Chapter 8
Vanessa's POV"Uh" I said, and yes I'm someone that says uh a lot…. it's just the best word I can think of in circumstances like this. "Yes Vaness, I'm done with her," Damon said. "But why, what happened?!" I asked.Don't get me wrong, I was never in full support of the whole engagement thing with perfect Jessica, but still I thought he was happy…. I mean he must have been if he could go as far as putting a ring on her finger!I however was not ready to jump at this news yet until I fully understood what exactly was going on between the two of them. "I was never in love with her, Vanessa, I just went along with the engagement because I had to", he said."You had to? Why?" I asked.He wasn't making any sense at all. I mean who gets engaged to someone they did not love. This was definitely not the Damon I knew. Yes he was too kind and selfless for his own good, but I didn't think he could get engaged just because he had to! Like what sort of excuse was that! He looked at me like he was about to say something then changed his mind in that split second. I knew him too well. Whatever the reason may be it was obviously not something trivial. I also knew him too well to know that he was definitely not going to tell me. He had that look, he was going to beat around the bush till the grass fades away."I can't tell you now, I want to but I can't" he finally said but I was already expecting that reply."But if you can't tell me then I can't really understand you, and I want to reason with you but you're making it so hard for me," I admitted. "Okay Vanessa, I'll tell you…."Wow, finally! I thought. "But not now," he finished, and I could tell he didn't want me to bug him about it anymore."Alright, so what next now Damon?" I asked."I don't know!" He exclaimed."What do you mean?" I enquired further. "Vanessa I know what I do not want, but I don't know what I want," he replied. "What do you not want Damon?""I don't want Jessica that's for sure," he scoffed."And what do you want?" I asked.Then he went quiet. He looked up at me for what seemed like eternity and put his head down again and just whispered,"I don't know what I want Vanessa."Well what was I even expecting?! For him to declare his undying love for me then I tell him how I feel too and we get to live happily ever after! I should have known better than that. I was his best friend, his ride or die for forever. I was sure he loved me to death…. But not in that way, not in the way I yearned and hoped for."Okay Damon, but what about Jessica, how does she feel about all this?" I asked with real concern.I was not heartless and completely selfish, I could not imagine how she could be feeling right now… well except she was the heartless one."I don't know and I don't care," he replied with strong conviction, "I was never in love with her and the whole engagement thing was a mistake, all part of her plan to tie me down.""Wow, I sincerely thought you two were happy together, I was even a little bit jealous," I said."Was that why you got so upset when you found out?" He asked.Was this my chance? To tell him how I really feel and why I was so upset about his engagement. I wanted to say those words so badly but I was scared to the bone. I didn't want to lose him and I could if he wasn't ready for my confession.Anyways, now didn't seem like the right time to confess my love to him. I mean, he just got out of an engagement and most certainly wouldn't be searching for anything serious to get into for now, most definitely not a romantic relationship with his best friend. Still I desperately wanted to get this weight off my shoulders. I wanted to scream my love for him till the whole world knows. I wanted to scream it out loud and let all my numerous fears and worries fade away. I wanted to have a happily ever after with him even if just for a moment. But I didn't have the courage to do all that so I just said,"Not entirely, but I think I have a right to be upset when you didn't even bother to tell me you were engaged but decided to give me the surprise of the century!" I exclaimed. "Well I'm sorry Vanessa, I truly am," he groaned."I don't understand you Damon, I thought we told each other everything!" And as I said these words I could taste my own lie in my tongue. How can I even accuse him of keeping things from me when I have been hiding how I feel about him for ages now.Still it wasn't the same thing, right? No it's not the same thing so I should stop accusing myself."I'm sorry," was all he said. I knew he truly was sorry and dragging the matter any further would be absolutely unnecessary. "Okay Damon, apology accepted," I said, giving him my most majestic look but failing to do that and smiling at the same time."Thank you my queen," he chuckled with a little bow and we just ended up laughing out loud like two crazy friends. "Okay enough