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Lexy.

"I don't know, but I think I just built this invincible wall between the both of us again, I don't know", I grumbled.

Sam patted my head, "It's not completely your fault, I mean you don't want to open up and he can't judge you for that tho", she said.

I stared at my canvas and realized I hadn't painted all morning, just been here sulking about Amber.

"You needed to see his face when I told him that, he looked really hurt, and his pancakes are actually really nice...I don't know I feel so weird now ", I groaned.

"Has he spoken to you since then? or have you tried talking to him?", she asked.

"He's never at home again, I mean he said he was gonna start picking me up from here but he hasn't showed up since then, and then last night I deliberately stayed up till like past midnight when he came back, and when I went to meet him he was too busy in some shits and he looked like he was in a very terrible mood, James told me to just leave him alone that he's having issues with his dad ag