Chapter 7
Damon's POVI could finally see her but still I was at loss for words…. I wanted to say a lot, so much, but I wasn't really sure where to start from. I have thought about this moment for so long and I actually planned it! With the help of our mums of course. It was hard spilling my guts especially when Vanny'smum was coincidentally at home when I got there, but I had to, Mrs Monday was no stranger anyways, she practically raised me up with my mum. I told them everything, I confessed my love for Vanessa to them and even told them about the fight I had with Jessica and the reason I was engaged to her in the first place and hoped they saw reason with me on why I could not go on living a lie. I expected them to support me full on without objection but I should have known better. My mum always stressed on the impression we left with people and she sure made it clear that she didn't like the way I ended things with Jessica. Yes she hated that I was living a lie and yes she thought it was right I ended things with her as soon as possible but she didn't like the way I handled it.Well you weren't there mum! You don't know how infuriating Jessica can be! But my mum had always taught me to be a gentleman no matter the circumstance, to try to treat people with kindness in every situation. But I lost it all with Jessica, I forgot any home training I had and became a cruel man. I knew I had to smoothen things with her so we can at least have an amicable relationship but she would have to wait.The only thing on my mind right now was Vanessa and seeing her gorgeous face. So I got the mums involved and we made a perfect plan to get her to come here, so that I could at least see her and know that she was alright.But you know how these things go…. Planning is one thing but reality is a whole different ball game and now that I was face to face with Pammy, I forgot whatever plans I had and just wanted to hold her in my arms and tell her I loved her. If only I was an irrational man! Instead I said "can I come in?!" Like what was that?! Of course I could come in! I've been in this house more times than I could remember. It was a second home to me, it was our home. Still she opened the door wide for me and when I stepped into the house all I could think was "what next?" I had no clue how to go about this, what to say that wouldn't mess things up even more. Maybe I should just start with the truth, the truth is always better I think. However now that I actually could see her again I knew I couldn't tell her all the truth…. Maybe just a little would be enough.I went straight to the sitting room and sat down on the sofa closest to me, watching her as she purposely sat down opposite me, crossed her legs and then had that look like "what's up?" At that moment her mum chose that perfect time to break the ice in the room and came downstairs. She looked as beautiful as ever and it reminded me of where Vanessa got her good looks. "Good day Mrs Monday," I said, but she gave me that look and I had to correct myself, " Sorry, Good day Jennifer." "Hi Damon, how are you?" She asked with that lovely soothing voice of hers."I'm alright, how about you?" "Oh I'm great!" She replied, "Especially now that Vanessa decided it was time to grace us with her presence!" She added with a sly grin."Mum!" Vanessa yelled. "What is it darling? It's the plain truth, but we are all glad you're back to planet earth," she said now grinning very hard. She just folded her hands and looked away. Well she should be used to this anyways. Her mum always found a chance to embarrass her whenever I was around and it went both ways actually.My mum saw it as her duty to kill me with embarrassment whenever Vanessa was around. Somehow I felt it was just their own special way to show us that they knew something we didn't. Or maybe they just loved to see our faces go red. I was actually enjoying seeing Vanessa look so uncomfortable. It made the mood between us a lot lighter and I wished her mum could stay a bit longer but I knew she would like to give us our space. "So Damon dear, I'm heading over to your mum's place because I miss her so dearly even though I just saw her yesterday…. But that's what best friends are for anyways," she said, stretching the last part deliberately and very loudly. "Okay, do tell her I'll be there soon," I said. "Oh no worries, take your time!" She exclaimed, but don't let that daughter of mine out of your sight, I don't want her to run away before I get back," she instructed.She said it with a very serious tone but I could tell from the smile on her lips that she was about to break into uncontrollable laughter. Maybe I shouldn't have told her how I really felt after all, she could definitely not be trusted with a secret. Still I knew that she would never say a word to Vanessa if I didn't want her to."I'll try," I told her."Well you better, she's all I have. Alright then, later," she said, stepping out and closing the door shut and there was complete silence in the room.A very uncomfortable silence. Now I had to face my demons even though I was absolutely not ready at all. I wanted to run away, I wanted to hide behind work or any of my comfort zones. But I needed to make things right with Vanny. She was my priority and I had to make sure she knew that. "How have you been Vanny?" Was the lame question I could ask. She looked like she was expecting me to say something