CHAPTER ONE
CLARIZ NASSANDRA ‘NASS’NASSYThe day has finally come for me to meet him again. Ang laki ng ngisi ko. Daig ko pa ang clown sa pagkalaki nito. Wala pa man lang ay para na akong sumasayaw sa ibabaw ng ulap. habang nakatingin ako sa labas ng bintana ay mukha ng kaisa-isang lalaki ang nakikita ko sa asul na langit.Para akong nanginig sa kilig. Hindi ko alam kung kailan ako nag-umpisa na makaramdam ng ganito para sa kanya.Excited ako rito habang nakatingin sa plane ticket ko, na nakaipit pa talaga sa aking paboritong libro. This is my plane ticket, going to the most desirable place in the World. Ang tagal ko itong hinintay at inisip nang maayos.Who am I going to see anyway, at bakit ganito ba ang nararamdaman ko? My mother's adopted brother, not by papers but verbally adopted since they were kids.I haven’t seen him in a while, and that while means five years. I wanted to literally jump and yell when Daddy finally said yes, granting my request to study in Washington. DC. Hindi naging madali ang pinagdaan ko. I had a very hard time convincing him to grant my 18th birthday wish and Mom almost blew him in front of me when he started to show his dominant de Lorenzo attitude over her. But knowing how much he loves Mommy, of course, he’d knock himself down on his knees when Mom started to raise her brows like she was ready to turn him into smithereens.I giggle at the thought.Kawawa naman si Daddy. But knowing my Mom, kakambal ko siya sa kalokohan, at mapapanot na si Daddy sa kunsumisyon sa aming dalawa kapag pinagtutulungan namin siyang asarin. And what do we get as punishments? Gosh, walang kamatayang halik at yakap.But Mom is the best Mom ever. She’s loving and caring though she’s still so young. She’s my best friend, other than Rechel who flew to Walla-Walla three days ago for her late enrollment. Mommy’s taking care of Daddy Bryan. He is also not Mommy’s real brother but sure she loves him like one, just like Caine.Daddy Caine? Oh no, I don’t look at him as my Daddy for he was my greatest crush. Mom knows while Dad doesn’t.I could still recall how I begged Daddy Caine to come after me for a rescue. I know I’ll always have his back when it comes to asking for favors from my Dad because my father is so strict!Unlike my cousin Brooke, ipinagtutulakan na siya ni Daddy Adam na mag-asawa sa edad na 21. Medyo pihikan kasi si Ate, mana kay Mommy Yza. But we have one thing in common – NBSB only that, boyish type si Ate. She had an expertise in taekwondo and has good hands in handling guns. While me, may expertise ako sa katarayan, kaya madalas galit si Daddy.“You’re fucking beautiful so I must keep an eye on you, just like what I did to your Mom,” Daddy’s words of course.Exactly that night of my 18th birthday, I received a call from Caine. I thought he wouldn’t greet me anymore but before midnight, he still made it. I almost jumped in excitement when he did and I heard his husky baritone voice over the phone. Only that, I’ve heard a woman’s voice over the line. I may be just eighteen but I’m aware of those things. I knew what those woman’s moans meant and I knew exactly right what ‘fuck me from behind means’.He’s bloody hell having sex and I hate him for that! Nasaktan ako na sobra sa narinig ko na iyon.I maybe still a virgin but I certainly know many things about sex, blow jobs, hand jobs, etc. And those words I’ve heard over the phone broke my heart. Hindi naman ako malandi. Open minded lang ako sa mga ganung bagay. Hindi ko pa naman iyon nasusubukan na gawin at ayokong gawin.Umiyak pa ako pero tama si Mommy. Dahil sa sinabi ni Mommy na pigilan ko ang sarili ko sa nararamdaman ko na paghanga sa lalaking para ko na rin daw na ama, ganun ang ginagawa ko.Nasasaktan ako pero ayokong magmukmok dito na parang katapusan na ng buhay. I love myself.I like my supposed to be second Daddy. Para na siyang kapatid ni Mommy pero ewan ko kung bakit lumaki ako na humahanga sa kanya. I’ve missed him during those times when he wasn’t home, and I worried too much when I heard that he was sent to Afghanistan. Akala ko hindi ko na siya makikita. That of all the most dangerous places in the world was the deadliest. It was a piece of living hell on Earth’s crust. Pardon and no offense meant. Gladly, Daddy Caine made it. He visited us before he joined the war and that was the last time we saw each other. After that, he became so – aloof, forgetting that little girl who always wished for him to come home.May pakiramdam ako na sinasadya niya iyon. Hindi ko alam kung mali ako, kaya kahit paano ay gumawa ako ng paraan para makita siya ulit. Nasa tamang edad na ako. Ayokong tumanda na