him that he become so much hideous, one way or another she always had to face him in morning, either for breakfast or clothes.One thing for she was certain that something was wrong in between both of them. They both were disturbed by something.
He didn't know why he was doing it, he only wanted to remove her existence in front of his eyes. Something stirred in his heart when her eyes became moist, as if she was powerless in front of him. She was nothing, but just a mere target of his lustful sins whom he used. And now killing her will only add more guilt and discomfort to his already culpability which he is never going to admit.The clouds started to thunder in the sky as lightening struck them. The black sky growling as if it also reacted to his hate. The noise pierced through the ears.His jaw was tight, as he gritted his teeth.He unwrapped his fingers as he finally decided and made his decision.Her face turned back to life as she gasped through the air. She couldn't speak for a moment as she stared him with confused eyes.What was wrong with him? She couldn't understand. It was out of blue.He grabbed her by her wrist as he pulled her behind him.
She sat against the door until she heard a small noise. She lifted her head to look in the direction. The rain still didn't stopped, the water pour down heavily as if crying along with her. A slight window in the gates was open, which was so small that only a hand could pass through it. She stood up to look who opened it, and if she can beg them to let her in. It was dark, desolate and scary out there. The empty streets with no light were not only insecure but also unfamiliar. As if she never saw such sight in those months. It has been a long time, since she arrived there and got enclosed in that home of his where she was never able to witness the environment outside the walls for months. And it all felt so awkwardly strange. A hand came forward from inside the window. Before she could speak or even utter a word, the thing which came in view froze her. It was Amber's hand but it did not surprised her. The thing which shook her was in her hand. That journal. Samantha's diary,