else, but she also looked like she knew that was all I would say in the moment. "Not so good Damon," she said. She was never one to beat around the bush with me. "These last few days have been terrible but I'm gradually picking the pieces up.""Why? what's wrong?" I asked.She looked at me for what seemed like forever then put her head in between her hands and sighed."I don't know Damon, I'm so confused," she said. "What's going on with you? Why couldn't no one reach you for days now, don't you know I was seriously worried!" I exclaimed."I wouldn't know Damon, for all I know you were probably having a blast with your drop dead gorgeous fiancee!" she yelled. "Why would you say something like that?! I asked."Why wouldn't I?" She retorted. "Who comes home after so long and forgets to tell his best friend that he's engaged, tell me who does that?!" She asked. No one I guess apart from me, The one and only Damon Philips. I could see she was trying to hold her tears, she was very emotional right now and I knew I hurt her bad…. I just didn't know how much."I guess I don't mean anything to you, maybe that's why you didn't even think to tell me," she said."Of course you mean everything to me, you are my world!" "Well I don't think so," she said. "But that's the truth," I told her."Then why couldn't you tell me you were engaged? Why keep it a secret from me? Why let me…." She trailed off but never finished that question. "It's not what you think Vanessa," I said."Then what is it?!" She asked. She was looking straight at me and I found myself at a crossroad. She looks so fragile and open. She had always been open. Here was my chance to tell her about the pregnancy, about my feelings, to share my heart with her. This was the time to scream my love for her and hope she never leaves me. This was my chance to let her know that she was the only one I wanted, the only one I ever needed. I had to let her know that all the girls I surrounded myself with were just excuses to not feel the pain I felt because I could not have her. This was my chance! Everything stood still at that moment, even time. The whole place was quiet and it seemed like the universe was impatiently waiting for me to say it all already. I wanted to pour out my heart to her. I wanted to let her know that I was hers only and she could do whatever she pleased with my love. I wanted to say in plain words "I love you, I have always loved you!"...... But i couldn't. I don't know why but those words could not leave my lips. My heart was screaming for release but my mind had control over my body, and my mind made sure I didn't say what I really wanted to say. So instead I chose the simpler truth."I called off the engagement Vanessa," I told her, "I Just could not go through with it."Immediately I said those words, she looked straight at me, and I looked back at her, but I had absolutely no clue what was going on in her mind at that moment.Chapter 8Vanessa's POV"Uh" I said, and yes I'm someone that says uh a lot…. it's just the best word I can think of in circumstances like this. "Yes Vaness, I'm done with her," Damon said. "But why, what happened?!" I asked.Don't get me wrong, I was never in full support of the whole engagement thing with perfect Jessica, but still I thought he was happy…. I mean he must have been if he could go as far as putting a ring on her finger!I however was not ready to jump at this news yet until I fully understood what exactly was going on between the two of them. "I was never in love with her, Vanessa, I just went along with the engagement because I had to", he said."You had to? Why?" I asked.He wasn't making any sense at all. I mean who gets engaged to someone they did not love. This was definitely not the Damon I knew. Yes he was too kind and selfless for his own good, but I didn't think he could get engaged just because he had to! Like what sort of excuse was that! He looked at
Chapter 9Vanessa's POV It was perfect! Seeing that movie with him brought back so many beautiful memories I almost forgot about. I was a sucker for romance movies so I held on tight to him and cried when the moviegot too emotional, or maybe I was just trying hard to feel closer to him.He just laughed at me but still wiped away my tears each time before shaking his head then focusing on the movie. I loved the way he looked just focusing on every detail about the movie, it was like he was trying to study the characters and absorb each scene with precision. It was cute. I especially love to see him like this every single time we watch a movie together. He wasn't the loud type of person when watching a movie, he was more like the kind of person to tell you exactly how the movie went 5 years later with annoying accuracy, perks of being a genius I guess."Why are you being so emotional today?" He said, chuckling quietly as we were still in the cinema. The movie was coming to an en
Chapter 10DamonShe was having so much fun and I didn't know how it easily rubbed on me. Of course I chose to play the dance game but not because of what she thought. I chose this game because I loved to see her look competitive for something so playful. I loved to see her funny dance moves and her always futile attempts at beating me. Still I never actually gave her the chance to win, mostly because I didn't believe in letting someone win out of pity. If she was going to win me then she has to up her game. After I won the game as expected I had to buy vanilla ice cream for her, just so she would at least stop scaring me out with her bloodshot stares. "So you're trying to bribe me right?" She said after grabbing the ice cream from me."Oh far from it Vanessa, I just thought you needed something soothing after prancing around on that machine" I chuckled. "Now you're just trying to make me angry all over again" she pouted.Well I just couldn't help it, she needed to watch herself
