Chapter 5Vanessa's POV"Hey sleepy head, what did I just say?" Mr Steve asked.It took me a while before I finally realized that he was actually referring to me. "Uh?""I didn't say uh, I'm asking you what I just said, " he stated. "I'm sorry, I wasn't really paying attention," I admitted, and I could hear the low laughter of others in the lecture hall. "Well you better start paying attention or just leave if you're bored," he said and got back to talking about whatever he was talking about.Why did I even come to class today! I knew I was not in the right space for this still I forced myself here just to make a complete fool of myself. I wasn't paying attention to the lecture.. I couldn't pay attention. I was completely disoriented and I'm sure the sweatshirt I was wearing hasn't been washed for days and smells awful but I didn't care.I have been this way since the breakup with Peter but I was this way because of Damon. I could not focus because I didn't want to face reality.
Chapter 6Damon's POVI was going to commit murder real soon and it would not even be my fault.Jessica was making me miserable and she seemed totally oblivious of her actions. Living with her was suffocating and I couldn't take it anymore. I felt like I was haunted and that could even be an understatement. During the day I had to face Jessica and her constant whining and at night I dreamt of Vanessa and could not sleep. "Damon, come do my back," Jessica yelled.By that she meant I should come rub some sunscreen on her back but either way she always found a way to make sure I was right by her side. And don't get me started on her obsession with the swimming pool! She has been there literally every single day since we got back and she has somehow managed to make it impossible for me to enjoy swimming as usual. I just could not understand her extreme love for the water especially now, she said something the other day about needing enough Vitamin D or something like that…. And I was
Chapter 7Damon's POVI could finally see her but still I was at loss for words…. I wanted to say a lot, so much, but I wasn't really sure where to start from. I have thought about this moment for so long and I actually planned it! With the help of our mums of course. It was hard spilling my guts especially when Vanny'smum was coincidentally at home when I got there, but I had to, Mrs Monday was no stranger anyways, she practically raised me up with my mum. I told them everything, I confessed my love for Vanessa to them and even told them about the fight I had with Jessica and the reason I was engaged to her in the first place and hoped they saw reason with me on why I could not go on living a lie. I expected them to support me full on without objection but I should have known better. My mum always stressed on the impression we left with people and she sure made it clear that she didn't like the way I ended things with Jessica. Yes she hated that I was living a lie and yes she th
Chapter 8Vanessa's POV"Uh" I said, and yes I'm someone that says uh a lot…. it's just the best word I can think of in circumstances like this. "Yes Vaness, I'm done with her," Damon said. "But why, what happened?!" I asked.Don't get me wrong, I was never in full support of the whole engagement thing with perfect Jessica, but still I thought he was happy…. I mean he must have been if he could go as far as putting a ring on her finger!I however was not ready to jump at this news yet until I fully understood what exactly was going on between the two of them. "I was never in love with her, Vanessa, I just went along with the engagement because I had to", he said."You had to? Why?" I asked.He wasn't making any sense at all. I mean who gets engaged to someone they did not love. This was definitely not the Damon I knew. Yes he was too kind and selfless for his own good, but I didn't think he could get engaged just because he had to! Like what sort of excuse was that! He looked at
Chapter 9Vanessa's POV It was perfect! Seeing that movie with him brought back so many beautiful memories I almost forgot about. I was a sucker for romance movies so I held on tight to him and cried when the moviegot too emotional, or maybe I was just trying hard to feel closer to him.He just laughed at me but still wiped away my tears each time before shaking his head then focusing on the movie. I loved the way he looked just focusing on every detail about the movie, it was like he was trying to study the characters and absorb each scene with precision. It was cute. I especially love to see him like this every single time we watch a movie together. He wasn't the loud type of person when watching a movie, he was more like the kind of person to tell you exactly how the movie went 5 years later with annoying accuracy, perks of being a genius I guess."Why are you being so emotional today?" He said, chuckling quietly as we were still in the cinema. The movie was coming to an en
Chapter 10DamonShe was having so much fun and I didn't know how it easily rubbed on me. Of course I chose to play the dance game but not because of what she thought. I chose this game because I loved to see her look competitive for something so playful. I loved to see her funny dance moves and her always futile attempts at beating me. Still I never actually gave her the chance to win, mostly because I didn't believe in letting someone win out of pity. If she was going to win me then she has to up her game. After I won the game as expected I had to buy vanilla ice cream for her, just so she would at least stop scaring me out with her bloodshot stares. "So you're trying to bribe me right?" She said after grabbing the ice cream from me."Oh far from it Vanessa, I just thought you needed something soothing after prancing around on that machine" I chuckled. "Now you're just trying to make me angry all over again" she pouted.Well I just couldn't help it, she needed to watch herself
Chapter 11VanessaHis lips on my skin sent electricity running through every part of my body. I imagined how his lips on mine would feel like and all of a sudden my face felt hot and I could tell I was blushing real bad. I looked straight at him and thought about how lucky I was to have even known someone like Damon Philips. He was so compassionate and caring and I'm sure he was already thinking of a million ways to make Peter suffer for breaking my heart. It's funny that he doesn't have a clue that I broke up with Peter because of him, because he was the one I was in love with, not Peter, and I couldn't continue living a lie, even after I finally knew about his engagement. Now he is no longer engaged and I am definitely single, but where exactly does that leave us? Well nowhere actually. He was still my best friend and he had no clue that I wanted him to be more than that. His gentle kiss on my hand was all I needed to stir up my mood. I smiled a little and tucked my hand awa
Chapter 12DamonI did not run after Vanessa like a knight in shining armour, I was no knight in any armour whatsoever. I was a confused, scared love sick computer genius who could not even make his best friend happy.And as much as I wanted to run after her and figure out what exactly was going on in that head of hers, I knew her better than to make that horrible mistake. If it got so bad that she had to run away from me, then it means that I'm the last face she would want to see and trying to be there for her now would just be like adding salt to injury. I had to give her time. She is someone to make terrible decisions when she is angry and trying to talk calmly with her only makes things worse…. I would know, I'm her best friend after all and I've seen her good, her bad and her ugly.Also I couldn't even run after her if I tried. I was still trying to process what just happened and how it blew up so fast I couldn't even take a breath. One minute we were having an awesome time to