"What was that?!" Kenzie's solemn face made me shut my eyes, stopping myself from saying something that might offend them.
We are all here outside the Hospital's room in Atlas Org Headquarters. Kasalukuyang ginagamot ng mga Doctor sina Vraxx at Iri kasama ni Ira, kami lamang ng mga pinsan ko ang nandito sa labas ng silid.
"Are you falling for Caldwell?"
Awtomatikong napadilat ang mga mata ko nang marinig ang tanong na iyon galing kay Kenzie. I pursed my lips as I feel my heart thumping so loud and fast. Napipilan ako at hindi kaagad nakahanap ng tamang salita na sasabihin.
Kenzie looks confused and angry at the same time, the reason why I was a bit confused too. I examined all of their reactions, and I was flabbergasted to noticed that they are all has the same expressions.
Heck! This is what they want right?
"Oh damn it! Don't fucking answer my question, Xiania! I k
"What should we do?" Ira asked problematically. "Wala tayong dapat na gawin-" "Anong wala? Ilang araw na silang hindi nag papansinan!" "Let them! Mas lalo lang lalala kapag nakialam tayo!" Iri hissed. "Shh! Ingay mo naman, baka marinig tayo!" I rolled my eyes boredly when I heard those two rats-whispering to each other-as if I can't hear them talking about me though. I am here inside our room. It's been almost a week since Vraxx and I fought with each other. Mula noon, hindi pa rin kami nagkaka-ayos o nag-uusap man lang. Bukod sa galit ako, panay rin ang iwas niya sa akin at parang ilag pa. I don't mind though. "I can hear you two! Anong ginagawa niyo rito?" I asked nonchalantly while sitting comfortably at my bed. Vraxx has been sleeping at the guestroom since that night. Wala siyang angal at kaagad na sinunod ang anumang utos ko.
"Vraxx oh, si Xiania ayaw pa pumunta sa taas—""Iri!" I grunted in annoyance and stood up, panicking.Humalakhak sila Ira at Iri sa pagmamadali kong kumaripas ng takbo patungo sa taas. My steps are all heavy as I sauntered upstairs. Hindi na ako nag abala pa na lumingon sa kwarto namin dahil sabi naman niya ay sa Playroom daw kami mag uusap.I wonder if it's true... Usap lang ba talaga? I cussed myself when I realized that my thoughts was clouded by something green.Stop it, Xiania. You're not like this. Stop being so horny because of this argument!I swallowed hard when I am already in front of the Playroom's door. I breathed deeply and touched the cold metal of the doorknob. I slowly twisted it open and was about to push it back when someone spoke."What are you doing?" Vraxx asked in a cold tone.Agad akong napabaling sa gawi niya. My mou
"Vraxx!" My body was lethargic, it feels heavy and tired, probably too drained because of the consecutive release. I shut my eyes when I felt Vraxx' flickering tongue and lips, devouring my wet flesh in between my thighs. The pleasure was too intense and delicate, it was slowly burning my senses as well as my whole body. I shut my eyes tightly, my fists clenched and my body sweat hard as pleasure built up inside me. "Shit!" I cussed after the mind blowing release that made my body stiffened up. I catch up my breath while composing myself. My flesh feels sensitive as it keeps on throbbing. I panted when my drowsy eyes glinted sensually when I met Vraxx' blazing gaze. His lips curved into a sexy smirk. "How's my tongue, baby?" he whispered while crawling on the top of me. Napapikit ako nang maramdaman ang mainit na buga ng hininga niya sa mukha ko. He's also panting he
"Mag ti-tiktok kami ng mga kaibigan ko kasi uso," rinig ko mula sa speaker ng cellphone na gamit nina Iri at Vraxx mula sa sala. Ginagaya nila ang buka ng bibig niyon.Pamilyar iyon at parang narinig ko na rin sa kung saan ang boses. It sounds like Siri? Or, nah. Is it google?Pababa pa lang kami ni Ira at patungo sa gawi ng dalawa, kunot-noo na kaming nagka-tinginan nito.The moment we entered inside the living area. We saw the two idiots filming themselves in front of Iri's phone. Naka upo ang dalawa sa sofa habang ang cellphone ay naka patong sa ibabaw ng lamesa gamit ang tripod.Vraxx' eyebrows were curled. Kuryuso siyang naka tingin sa sariling repleksyon sa cellphone. While Iri is just grinning from ear to ear. Tila nag hihintay ng maririnig muli doon."Sino ang pinaka magaling manligaw?" the google voice asked.Both of their faces lifted up. Sabay nilang tinuro ang sarili nila. Vraxx scoffed while glaring at Iri."Mas magaling