Chapter 11VanessaHis lips on my skin sent electricity running through every part of my body. I imagined how his lips on mine would feel like and all of a sudden my face felt hot and I could tell I was blushing real bad. I looked straight at him and thought about how lucky I was to have even known someone like Damon Philips. He was so compassionate and caring and I'm sure he was already thinking of a million ways to make Peter suffer for breaking my heart. It's funny that he doesn't have a clue that I broke up with Peter because of him, because he was the one I was in love with, not Peter, and I couldn't continue living a lie, even after I finally knew about his engagement. Now he is no longer engaged and I am definitely single, but where exactly does that leave us? Well nowhere actually. He was still my best friend and he had no clue that I wanted him to be more than that. His gentle kiss on my hand was all I needed to stir up my mood. I smiled a little and tucked my hand awa
Chapter 12DamonI did not run after Vanessa like a knight in shining armour, I was no knight in any armour whatsoever. I was a confused, scared love sick computer genius who could not even make his best friend happy.And as much as I wanted to run after her and figure out what exactly was going on in that head of hers, I knew her better than to make that horrible mistake. If it got so bad that she had to run away from me, then it means that I'm the last face she would want to see and trying to be there for her now would just be like adding salt to injury. I had to give her time. She is someone to make terrible decisions when she is angry and trying to talk calmly with her only makes things worse…. I would know, I'm her best friend after all and I've seen her good, her bad and her ugly.Also I couldn't even run after her if I tried. I was still trying to process what just happened and how it blew up so fast I couldn't even take a breath. One minute we were having an awesome time to
Chapter 13Damon"Don't come looking for her."Was the only sentence in the horrid note left by the kidnappers.It has been 15 hours now since she was taken and I had no clue where Vanessa was. It was unimaginable that someone could hate her so much as to want to kidnap her. She was the sweetest person I know and nothing about this whole thing made any sense. Last night was definitely the worst night of my entire life and I could not help but blame myself for everything going on right now. I always made the wrong choices and was never there when she needed me the most. Somehow I knew this was definitely my fault but I could not pinpoint the exact fault in particular. Certainly if I had done the most reasonable thing and ran after her immediately she left, then her kidnappers would not have had the opportunity to take her. Why on earth did I hesitate! Why on earth did I allow her to be taken?! And maybe If I had not been such a coward and had just confessed my love for her, maybe
Chapter 14DamonI have been locked in my room ever since the police and onlookers finally left. Mum had to go to Vanessa's house to be there for her mum, she asked if I wanted to come but I cowardly said no. I could not endure being in the same place where Vanessa was taken from me, I just could not.She knocked ever so lightly and whispered through the door like she was scared to break me."Damon, are you in there?" she asked, before opening the door and stepping in."Yes mum I'm still here, I've not been kidnapped too," I replied, and I immediately knew that I went out of line.I looked at my mum and she didn't even seem fazed by my comment. She looked tired, even more tired than I might be and then it dawned on me that I have been very selfish ever since. Mum thought of Vanessa as her daughter too and this whole thing must be extremely hard for her, but here she was, trying to be strong for everyone while she too was in pain. She stood there looking at me trying to process it a
Chapter 15Vanessa I opened my eyes to a very dark room. I tried to adjust my vision but it was absolutely pointless. The room was so dark that I could not even make any sense of where I was. The only window the tiny room could boast of, have been blocked so no one could see through. The little light I had were the few sunlight rays that slipped through cracks in the blockage. There was a small bed in a corner but I certainly hope that's not for me because I did not plan on staying here any longer than expected. I was tied to this very uncomfortable chair and it was damn near impossible to move any part of my body. I could already feel the bruises coming and the body ache brimming up.This was a complete nightmare! I tried to move my body in anyway but it was impossible. My hands were tied to the back of the chair like I was going to be interrogated or something. I was definitely scared and even as I tried to wrap my head around who did this, I could not think of any one. I kn