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Stutter Boy 40. Chemistry lab Partners
Nate’s POVI had chemistry after Calculus and Miss Allen had told us to come to the laboratory during the hour. So when the bell rang, I quickly shot up from my chair wanting to reach the chemistry lab as fast as possible and get a place in the front so that I can see everything clearly when Miss Allen shows the procedures of the experiment we are about to do today. " Hey wait ! ", Ethan said grabbing my hands. " Why so hurry?", he asked picking his stuff with the other hand. " I need to g..go to chemistry lab. ", I said. " oh..I've physics this hour. We also have lab. Let's go together. ", he said smiling and sheepishly getting up from his chair. Chemistry and Physics lab are beside each other. " oh..then let's hurry.", I said and tried to yank my hands out of his grip. But strangely he wasn't leaving. He held my hands more tightly and then started walking out of the class, holding my hands. I was feeling a bi
Stutter Boy 41. I'm jealous
Ethan's POV For the first time in my life, I was insanely jealous. I couldn't bear to see Michael all touchy with the girl and smiling and blushing to her. He was making me crazy I couldn't believe I felt like dragging Michael out of the chemistry lab at the instant and kissing him right there, until he ran out of his breath. But I didn't do that. What I did was, I walked to one of the windows of the physics lab, got a lab manual from one of the girls inside, learned the experiment procedure quickly and went to the doors of the physics lab.Because Mr Robert had earlier threw me out of the lab for not learning the procedures of the experiment we were about to do today. He asks questions to random students every day and today I was one of those random students. And I was then quite happy to be thrown out. " Mr Robert, I learned the procedure. May I come in ?", I asked him permission, standing at the door.
Stutter Boy 42. I really fucked up
" Ethan, can I exchange seats with you please ??", Grace asked leaning forward on her seat." Why ?", Gavin instantly asked while Michael widened his eyes. " Ahmm...I better like that side.", She replied. " Sure..", I said and quickly stood up from my chair. Soon I was sitting beside Michael, comfortably leaning against the seat. And Grace was beside Milan. " Shit ! ", I heard Gavin murmur lowly whilst fisting his hands." Just exchange your seat with Milan.", I murmured to Gavin. " No..she surely don't want to sit near me.", Gavin said in an unpleasant tone. " I was watching. She was ignoring me whole day.", he grumbled. " Oh..C'mon..it's not that.", I mumbled to him. " No..It's okay Ethan. I'm Good. Let's watch the movie.", he said pointing at the screen. The movie was beginning. I ruffled my hair not knowing what to do about the both of them. But anyway, s
Stutter Boy 43. You freaking look like my brother
Nate's POVEthan and I didn't talk a word on Friday. Actually I didn't see him at all. He didn't join us for lunch. Gavin said Ethan had to urgently meet the football coach during lunch.I too was relieved about not seeing him. After yesterday's incident, I'm nervous to even look at him. I mean he was going to kiss me at the theatre.What I feared exactly happened. I don't know what actually Ethan want from me or how he sees me but one thing is clear, he isn't straight. He is interested in me that way.I don't know what to do. I feel nervous and scared.I'm clearly not interested in him. I'm not attracted to boys first of all. And he freaking looks like my brother. I just see Alex in him and how the hell am I gonna...I don't even want to continue talking about that.It's all my fault actually. Seeing Alex in him, I got close to him. He might have mistaken it fo
Stutter Boy 44. I'm not giving up too fast
To say I was shocked would be an understatement. I was beyond shocked. When Michael told me his friend Alex looked like me, it hadn't surprised me that much. But now after seeing the photos and knowing Alex is his brother, I don't know what to say. Why did his brother look so much like me ? I took a courageous step today, not only just to get disappointed but also to get shocked beyond the limits. Imagine your crush brother zoning you when to finally confess. My case was so worse than that. Anyway I had only a very little hope that Michael would accept my confession. I of course expected a rejection. But I couldn't help but tell my feelings to him. I was feeling suffocated the whole time I was at home. I couldn't take his face out of my mind.And I was once again clear about my feelings towards him after I jerked myself off in the bathroom thinking about him. I was thinking about his perfect plump lips and tasting them. I'm sure
Stutter Boy 45. I decided to move on
I looked at the rows of desks in front of me. I was standing in the front of the History classroom and thinking which desk I should choose to sit along with Michael. Which desk would Michael like to sit on the most ? Only three girls and a boy was inside the class cause the time was only 8:45 and class begins at 9. I couldn't wait to see Nate that I came here early hoping he also comes early. I had thought about joining Grace and Michael for breakfast but then today there was extra practice until 8:10 and when I reached Canteen at 8:25 after changing my dress, Michael and Grace had left. Grace had messaged me Michael headed to the library after breakfast to return a book. So he should be here now after returning it. But he isn't here yet. Maybe he is searching for some other book. Or wait ! Will he skip this class as he don't want to sit with me ? Should I need to go to the library and drag him here ? Okay, I'll leave
Stutter Boy 46. I'm all set ready to be the model
Nate’s POVI'm relieved Ethan don't have any problem with me. Yesterday I was really worried as he purposefully ignored me the whole day. He didn't even look in my direction when he walked into the Calculus class and he didn't join us for lunch. I thought he would continue to ignore me the rest of the year. But he talked to me and behaved really normally morning. And at lunch he joined us like usual and chatted with Grace, Gavin and Milan happily. He doesn't actually seem that sad about my rejection. He didn't talk to me much, though. And he didn't actually look at me during lunch. I was side eying him the whole time. I hope he really decided to move on. But something pains me. He stopped calling me Michael. He won't call me Michael anymore. Just Nate, Nate like everyone else. I wanted him to call me Michael. And I could understand the bitterness in his voice even though he said we are good. He said he is nothing special to me. But he
Stutter Boy 47. When can I finally stop running ?
I quickly broke the eye contact and looked away proceeding to take out my pencils. " So you are using water colour ?", he asked. " No..I don't think water colour would w..work well with eyes. I'm using C..colour pencils.", I replied taking out four skin tone pencils, a black and brown pencil from my pouch. " oh..I tried using colour pencils last year. But it didn't work well with me. I couldn't do the shading and mixing properly. Also the pencil quality was low. At last I gave up.", he sighed looking at the pencils in my hand. " Hmm..maybe I'll use oil paint. But will I be able to wonderfully copy down your Gorgeous blue eyes with oil paint ? I'm not sure." My heart skipped a beat at that. He had told me last day that my eyes are Gorgeous. He's again saying. Is he flirting with me ? " What's wrong ?", he asked as I fiddled with the pencils in my hand. " Ahmm..mine is Faber Castel Poly..c..chromos pencils. It's q..quality is good. Maybe
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