I woke up because of my Parent's messages. Tanghali naman na kaya naisipan ko na rin na bumangon. Mom: How are you, Anak? I typed my reply. Ako: I'm fine, Mom. How about you and Dad? Mom and Dad have the same content of message, kaya naman halos pareho lang din ang sagot ko nang maka pag reply ako. Mom: Have you thought about the exact wedding date? Hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman nang mabasa ko iyon. Pero mas hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili nang marealized na nag iisip ako ng specific date para doon. I cussed myself. I will never get married. I've been bothered by my own principles since the day that I gave myself to Vraxx. I saw and I noticed every single thing that has changed ever since that night happened between us. Ayaw kong isipin, at pilit ko rin na isinasantabi iyon dahil ayaw kong aminin ang totoo. I am still scared. I wasn't ready yet. Sa halip na mag reply sa
"Ahh... Vraxx..." I moaned while meeting his thrusts.We were making love inside the bathroom. Weeks after what happened between us, sunod sunod nang nasundan pa iyon. Ni hindi ko na naisip kung mabubuntis ako o ano. We never used any protections. I didn't even bother to take pills.The heck, Xiania!"Damn baby," Vraxx cussed.Halos kilabutan ako sa paraan ng pagkakasabi niya no'n. I was so turned on. He was too. Ramdam ko ang rahas at pinaghalong pag iingat niya sa bawat galaw. I almost lost my mind. Hindi ko inakala na malilibot namin ang buong bahay dahil lang sa sex! We made love in each corner of the house! Wala kasing tao pansamantala dahil pansin ko na parang busy sina Iri at Ira sa Org. Mayroon na din kasi silang patong patong na mission.Speaking of mission, I have one tomorrow.Vraxx started to thrust harder and faster inside me. I rolled my ey
For years, I used to asked myself... Why do I feel like I am a bit different to other people around me? Sila, may kanya kanyang problema at ang ilan ay magkakapareho pa. While me? I don't have any problems at all. Normal ba iyon? Maybe yes. Siguro ay hindi pa kasi iyon ang tamang oras at panahon upang ibigay sa'yo 'yung dapat mo na maranasan. Ang ibig sabihin ba noon... Sinasanay niya muna ang sarili ko, bago ako sumubok sa isang bagay na magiging challenge para sa akin? If that's the truth then... Ito na ba 'yon? Me... being sexually harassed by my friend... While his girlfriend was freaking watching the whole scene? Why? Why did it happened? Why do I have to suffer like that? Why do we have to suffer like that? Do I deserve it? Did I do something horrible from the past? Am I that bad? Sa pagkakaalam ko, mabuti naman ang hangarin ko nang
I'm no saint. I admit that I already did many sins in my whole existence. I would never denied it, but is it a right and enough reason for me to experience this kind of misery?I still believe that I don't deserve all this shits. I know that I am not the only one who was harassed like that. May mas malala pa dito, pero hindi naman iyon dapat ikinukumpara sa kung sino ang mas malala at mabigat na karanasan hindi ba?Maybe this is my Karma? Masasama naman ang mga binubura ko sa mundong ito. But it will be justify what I did? Of course, not. It is a sin. Killing is a sin. No one can justifies what I did.Kaya baka nga... Tama lang sa akin 'to. Bagay lang sa akin... Kasi, masama naman ako. Demonyo at nagkakasala, kaya't dapat lang sa akin 'to. Mabuti nga.So... If I will abort the baby or kill myself with her—Will I go to the hell even more?I stared nonchalantly at the white rectangular pregnancy test that was placed on the sink. Naibato ko iyon