Chapter forty seven

After finishing the phone call with Venn, I went into the house. I did not know what else to do but could only take out a book to read, but after reading for a while, I started to lose focus and unable to read a book again. Then I decided to go to bed but I couldn't sleep either.

In the end, I read books again. I thought whether I read a little or a lot, it also helped me a lot. I couldn't control my feelings so I just let it be. I could only strive for the future.

In the end, poverty still scared me. If I was alone with no one to take care of, I would be very pitiful. But being lonely and having no money at the same time was, then I would be more pitiful. If I didn't have money I wouldn't be able to pay my living expenses, I wouldn't be able to eat the food I wanted to eat, andI also wouldn't be able to buy the things I liked. In order to prevent myself from falling into that miserable situation again, I had to try really hard. Now I was trying to study and gain experience. later wou