Chapter 55: RYDER

"You straight? It's time to get out of here. Be sure to take everything you need because you won't be coming back here for a while." Tyler came into the room to find me standing there, lost in thought. Every once in a while, I'll get hit with a flash of memory that I wasn't sure was real, and I'll have to stop and think it through to make sure that I wasn't having some type of withdrawal effect.

Right now, though, I was thinking of the best way to play this. I have to think about Elena with my every move now, and since she didn't know what I was involved with, the way things may look to her, and the way the press was going to play this, it could very well set us back.

I kept my head down as we left because there was nothing more fun than reading everyone's thoughts on what I was feeling or doing. No doubt the headlines will read that I was bereft and heartbroken or some other such crap because they'd been conditioned for the last five years to believe that I was deeply in love with tha