"Ahh... Vraxx..." I moaned while meeting his thrusts.
We were making love inside the bathroom. Weeks after what happened between us, sunod sunod nang nasundan pa iyon. Ni hindi ko na naisip kung mabubuntis ako o ano. We never used any protections. I didn't even bother to take pills.
The heck, Xiania!
"Damn baby," Vraxx cussed.
Halos kilabutan ako sa paraan ng pagkakasabi niya no'n. I was so turned on. He was too. Ramdam ko ang rahas at pinaghalong pag iingat niya sa bawat galaw. I almost lost my mind. Hindi ko inakala na malilibot namin ang buong bahay dahil lang sa sex! We made love in each corner of the house! Wala kasing tao pansamantala dahil pansin ko na parang busy sina Iri at Ira sa Org. Mayroon na din kasi silang patong patong na mission.
Speaking of mission, I have one tomorrow.
Vraxx started to thrust harder and faster inside me. I rolled my ey
For years, I used to asked myself... Why do I feel like I am a bit different to other people around me? Sila, may kanya kanyang problema at ang ilan ay magkakapareho pa. While me? I don't have any problems at all. Normal ba iyon? Maybe yes. Siguro ay hindi pa kasi iyon ang tamang oras at panahon upang ibigay sa'yo 'yung dapat mo na maranasan. Ang ibig sabihin ba noon... Sinasanay niya muna ang sarili ko, bago ako sumubok sa isang bagay na magiging challenge para sa akin? If that's the truth then... Ito na ba 'yon? Me... being sexually harassed by my friend... While his girlfriend was freaking watching the whole scene? Why? Why did it happened? Why do I have to suffer like that? Why do we have to suffer like that? Do I deserve it? Did I do something horrible from the past? Am I that bad? Sa pagkakaalam ko, mabuti naman ang hangarin ko nang
I'm no saint. I admit that I already did many sins in my whole existence. I would never denied it, but is it a right and enough reason for me to experience this kind of misery?I still believe that I don't deserve all this shits. I know that I am not the only one who was harassed like that. May mas malala pa dito, pero hindi naman iyon dapat ikinukumpara sa kung sino ang mas malala at mabigat na karanasan hindi ba?Maybe this is my Karma? Masasama naman ang mga binubura ko sa mundong ito. But it will be justify what I did? Of course, not. It is a sin. Killing is a sin. No one can justifies what I did.Kaya baka nga... Tama lang sa akin 'to. Bagay lang sa akin... Kasi, masama naman ako. Demonyo at nagkakasala, kaya't dapat lang sa akin 'to. Mabuti nga.So... If I will abort the baby or kill myself with her—Will I go to the hell even more?I stared nonchalantly at the white rectangular pregnancy test that was placed on the sink. Naibato ko iyon
I pushed him. Vraxx was about to ask more, but I pushed him even more. I pushed him towards the door and locked myself inside my room without explaining more. Now, I am sitting on the ground again, alone and devastated. Panay ang agos ng luha ko at wala na yata iyong humpay sa pag tigil. I heard some commotion downstairs, but I choose to be deaf for hours to cry out what I feel. It was Vraxx, I can still hear his infuriated voice downstairs. Siguro'y kausap niya ang mga pinsan ko o sina Mommy. Siguro nag tatanong na siya ngayon tungkol sa talagang nangyari. Alam niya na... Alam na ni Vraxx, iiwan na niya ako, hahayaan na niya ako. I laughed with full of sarcasm after I thought of that. Sino nga ba naman ang tatanggap pa sa akin matapos malaman na nagalaw na ako ng iba? Kaibigan niya pa mismo, tapos may nabuo pa. Nakakadiri ako. Nakakasuka. Dagdag
Ira died... And it was because of me. She killed herself because of me.Tulala ako habang pinapanood ang mga medical team ng Atlas sa pag alis ng katawan ni Ira sa pagkakabigti. I didn't know where did she get that freaking rope. Hinang hina ako habang nakatitig sa katawan niyang unti unting inililipat sa stretcher.Someone checked her pulse. My lips parted and hopefully looked at the Man's face. Sumulyap ito sa kasama niya sabay umiling. My heart clenched literally.Parang pinapatay din ako sa sobrang sakit.Harriet was crying too. Yakap yakap siya ni Diveghn, while Wright stayed beside me. Si Kenzie at Tito Harry ang nag aasikaso sa mga Medical Team. Our parents were all flabbergasted by what happened. Kasalukuyan nang kino-contact ang Parents ni Ira."I can't reach them out.""Ang alam ko ay wala na siyang magulang," Tito Harry tried to search for some Ira's papers from
