Chapter 7

I hate the fact that I love him now and I think I really need to stop myself from this madness called love. I thought and sighed softly.

Days went by but still Carter and his mother  kept frustrating me, and now that I had no one else to talk to because Mr James was dead.

Somehow I felt so alone, and I really wish Mr James was still alive, so I could tell him every single pain I was feeling, but that is not possible because he is dead and done, so I can never see him ever again.

I sighed softly as I thought of calling my dad. I grabbed my cell phone from the nightstand drawer, and was about dialling his contact when I remembered what he had told me the last time.

I quickly dropped my phone back, and relaxed back on the bed. 

It was actually noon, and I'm the only one home. Carter has gone over to his office, while his mother has returned back to her husband's mansion, so there was no one bothering me.

But I'm just feeling so lonely that I felt I needed to talk to someone so urgently. But there is no one I can possibly think of talking to, so I have to do something to entertain myself.

I stood up, as I thought of going out for a walk, but I needed to get dressed in a more suitable dress that I could go out with.

I immediately walked over to the closet, but immediately I flipped it open and some guns fell from it.

I stared at them and shook my head. This isn't the first time seeing guns in the house, so it wasn't really new to me, besides I was married to a Mafia boss so it was expected.

I quickly took out my dress and arranged the guns back to the closet before shutting it back.

I got dressed immediately, and went out of the room.

                     CARTER POV

I was in my office doing some work, when my cell phone started ringing. I just ignored it,as I continued with what I was doing.

The phone kept ringing, and I had to pick the phone. "Who is this, and why are you calling me at a working hour." I half yelled.

"It's me , Carter." I heard the sweet voice I have been aching to hear for a long time now.

"Charlotte." I called.

"Yes it's me, where are you? and are you that busy?" She asked me, and I went quiet immediately.

Did Charlotte really call me just now, or was I dreaming? I asked myself.

"Hello Carter, are you still there?" She asked, bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Yes, I'm here, I'm at the office, and I'm not that busy." I answered her.

"Ok then can we meet like right now?" She asked.

"Sure, where do you want me to meet you up?" I asked her.

"At a five star restaurant, our usual restaurant." She said,

"Ok, I will be there in ten minutes." I said, and she ended the call.

This is unbelievable, Charlotte is back into the country, I really can't believe it. I thought, and quickly stood up, as I started arranging my table.

I grabbed my headline and called my secretary. There are some files I needed her to attend to, so I really need her to see them, before I leave.

 She walked into the office a few minutes later, and I immediately showed her the files before walking out of the office.

I got into my car immediately and drove off to the restaurant. 

I was welcomed by two huge men on a black suits, and I just went into the restaurant fully, and started searching around for her.

"Sir, are you looking for Miss Charlotte?" A lady, dressed in a waitress uniform, asked me.

"Yes, where is she?" I asked.

"She is this way, please come with me." She requested, and I sighed softly as I just followed behind her.

We finally arrived at the VIP section, and there I saw Charlotte all dressed in a gorgeous silver dress.

She turned around and saw me, and quickly smiled at me. I felt my heart melt, as I walked closer to her.

I really don't know why I love this girl so much, that I really can't resist her smile, I thought as I finally sat down on the opposite chair.

She called the waitress again and asked her to bring the menu to me. We both ate and talked about how our lives has been all these years.

I told her how much I miss her, and she also said the same. We talked until it was dark, and she offered to buy me a drink. I tried to decline, but she insisted,so I had to let her do it. 

The drink was brought within a few minutes, and we both started drinking it immediately.

After about an hour, I told her I was going back home now, though I was feeling tipsy, and I needed to rest.

She helped me to my car, and my guard who was there already waiting for me, helped me into the car, but after a while I saw him walk over to Charlotte, and they both talked for a while before he went back into the car to start it and drove away.

               MACEY POV

 I was in the dining room waiting patiently for Carter to return. I have made his dinner already,all by myself, and I have been waiting for him to come back but until now, there was no sign of him anywhere.

I wonder where he had been all this while, because I know he doesn't really stay out too late like this, but this was so much unlike him.

