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I wanted to sound with all the rudeness in the world, I wanted him to hate me to the point of stopping looking for me, avoiding making it so clear that he still wanted more from me. All because I was scared of my own way of missing you. Just because I wanted him to touch me again and remind me how good that moment had been in his car. But I also blamed myself for acting in a cowardly way until then, when he exposed his concerns and implied that if it were for him, that magical night would not have ended with just a single sex.

"What's it like? "He asked, and now it is his eyes that widened, but not in an expression of fright. It was pure disappointment that I found on his face. "You should spare me. How do you run away in the middle of a date with a person just because you don't find them attractive? His obligation was, at the very least, to say that he preferred to end the meeting there. And don't run away like crazy. I thought you had fallen inside that bridge, I was shocked when I