hindi ko siya nakakasama.Makasama ko lang siya roon ay sapat na. Wala akong intensyon na ano man. Doon pa rin ako sa sabi ni Mommy na pigilan ko ang sarili ko.Hindi ako makukuntento kung wala akong gagawin para magkita kami. Isa pa, pag-aaral pa rin ang numero uno kong sadya roon.I had to try it for nobody caught my attention, since him, only him. None of my classmates ever captured my interest. Lahat ng proms ay hindi ko sinalihan dahil ayoko ng iba. I wanted Caine to be my escort but he had been such a very cold and hard guy. Baka baliw na siya pagkatapos ng pakikipag-bombahan sa gyera.Now I’m going to see him and he can do nothing about it. I’ll live in his place whether he likes it or not, and Mom thought that it was a decent idea. She said it was a good idea because there was the bravest man on earth who would look after me.May tiwala sa akin si Mommy.Igalang ko raw ang pagiging magkapamilya namin, iyon ang sinabi niya sa akin.That’s what I’m trying to do but all I wanted was to live with him. Nangangako ako na wala akong gagawin. It’s painful to fall in love with the wrong person but I will try my best not to push myself to the verge of hell. I’ll try to push him to some other women around if that’s what I have to do.Masasaktan ako alam ko pero at least ay magkasama kami kahit ito na ang huli.CHAPTER 1Hindi maipinta ang mukha ni Daddy nang ihatid nila ako sa airport. Nakangiti ako habang nakamasid sa kabuuan ng lugar.This is EGA. Papalipad na ako papunta kay Daddy Caine ngayong araw, tulad ng napagkasunduan nila ni Mommy.Dito ko gusto, hindi sa private plane namin. Gusto kong maging normal na pasahero. Wala akong bodyguards, wala akong driver. Pagdating doon, may sarili akong disposisyon. Hindi ako ang mala-prinsesa na anak ni Jix de Lorenzo. I am just an ordinary student.Excited ako rito sa magiging buhay ko, as an independent woman. Malayo ako sa Mommy ko at sa Daddy ko.Nasa akin ang susi ng bahay ni Caine. I believe, ibinigay niya talaga iyon sa Mommy ko dati pa, para raw anytime na lumipad kami sa lugar na iyon at wala siya, may matutuluyan kami.“Dad, give me hug now.” Sabi ko nang balingan ko si Dad.Tumingin lang siya sa akin na para bang gusto niyang bawiin ang pagpayag na ginawa niya sa hiling ko. Kilala ko na ang mga tingin na ganito ng Daddy ko.“You behav
Chapter 1.1Caine“KEYS!” I snapped.Agad akong pumihit pabalik sa loob ng kwarto pa kunin ang susi ng kotse.Damn. Nababalisa ako na sobra dahil sa sinabi ni Nikka. Baka naligaw na si Nassy at hindi na alam kung paano pupunta rito.Bakit naman kasi pinayagan ni Jix ang makulit na iyon na lumipad mag-isa. Wala akong kaalam-alam. Tulog ako sa kandungan ng babae.After getting my keys, I turned around immediately to leave. Agad akong bumaba at dumiretso sa pinto. Agad ko itong kinabig. I almost literally dropped my jaws when I saw this gorgeous teen in front of me when I opened the door.Nandito na ang babaeng hahanapin ko.Thank God!“Daddy Caine!” she screamed my name and jumped at my doorstep like a five-year-old kid who saw her newest toy. What the fuck? I widened my eyes in surprise. Is she for real? Para akong binuhusan ng yelo sa kinatatayuan ko. Kahit na alam kong nag-flight na siya, hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala na nandito na siya ngayon.My little Kisses.She was supposed
CHAPTER 2NASSYI HEARD the door clicked. Agad akong napalingon dahil lumabas na si Daddy Caine.“Oemgeeee!” tili ko saka ako nagtatalon sa sobra kong saya.Ngayon ko naramdaman ang pagbuhos ng regla ko. May regla na pala ako fashion show to the max pa ako kanina papalabas ng hotel. I took a bath earlier but I found no blood on my underwear. Malamang dinatnan ako bigla nang makaalis na ako sa hotel room.Nag-aalala na rin ako na sobra kina Mommy. For sure, they were so worried. Tumalikod akong muli. I feel like walking in the air. Para akong nasa alapaap. I am so happy.Ang gwapo ni Daddy Caine.“Hey.”Agad akong napalingon nang bigla ulit bumukas ang pinto at napatanga ako sa kagwapuhan niya. Caine was already wearing his sunglass.“Yes?” pormal kong tanong.“Here’s the phone. Call your parents right away. Baka matagalan ako.”Matagalan? Napakunot ako.“How many tons of napkin will you buy?”He looked at me with a serious aura. Sanay na ako sa ganung mukha niya. Kahit na nakakatawa na
