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Chapter 23: Bruises
[Erin]
I'm not sure what to think or feel anymore. I desperately wanted to cry, but there were no tears left in my inside eyes, or better yet they got tired of weeping. My body felt numb all throughout, while I am sore down there. I curled to the side, trying to cover up my naked body with a thick duvet, and closed my eyes, hoping this was all a nightmare. That Micah will come to my room and wake me up for breakfast.Just then, I could just forget it. However, that is not what it is. The pain is still there. The stinging sensation burning down on my private area lingered. Reminding me of how I am being violated as a woman. I let out a long shaky breath, peeling my eyes open and looked upon at my reflection in the mirrored ceiling. My red-painted room, dimly lighted, was specifically made for someone just like me. A mere toy for him to play with.An object for pleasure.A mess and nothing else.Inside my head, my life flashes in recollecRelated chapters
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[Erin]He does a terrific job lathering me up. He washed my skin with a loofah, taking care not to scratch the bruises that littered my body. I am sitting like a child in his lap, but Nikolai doesn’t seem to mind like I weigh nothing more than a feather. He was treating me delicately, like if I were a fragile little thing that could be damaged at any time.But I am already broken. Shattered in a million fragments. My life had already fallen apart before he even purchased me for his pleasure. I am nothing. Nothing.“Lift your arms.” Suddenly, Nikolai cooed next to my ears, his breath tickling the base of my neck, and I became acutely aware that he was completely naked beneath me. My back was turned to face him, and the hard plane of his torso was pressing against my small body.As I follow his soft instructions, the water ripples in my wake as I elevate my arms, allowing the rivulets of water droplets to run down my arms in a warm stream.
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[Erin]Nikolai wrapped my body in a bundle of the thick fluffy towel before he lifted me up and walked out of the bathroom. I look like a toddler when I am in his arms. My entire height does not even reach his chest, therefore I am essentially a child in comparison to him. It's no surprise that he refers to me as his doll…or that because he sees me as his leisure, his favorite toy to play with when he’s bored.The thought causes a sharp pain to strike me in the chest that I can't seem to shake. I have to swallow hard to keep the sobs from erupting and blink my eyes repeatedly to keep my vision from becoming blurred. I also made a conscious effort to keep my breathing steady so he wouldn't notice my depressed state of mind.He gently put me down on the bed, my feet dangling over the end, and then he took another towel that was slung across his shoulders and dried my hair.None of us had spoken since our conversation at the tub, although
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[Erin] “Rise and shine!” Micah’s voice filled my ears and my eyes were stinging from the abrupt burst of brilliant light that flooded into my room, swooshing draperies sliding to the side of my window. The burning sun rays penetrating through my close lids, immediately earning a loud groan eliciting from my throat.“M…rning,” I mumbled half awake, slurring off the word as I rolled to my side, gripping my blanket and pulling it over my head.How come it is already morning? I haven’t gotten enough sleep yet, and my body is feeling heavy, along with the soreness tingling between my legs. Just then, everything dawned on me faster than the lightning speed as the last night’s event came rushing down to my senses like a fountain of cold water. My eyes shot opened and I remained rigid under my duvet, the warmth of my own breath fanning off my face as I stared on my knees that has been curled up closer to my chin. Noting the faint pink scar left by my healed wound.
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[Erin] What I don't know is if I was just hallucinating or if Nikolai's voice really did make my room shake. I could feel my heart pounding loudly even without turning around to look at him. Micah’s body trembled with fear as she fastened the final clasp on my sandals before standing up and bending herself into an exaggerated bow.“Please forgive me, master,” she whimpered in a low, almost inaudible voice, begging for forgiveness as though she had committed a grave crime against Nikolai.I blinked, unable to move. My back snapped, and my body stiffened. My heart went crazy in my chest soon. I felt a warm heavy breath fanning at the base of my neck.“I told you to get ready in two hours, but it took you more than three. Didn’t I make myself clear?”My breath caught in my throat as a pair of enormous hands grasped both of my arms, his low and dangerous tone resonating against the lobe of my ear, his lips sensually grazing the tip, causing an involuntary s
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