"Maybe he had a business to attend to, besides he is a Mafia, just like his father." My subconscious mind said, and I just sighed softly

But I really didn't feel like leaving the dining room anytime soon, so I just remained seated there. 

After a while, I heard the sound of his car, and I quickly moved closer to the window, and peeped through.

I saw his most trusted guard helping him out of the car, and I quickly rushed over to the door. The man handed him over to me, and I took him upstairs to our room.

Immediately I laid him down on the bed and turned to leave, he grabbed my hand. "Please don't leave, I love you so much, and I miss you." He said, and I gasped.

Did I just hear him saying he loves and misses me? I asked myself, and turned over to him fully.

"Come to me baby." He said, and I slowly moved closer to him.

He pulled me and I lost my balance and fell on his body. Immediately my heart flattered, and I didn't know what more to do at this point.

He took my lips into his surprise, and suddenly I felt so good about it, as he slowly caressed my body with his hand.

I felt sweetness all over me, and all I just wanted was for him to continue, because his fingers were doing wonders in my body already.

"Do you like me?" He asked, and I froze.

"Why am I even asking you that, I know you love me, and I love you too." He said, and I just smiled,as he pushed himself closer to me, and kissed me even deeper.

He slowly took off my clothes and that left me in just my panties and bra, and he also took them off too.

"You are so beautiful." He said to me and I immediately felt so good about it.

He ripped off his clothes in a hurry, and Carried me into the bed fully, and spread my thighs while I just watched him.

He soon went into me fully with his hug sizes, as I screamed my lungs out.

This was really the best thing that has happened to me since I have been married to him for the past two years.

So all this while he had been in love with me, but he just didn't show it, not even for once. But nevertheless it doesn't really matter, because all I know is that he loves me, and that's all I care about.

I guess from now onwards our relationship will be so good, and I will definitely enjoy my marriage. Honestly I love him so much and I have been waiting for the day he would tell me he loves me, but I guess today was the day.

I thought and quickly turned over to him, as I put my mind into the sex we were having. 

After a while he finally came all into me, and I felt every single bit of it before he finally pulled out, and kissed me on my forehead. And we both relax back tiredly on the bed. Sleep took us off immediately.

Soon it was morning, and my eyes flipped open as I felt his hand wrapped around me. I actually wanted to stand up, but decided not to, as I enjoyed the warmness of his arms.

"I love you so much Charlotte," he said, from the other side of the bed besides me.

"Charlotte?" The name rang in my head, and immediately I got angry. 

So all this while we were having sex, he didn't see me as me but rather he saw Charlotte. I thought, and immediately I felt so hurt beyond comparison.

How can I be so foolish to think that he would ever love me. I told myself, and I slowly started moving away from him, and just then he opened his eyes, and glanced at me.

"What did you do?" He yelled, and I tried to tell him I didn't do anything, but he kept yelling.

"So you drug my drink so you can make me have sex with you right?" He asked.

"What are you talking about, I didn't do anything like that so don't even try to involve me." I said,

"If it wasn't you then who else did that? And why am I naked right now?" He asked.

"Look you know what, I have had enough of your nonsense, let's get a divorce." I told him, and he looked shocked because he didn't expect me to say something like that.

I have really had enough of him and his mother, they have both hurt me so much that I don't want anything else to do with them.

All this while I was still trying to make him love me, because I thought there was still hope for us since that lady wasn't here, but everything I did didn't make him change how he felt towards me.

So it's totally hopeless to think he would still love me afterwards and especially now that the lady was back, because yesterday when the guards brought him, he told me about how they had both gone to meet up with the lady in one restaurant.

"Ok fine, I even like that, besides I don't love you, but rather I still hate you." He said, and I felt even more bad.

"You can start the preparation." I said, and quickly grabbed my clothes from the floor, and went into the bathroom.

I quickly got dressed before he would ask me what I was doing. I really need to move to the guest room now.

I came out of the bathroom after a while all dressed, and I quickly opened the closet and started picking out my clothes.

He didn't bother to say anything to me and he went over to the bathroom. 

I took all my clothes and left the room before he could think of coming back. I really regretted why I decided to waste my Time with him, when I knew he could never love me.