Chapter 2.1NassyI NOTICED that he averted his gaze after staring at me. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito ang reaksyon niya. Do I look awful? I checked myself in the mirror again. I look okay, as far as I know.Tuluyan siyang pumasok.“Your grumpy Dad?” the corner of his lips ascended.“Same as you.” I followed it with a giggle and Caine looked at me through his lashes.Ay shet! Kinikilig ako. Ang pogi-pogi mo! Kalma, Nassandra. Hanggang kilig ka lang.“Is that your Daddy Caine, anak?” Dad asked over the phone. Kamuntik ko nang makalimutan na kausap ko nga pala siya.“Uhm, yes, Dad. He bought me some sanitary napkins, dinatnan kasi ako.”“Silly woman. You’re not even prepared? When will you ever learn, sweetheart? Hindi mo namana ang ganyang mga bagay sa Mommy mo,” He declared but I just rolled my eyes as I watched Caine landed the paper bags on the table in front of me. He’s towering tall as he keeps on watching every move that my lips make. Nakakailang. Ano ba siya? Nakangiti pa si
CHAPTER 3CAINESHIT!Napamura ako habang ramdam ko ang pagkabalisa. Nagagawa kong itago pero sa loob ko ay para akong sasabog. Diyos ko. Ako ba ay masusunog na nang tuluyan sa impyerno? Paano ako nauwi sa ganito?Why can’t I stop the throbbing of my dick? This is wrong but my shaft is such a traitor. I madly massage my nape as I start to walk back and forth. Siya pa rin ang maliit na bata na iyon na inalagaan ko. I must not look at her with lust and must not put a lot of malice in every little thing that she does. I have to remind myself that she’s just so sweet. I must respect her and protect her, and protect her even more to a fucker like me! Damn it!Malamang, siya ay parang tigre kung umasta dahil spoiled siya sa akin pero parte iyon ng pagiging napakalambing niya. She looks at me like her Daddy and fuck my dickhead for overreacting with that simple kiss.Aba, Ginoong Maria, iligtas mo ako! Napadasal ako nang wala sa oras.She even kept on giggling after that as if telling me t
CHAPTER 4NASSNAKAKUNOT noo ako sa nakikita kong bahay. Hindi ako sigurado kung ito na nga. Malay ko ba na napakalaki pala ng subdivision na ito.Sakay ako ng convertible car ni Caine.“Are you sure she’s here, Kisses?” Tanong niya sa akin.“Sabi niya ito. Look.”Ipinakita ko sa kanya ang litrato na ipinagsend ni Rechel sa akin via MMS.“She said blue house.”Kulang ang sabihin ko na nahulog ang mga panga niya pagkakita sa litrato.“Blue? Great,” he answered. Ako man ay natawa rin dahil para siyang gigil na tumitig sa akin nang ibaba niya ang sunglass niya.Lahat ng bahay dito ay blue at iisa ang itsura.“Sorry na!” sabi kong tumatawa.Naiiling na lang siya. Ang saya-saya ko na magkasama kami ngayon. Totoo ba ito? I mean, I see his grumpy but so handsome face. He’s just inches away from me. Gusto kong umiyak, deep inside habang tinititigan ko siya.“Wait here. I’ll knock at that door.”“Sama na ako sa iyo,” nakalabi kong sabi. Hindi na siya umimik.I opened the door of the car but
CHAPTER 5CAINE“Ohhh god! Ohh god! Walker, I’m… I…I…” the woman screamed as she reached her fourth climax. I kept on rocking her hips back and forth while she started convulsing on top of me.Shit!I close my eyes as I explode. Fuck! Biglang tila kidlat ang mukha ni Nassandra na pumasok sa utak ko. This is how I ended, fucking a woman. The supposed to be applicant who had to show me her swimming expertise was squirming on top of me. She showed her expertise in riding a dick and I showed my expertise when it comes to banging a pussy.What's her damn name? Amy? Miss Amy Conrad?She collapsed on top of me, still writhing. Then, the door suddenly swung open after a loud thug.Damn it! Gustong lumundag ng mga mata ko papalabas nang makita ko kung sino ang dumating. What the hell is my Kisses doing here?“You’re a manwhore, Caine Nicholas Walker the fucker! Gagawin ko ‘yang longganisa! Bwisit ka!” Nassandra yelled. She’s really mad and she’s carrying a long samurai.Holy Jesus! Puputulin
Chapter 5.1Caine “Now tell me, does an interview make a man’s shirt be worn inside out? Would it even make a man forget his girl and keep her waiting for more than two hours while he promised that he'd come by before she knew it? Look at your neck!” hinampas niya ako sa dibdib.“Aw baby.”I caught her wrists and kissed her hands but she stomped her foot.“Look at your neck! May kiss mark ka pa! You couldn’t change the fact that you fucked a woman and lied at all!”she punches my arm.I touch my own neck. Shit. I never noticed Amy made a mark on my skin.And I was shocked. How could Nass possibly even know a kiss mark? Did she even try having one before?Inalis ko iyon sa isip ko. “Look, Nass. This is my nature and please do try to understand. Come on, let’s go home.” I open the door and hold her arm but she pushes it aside in a harsh way.Iyon na lang ang sinabi ko para huwag na rin niyang gaanong lagyan ng kontrol ang mga ginagawa ko.“At least have some respect and don’t put me at