Let me hold you

Kira's POV

I sniffed loudly into the tissue, wiping at it, my entire nose and cheek got stained with mucus. It only triggered another bout of tears and I let them out freely.

Amber sat on the couch in front of me with a disapproving look on her face. “you cry so horribly. Can't you at least cry with some actual style.”

I snort out a tear and laughter at the same time, “how does one do that?”

“You learn to cry like an English woman, members of the royal court. They hardly shed a tear.”

“You have been reading too much of Shakespeare. I am certain they let out this sort of ugly tears in the corners of their rooms.”

She rolled her eyes, “whatever, it's enough with those tears. Mum would walk in now and think it's something serious.”

I stared at her in disbelief, “how can you demean the cause of my pain as nothing serious?”

“Don't be ridiculous, sis, you are only here crying because your ego is too big for you to swallow. Why won't you just call him?”

I shrugged my shoulder stubbornly,