of this sad mood," I said, trying to lighten the tension in the air, "I haven't seen my best friend for what seems like ages now and I missed you, and to see that you've actually grown more handsome!" I exclaimed. "What do you mean, I still look the same!" He said, trying to be all polite. "Oh stop it! I admit you were moderately good looking before but now you are a full blown stud! I mean just look at your arms and that cute mustache you're keeping," I teased him further."Well I do what I can," he said, with a mischievous smirk. That smirk could only mean that he has caught on to the fact that I'm trying to tease him and he was playing along just fine."Well you handsome devil, why don't we go out? I wanna show the world that my best friend is now a stud," I said."Okay Vanessa, where should we go?" He asked, lying back on the chair and already checking for something interesting to watch on the television. This particular scene felt so familiar and I was glad that we were back to normal, at least a little bit."Let's go see a movie. There's this absolutely mind blowing romance movie that just came out that I really want to see but I didn't want to go without you but viola, you're here now," I said."Wow, is that so?" He said smiling. "Absolutely!" I stated. I knew he wasn't really a big fan of romance movies but he would always watch them just because of me and then it became our thing. "Alright, go get ready so we can get out of here," he said. "Yeah!" I screamed, doing a little victory dance while I headed upstairs and he was just shaking his head and smiling.Just before I vanished upstairs I looked back and gave him my best serious look while saying,"Don't you go anywhere!""Never Vanessa, never," he replied, and for a moment there I thought he meant something more.Chapter 9Vanessa's POV It was perfect! Seeing that movie with him brought back so many beautiful memories I almost forgot about. I was a sucker for romance movies so I held on tight to him and cried when the moviegot too emotional, or maybe I was just trying hard to feel closer to him.He just laughed at me but still wiped away my tears each time before shaking his head then focusing on the movie. I loved the way he looked just focusing on every detail about the movie, it was like he was trying to study the characters and absorb each scene with precision. It was cute. I especially love to see him like this every single time we watch a movie together. He wasn't the loud type of person when watching a movie, he was more like the kind of person to tell you exactly how the movie went 5 years later with annoying accuracy, perks of being a genius I guess."Why are you being so emotional today?" He said, chuckling quietly as we were still in the cinema. The movie was coming to an en
Chapter 10DamonShe was having so much fun and I didn't know how it easily rubbed on me. Of course I chose to play the dance game but not because of what she thought. I chose this game because I loved to see her look competitive for something so playful. I loved to see her funny dance moves and her always futile attempts at beating me. Still I never actually gave her the chance to win, mostly because I didn't believe in letting someone win out of pity. If she was going to win me then she has to up her game. After I won the game as expected I had to buy vanilla ice cream for her, just so she would at least stop scaring me out with her bloodshot stares. "So you're trying to bribe me right?" She said after grabbing the ice cream from me."Oh far from it Vanessa, I just thought you needed something soothing after prancing around on that machine" I chuckled. "Now you're just trying to make me angry all over again" she pouted.Well I just couldn't help it, she needed to watch herself
Chapter 11VanessaHis lips on my skin sent electricity running through every part of my body. I imagined how his lips on mine would feel like and all of a sudden my face felt hot and I could tell I was blushing real bad. I looked straight at him and thought about how lucky I was to have even known someone like Damon Philips. He was so compassionate and caring and I'm sure he was already thinking of a million ways to make Peter suffer for breaking my heart. It's funny that he doesn't have a clue that I broke up with Peter because of him, because he was the one I was in love with, not Peter, and I couldn't continue living a lie, even after I finally knew about his engagement. Now he is no longer engaged and I am definitely single, but where exactly does that leave us? Well nowhere actually. He was still my best friend and he had no clue that I wanted him to be more than that. His gentle kiss on my hand was all I needed to stir up my mood. I smiled a little and tucked my hand awa
