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53. A Neon Sign of Emotional Baggage
Rima’s POV
I stared at Jacob, fear spreading through me as I registered his clenched fists and the fierce look in his eyes. The phone was still pressed to my ear, Savaş's laughter a distant echo.
"I...I can explain" I stammered, feeling like a deer caught in the headlights. It was his angry look that prompted that spontaneous response but if I really think about it, I honestly have nothing to explain to him, I owe him no explanation whatsoever.
Jacob's gaze was a frosty blade, never once wavering
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