I still don’t know how I missed so many signs and all of Cedric’s hints about me being his destined mate. Was that why they always said it wouldn’t be known until you were twenty? Because eighteen-year-olds were just too brash? Or was that just a problem I had?
Watching Dereck leave, I couldn’t help but feel bad. He loved me so much, but the Moon had not given me to him. I still loved him, but accepting Cedric was important to me. And I was convinced keeping all of this a secret from me must have been troublesome too, and not just because of me. Then again, Dereck scolded both of us, so it’s not like he can’t handle us simultaneously.
“He’ll be fine,” Cedric whispers into my ear before leaning down to kiss my neck. I felt a shiver run through my body at the sensation. I wasn’t sure if I could satisfy Cedric in the state I was in, even if I had healed a bit.
“I know,” I replied, suddenly real
Even though I had agreed to leave them alone, I didn’t wander far from the bedroom. I wanted to be there for when they were done, as we had so much to talk about now that they were finally accepting one another’s roles within this pack of ours.I could hear them decently enough from where I stood, and part of me longed to be included. However, this moment was not like the others, and I knew there was no place for me during the mating ritual. Kai and Dereck might even become territorial against me without meaning to, so it is best I avoid anything that could set off their natural instincts.As soon as the bedroom was quiet again, I listened out for any signs that those two were still awake. I didn’t think either of them would have done anything too taxing because of Kai’s wounds, but who could say if they had the smarts to take precautions?“You can come in,” Cedric’s voice mumbled from within the room. He must have heard
I wasn’t sure what gifts I should bring to let this pack know I truly wanted their aid and peace between our packs. However, with Dereck’s suggestions, we have a few things they will have at least some use for.The journey there was slow at first. Kai’s wounds had healed mostly, but he had become slower and needed to eat more often than usual just to keep up his strength. At least he had made progress since we first rescued him, and Anita had assured us that Kai would make a full recovery if given enough time.I was still worried about him coming with us. There was no way he could fight against anyone like this, but he refused to stay behind this time. I couldn’t deny his request after promising he could come with us, so we made do with how slowly he needed to go.What should have been a day or two’s journey turned into almost a week of travelling. Finally, Dereck alerted us when we neared the borders of his deceased mate’s pa
When Dereck requested cookies, it surprised me. Never did I take him for a man with a sweet tooth. However, when the cookies had been delivered, I understood why he liked them so much. I took another one and nibbled into it in delicious silence.I was quite happy to let Dereck and Cedric do most of the talking, though now and then, I made my own opinions known. Some topics made me want to throw up - most of those topics were the things that the bastard of an alpha did to me or would do to others if he ever won against the rest of the packs.I had known some of the topics wouldn’t be things I could take part in, but I still wanted to do my duty as an alpha. No matter how minor my participation was. I knew with those two beside me, I could start small and work my way up until I regained my confidence.“We do have a question, however,” Rohn said as he watched the three of us curiously. “What do you plan to do with the other packs once you ha
Although I kept my composure, Cedric’s question left me a little dumbfounded. Was he serious? Three alphas had ever ruled in the history of our packs, or any pack before us. Not even mentioning the fact that we would all share the mark of bonding between us.I wouldn’t just be a lover, limited in my affections. I could love Kai just as equally as Cedric could. The downside, if one could call it that; was that I had to take Cedric as my mate, too. Was I ready for that? Could I love him as I loved Kai?“I accept.” The words left my mouth before I had even finished contemplating those thoughts.Even though it was going to be strange, I didn’t see any reason to reject Cedric. We had already shared a night with Kai, and he wasn’t asking me to submit to his will. Instead, he was asking for our relationship to be mostly unchanged. It would promote me to the third alpha in our pack.With how big Cedric’s pack was about to
The journey back to our pack wasn’t as slow as our arrival. Kai seemed to be in such a good mood, he had a pep in his steps. It made the rest of our group feel a little more enthusiastic as a result.Kai might not be a powerful warrior, compared to any within my pack, but his cheerful, amazing personality, beyond his stubbornness, can be quite contagious.Once we got home, I made sure we had enough room to host the new members. I had a feeling we would need to expand my land beyond what it is now, just to keep everyone safe. However, until we defeat the enemy, there are too many risks to take the time to do that. Perhaps I might just keep the packs in their original lands and just put betas within each area.With enough scouts to monitor the enemy, I set into motion the extra training everyone needed to ensure we had the best chance to win.Joey had proven himself worthy enough to advance himself, so I made him my new beta now that Dereck had also b
Today’s training has been so exhausting, but I can already tell that I’ve improved and grown as an alpha. It feels good to be called that again and for others to show me some respect. I guess it helps that I’ve stopped acting out and being so bratty.I run a nice warm bath and dip down into the water, allowing the heat to soothe my muscles. I don’t know how much time we have left, but I think Cedric wants to take the fight to Vukasin. Why he would do so is understandable. We have many here who are too young or too old to fight off an invading group, but if Cedric takes too long to take action, we won’t get a choice.As I relax in the bathtub, I hear someone entering the bedroom. I glance towards the open bathroom door and spot Dereck. He seems to be searching for something, or probably someone, and I can easily guess who that might be.“I’m in here,” I call out, not wanting to move from the bath at all.The
At first, came the massage, then being washed by my lovers, and then next was them drying me. I felt the Moon had truly blessed me with such love and bliss. All that was missing now was a large fan and some grapes being hand-fed to me.I couldn’t help but chuckle at the thought, even as Cedric dried my head with a towel. My mind only wondered what else the future would bring once the three of us could live with no fears. I wasn’t sure if true peace could be obtained, but it would at least be a step in the right direction.“What’s so funny?” Cedric asked with amusement, filling his voice. “I don’t recall you being so ticklish.”I laugh a little more. “I’m not,” I responded, a grin forming on my lips. “There’s just nothing more amusing than being spoiled, that’s all. I almost want to find out what else you two will do.”“I’m sure we can find something fun t
Morning came all too soon for the three of us. I had hoped we would have a little more time to sleep in, but training should never be delayed. Every second we waste, the worse off we will be in battle. I lean over and nudge Dereck first, followed by Kai. I keep my voice gentle, but loud enough to arouse them. “Come on now. Time to get up.” Kai utters his usual morning complaint before tossing away from me. I can’t help but smile at him. Kai has never been a morning person, but last night probably didn’t help. Dereck, however, wakes up after a moment and stretches. With a smile, he wraps an arm around Kai and plants a kiss on his head. “Come on lazybones,” he whispers. “Or else I’ll steal the covers and throw cold water on you.” It takes mere seconds for Kai to get up and shoot out of bed. “I’m awake! I’m up!” He says, not giving Dereck the chance to carry out his promise of a cold wake-up call. “That’s one way to get him up,” I laugh softly and shake my head. “Let’s get dressed a