“Alexa…..”.I was back in that glass room again, and like always, it took me a moment to pull my thoughts together. I realized I had fallen asleep on the couch and Calan was saying my name. A John Steinbeck from The East of Eden Letters quote came to mind as I cracked my eyes open tiredly….. ‘But I do feel strange-almost unearthly. I’ll never get used to being alive. it’s a mystery. Always startled to find I’ve survived’. I stared up into his eyes, those greys that seemed to turn silver every now and then, that seemed to glow from time to time; I could never get used to their intensity, I could never get used to him being so close, to his face hovering over mine.“Let’s get you back to bed”. He said. For a moment I did nothing, just stared up at him tiredly; all the while my heartbeats slowed to a painful pace as my heart and throat begun constricting painfully. “Why didn’t you come sooner?”. I asked him once more. My voice was barely a whisper.I just so desperately wanted to kn
My heart clenched painfully and my conscience screamed at me as he begun making his way to my room, I know Micheal and I hadn’t done anything wrong but I couldn’t help but feel guilty, but feel bad for having let that happen in the first place. Did I regret it though? No, I didn’t, and I could never regret it.“Put me down”. I said quietly. My voice was thick with so much emotion that even I knew I sounded pained.“I just want to help you to your room; I’ll let you be afterwards”. He said to me. “I promise”.I blinked and a lone stream of tears went sliding down her cheek, she sniffled quietly and her heart pounded heavily with every step he took, she let her eyelids droop as the dizziness struck her, it felt as though the world was revolving around her at the moment. “Put me down”. She said again. She had spoken too late because he had somehow gotten to her room already, and so he lay her down on the bed gently. I pried my eyes open as I felt his warm breaths fan my face, I foun
‘You deserve better…..’“If you didn’t want to marry me that much then you shouldn’t have”. I croaked. He shook his head.“Was I to go against my father?”. He asked me. “Was I to know that you would expect love and roses from a marriage of convenience?”. He was right, but I couldn’t blame myself, I was young and he was everything a girl could fantasize about, it wasn’t my fault if I couldn’t help how I fell about him. “My father was everything to me, and he wanted me to marry you, and so I did”. He said to me. I nodded. I understood that, and I understood that he had left the woman he truly loved to marry me, I understood that that was why he had been so cold and distant, but I could never understand why he would go as far as being unwell for so long and not telling anyone about it. “Was it serious?”. I asked him after a long moment of heated silence. I knew it had to have been serious to have kept him away for so long, I just wanted him to say it, I wanted him to confirm. “I do
In his dark and luxurious office, Calan sat going through some reports when his phone vibrated subtly, his gaze flickered to the device to find Micheal's name displayed on the screen. He could guess why Micheal was calling and so he didn't pick the call, he didn't want to talk about it. The ringing nearly came to an end when the door opened and Micheal barged in with Rita, his secretary following closely while telling him that he wanted no guests at the moment. Of course, he ignored hee and walked right up to Calan's desk. "Sir wait, please....". Rita pleaded. She could lose her job for this and she was more worried about that than the fact that the boss didn't want guests at the moment. Micheal spun around to face her, and the sharp look in his eyes had her breath hitching at once. She stood there staring at him being unable to utter a single word. "That's alright. Rita, you may leave". Calan spoke at once. She nodded quickly before turning around and hurrying out. And once th
The day had passed by slowly and agonizingly, I had spent all day waiting for Micheal to get back to me, and when I didn’t hear from him I decided to call and he didn’t answer my call, and it was then I decided to try to face my problem on my own. And the very second I heard the sound of the gate opening outside I knew that Calan was back, I immediately abandoned my spot on my bed and hurried out of my room. And as I hurried through the hallway and down the stairs I realized that I had indeed lost a lot of weight, I felt light on my feet, too light and faint. But that didn’t stop me from carrying on; I gripped the banister tightly to keep me from falling in case I tripped. I got downstairs in time to see him stepping in, and on seeing me his eyes widened ever so slightly, almost as though he hadn’t expected to see me. He glanced at his watch before his gaze flickered back to mine. “It’s late”. He said to me. I knew it was late. Something told me that he deliberately stayed out l
It was late when Micheal got home, it had become a habit for him to return so late since his feelings for Alexa became so very complicated, it had become so hard to face April, too hard even, and so, he had decided to simply not face her unless he really had to. True that he usually returned from the office late, but not late enough to keep him from returning home before she turned in from the night. As the president of the Greyman’s College it was safe to say that he had a lot to do, but he exaggerated it every now and then just so he didn’t have to come home and deal with April. He made his way to the stairs and his regal footsteps against the marble staircase was the only sounds that disturbed the silence that had settled over the house. He rubbed his temple wearily as walked, it had been a long day and all he wanted at the moment was to take a shower and go straight to bed. It wasn’t just that though, the fact that he had ignored Alexa’s calls had been bothering him all day,
Her bosom continued to heave heavily, and when he did nothing still, she felt humiliated and foolish for having spoken up in the first place. Saying nothing more, she made an attempt to push him and walk away but his hand immediately went around her waist to keep her from leaving and he crashed his lips onto hers. It happened all too quickly, one moment she was attempting to leave and the next she was in his arms and he was kissing her. His tongue ravaged every corner of her mouth and she found herself too stunned to respond, she stood there while he kissed her senseless. And then he backed away when she was extremely breathless. "You don't seem to want this". He said to her. She hadnt responded, and he had noticed. She couldn't describe how she felt at the moment, she couldn't tell him that just a thorough kiss from him already had wetness pooling between her legs. "I do". She said breathlessly. There was no shame in admitting that she wanted this, in admitting that she wanted
"Breathe April, breathe". He had said to her during the course of the night. But how was she to breathe at that moment? How was it to breathe when there was so much pain? She wanted to scream but failed yo find her voice, and all she could do was shut her eyes tightly as hér fingers clutched the silken sheets tightly. She felt him plant tender kisses on her head and one of his hand was secured around her midriff to keep her from moving too much. "It's alright". He said to her soothingly. His voice had never sounded deeper and more alluring, and she tried her best to focus on it and not the pain. "It..hurts so much". She said. Her voice was merely a whisper but he heard and he planted another lingering kiss on her head to soothe her. "It'll pass soon". He assured her. "You're doing so well, so very well". His words encouraged her and she was more determined to get over the pain. "Breathe". And she forced herself to breathe, a she dragged in a shuddering breath before letting