Chapter 12DamonI did not run after Vanessa like a knight in shining armour, I was no knight in any armour whatsoever. I was a confused, scared love sick computer genius who could not even make his best friend happy.And as much as I wanted to run after her and figure out what exactly was going on in that head of hers, I knew her better than to make that horrible mistake. If it got so bad that she had to run away from me, then it means that I'm the last face she would want to see and trying to be there for her now would just be like adding salt to injury. I had to give her time. She is someone to make terrible decisions when she is angry and trying to talk calmly with her only makes things worse…. I would know, I'm her best friend after all and I've seen her good, her bad and her ugly.Also I couldn't even run after her if I tried. I was still trying to process what just happened and how it blew up so fast I couldn't even take a breath. One minute we were having an awesome time to
Chapter 13Damon"Don't come looking for her."Was the only sentence in the horrid note left by the kidnappers.It has been 15 hours now since she was taken and I had no clue where Vanessa was. It was unimaginable that someone could hate her so much as to want to kidnap her. She was the sweetest person I know and nothing about this whole thing made any sense. Last night was definitely the worst night of my entire life and I could not help but blame myself for everything going on right now. I always made the wrong choices and was never there when she needed me the most. Somehow I knew this was definitely my fault but I could not pinpoint the exact fault in particular. Certainly if I had done the most reasonable thing and ran after her immediately she left, then her kidnappers would not have had the opportunity to take her. Why on earth did I hesitate! Why on earth did I allow her to be taken?! And maybe If I had not been such a coward and had just confessed my love for her, maybe
Chapter 14DamonI have been locked in my room ever since the police and onlookers finally left. Mum had to go to Vanessa's house to be there for her mum, she asked if I wanted to come but I cowardly said no. I could not endure being in the same place where Vanessa was taken from me, I just could not.She knocked ever so lightly and whispered through the door like she was scared to break me."Damon, are you in there?" she asked, before opening the door and stepping in."Yes mum I'm still here, I've not been kidnapped too," I replied, and I immediately knew that I went out of line.I looked at my mum and she didn't even seem fazed by my comment. She looked tired, even more tired than I might be and then it dawned on me that I have been very selfish ever since. Mum thought of Vanessa as her daughter too and this whole thing must be extremely hard for her, but here she was, trying to be strong for everyone while she too was in pain. She stood there looking at me trying to process it a
Chapter 15Vanessa I opened my eyes to a very dark room. I tried to adjust my vision but it was absolutely pointless. The room was so dark that I could not even make any sense of where I was. The only window the tiny room could boast of, have been blocked so no one could see through. The little light I had were the few sunlight rays that slipped through cracks in the blockage. There was a small bed in a corner but I certainly hope that's not for me because I did not plan on staying here any longer than expected. I was tied to this very uncomfortable chair and it was damn near impossible to move any part of my body. I could already feel the bruises coming and the body ache brimming up.This was a complete nightmare! I tried to move my body in anyway but it was impossible. My hands were tied to the back of the chair like I was going to be interrogated or something. I was definitely scared and even as I tried to wrap my head around who did this, I could not think of any one. I kn
Chapter 16Vanessa"So why would you kidnap me, what have I ever done to you?!" I asked, trying to get answers. "Well nothing darling, you haven't done anything to me, I'm just doing my Job, so no hard feelings but it's just business." "So who hired you?" I asked."You know I can't tell you that baby, it's not part of my job description." "Oh I see, so there's a code of conduct among criminals," I retorted. "Exactly!" He exclaimed, "you're smart, I like you," he said."Well I'd prefer it if you didn't," I replied. "Hmm, that would not be good for you darling, not at all." He was giving me very weird looks and I wanted to throw up. I wish there was somewhere I could crawl and hide in, but there was literally no way I could do that.I was still tied to this chair and my limbs felt numb. Even if somehow a miracle happened and I was somehow cut loose and had a way to escape from this place, I would need a heavy dose of adrenaline to be able to sprint out of this place. Somehow, bet