Sometimes, when you were already betrayed by people who you trusted, the more it will be harder for you to trust again. But what if, that person who betrayed you suddenly confessed that he's not the one who did that to you, what will you fucking do?Because me? I don't fucking know anymore. I don't know what should I say, I don't know what should I do, and I don't know whom should I fucking trust.Ang hirap. Ang hirap hirap buuin muli ng tiwalang minsan ng nasira. Ang hirap na ulit maniwala sa oras na may kasinungalingan nang nalaman noong una. Ang hirap nang ibalik muli kung nalamatan na.That's why now that Iri was saying this to me, hindi ko magawang maniwala. I admit that there's a small part inside me that's giving him the benefit of the doubt, because I somehow knew him for months already. But will it justify what he did?It hurt me even more when I realized that my stupid self was eating me again. E
Mabigat ang katawan ko at masama ang pakiramdam nang magising ako. I was already inside my room. My eyes quickly landed at the side of me, where my Mom is. Tipid siyang ngumiti habang pinupunasan ang katawan ko.My eyes drifted to my clothes. Ternong silk pajama na iyon ngayon."I already changed your clothes," ani Mommy.I slowly rise up. Inalalayan ako ni Mommy at kaagad akong inabutan ng isang baso ng tubig. I carefully sipped on it. Ibinalik niya rin iyon sa side table nang matapos ako.Suddenly, I remembered what happened awhile ago."How's the wake, Mom?" pag bubukas ko ng topic.Mom looks hesitant at first, but she still managed to tell me the truth."Inayos na ng mga pinsan mo at nang ibang mga tao sa Org."I swallowed hard and looked down. "How about Iri?"Sandaling natahimik si Mommy. I waited for her answer for almost a minute. Sinikap ko na hindi magtama ang mga mata namin."He's already gone. Isinunod
Mapang-asar na tingin ang iginawad sa akin ni Harriet nang magtagpo ang mga mata naming dalawa. I glared at her instead. Alam ko ang nasa isip nito kaya ganyan ang reaksyon.Wala akong nagawa nang anunsyohin iyon ni Vraxx sa hapag. Tutol ako sa loob loob ko, ngunit hindi ko magawang isatinig dahil sa gulat. Kaya naman hinayaan ko na lamang muna sila na isipin na ayos para sa akin ang ideya nila."How are you hija?" Tita Daphne asked, Diveghn's Mom."I'm fine," tipid kong sagot."How about your pregnancy? Nahihirapan ka ba?"Umiling ako. "Regular naman po ang check up ko sa OB. Ayos lang naman siya.""Eight months na hindi ba?" paninigurado ni Tita Kerz, Mommy nila Kenzie at Harriet.I nodded.Mangha silang mga nakatingin sa akin. I was confused at first, but then I realized... Ako nga pala ang unang magkaka-anak sa amin. Sa akin ang unang apo!What the heck?!"So, alam na ang gender? What is it?" excited na tanong
Vraxx Volker Caldwell's Point of View I like her. It sounds so cliche and cringey but that's really what came first in my mind the moment I saw her with her cousins. She's so fascinating and alluring as f*ck. I don't know if it's just me or she's just really attractive at all freaking times. Iyong tipong kahit kumurap o huminga lang siya ay tingin mo'y nang aakit na. D*mn, or maybe I was just h*rny? Maybe I just want to get into her pants? I thought about my Mom. No, I don't like it. I don't want to disrespect a woman because I feel like I would be disrespecting my Mom too when I did that. So no, I just simply attracted to that girl. It's not lust, it's just a simple and shallow infatuation. "No boyfriend since birth," utas ni Wright nang magtanong ako sa kanya tungkol doon sa pinsan niyang gusto ko. Kusan