Before dawns are for lovers to live their daily fantasies

He fingers stopped massaging my foot for a moment, he dropped my leg entirely and I felt as if I had done something wrong by asking him.

He was always guarded but this was a question I was eager to let out.

“I was scared."

You were what?!.

I turned to him, my eyes had adjusted to the darkness and I could see him not clearly but I could see the expression on his face.

“The first time my heart was genuinely beating for somebody and I find out that it's my big brother's stepdaughter. " He said, I could see everything from his own perspective.

If he saw me in the wedding and he was attracted to me as he said, it means the next time he saw me it would be unnerving because I was his step niece, I'm still his step niece.

“I wasn't cold to you, I was angry with myself. I tried to stay away from you as much as possible and it looked at if it was working until I set my eyes on you and my long hard weeks of effort would go in vain at the beat of an eyelash. I didn't know what I wanted with you.