After finishing the phone call with Venn, I went into the house. I did not know what else to do but could only take out a book to read, but after reading for a while, I started to lose focus and unable to read a book again. Then I decided to go to bed but I couldn't sleep either.In the end, I read books again. I thought whether I read a little or a lot, it also helped me a lot. I couldn't control my feelings so I just let it be. I could only strive for the future.In the end, poverty still scared me. If I was alone with no one to take care of, I would be very pitiful. But being lonely and having no money at the same time was, then I would be more pitiful. If I didn't have money I wouldn't be able to pay my living expenses, I wouldn't be able to eat the food I wanted to eat, andI also wouldn't be able to buy the things I liked. In order to prevent myself from falling into that miserable situation again, I had to try really hard. Now I was trying to study and gain experience. later wou
"Matthew, do you remember that promise now?" I looked at Matthew, quietly waiting to hear his reply."The promise I made to you, I certainly won't forget." Matthew took my hand and said sweetly. "What do you think about the job as an intern in the Brown corporation? If you work at Brown corporation, we can go home together and we'll have more time together. If you do that job you can start working anytime.""Brown Corporation only accepts seniors with excellent results, do you think I qualify?" I said, eyes wide.Maybe he did not know what the standards for accepting interns in his corporation were. Thinking again, it was reasonable, if he had to worry about everything, why would he need to hire so many people?"Is that so? It's just an internship position. I said I accepted you, so of course you qualify. Do I even see people as inferior to others??" Matthew said elegantly."You are clearly working on your feelings. If you accept me, I will definitely be noticed and judged by everyone
I had prepared for the new school year very well, but by the time I started my first class, I was feeling a bit nervous, not excited.The schedule for the first semester was not too heavy but not too light either. I only needed to study on weekday mornings and didn't need to study in the afternoon. I was satisfied with this schedule because that way I could work part-time without being affected by the school schedule. There were universities that had student-selected schedules. Therefore, many students had to take some morning classes and some afternoon classes.It was also very difficult for them to work part-time because the part-time jobs for students to earn extra income such as working as a waiter in restaurants, cafes or as a salesman would usually need students who could work in the afternoon and evening. And the jobs that only needed students to work in the morning or afternoon were much less.Such requirements generally apply to students who want to earn extra income. Student
Having determined that the blonde girl and her friends were intentionally causing trouble, I didn't bother to explain to them anymore.“If there were no cameras in this room, we would have suffered injustice, but right now the camera is still pointing directly at this place. Just look at the camera and we know the truth, we don't need to waste time arguing." Then I sat down.After listening to all my words. The blonde haired girl was extremely angry."Don't think I can't do anything to you?" She shouted loudly.She immediately threw the water bottle on the table at me, the water bottle hit my forehead. It was not too painful, but I guessed it would be swollen.All eyes turned to us again, the whole class became quiet, no one made a sound. Everyone wanted to see what happened next.I originally wanted to study peacefully for four years at university, but it seemed that external factors did not give me that opportunity. If I let her bully her today, I would definitely be bullied by her
Looks like I was wrong, I thought I could rely on Matthew but in the end it was best to rely on myself."Do you feel very sad because I taught you? I told you I don't care if it was someone else."I still didn't turn around. I really wanted to look him in the eye and say I didn't need him but my tears betrayed me.Moments later, I heard Matthew sigh and pull me into his lap. I resisted but his strength was very strong."Do you know why I'm mad at you?" Matthew sighed. "It's because you can't protect yourself but you always hide your problem from me, don't ask for my help. You're so injured and you don't even tell me, what if she finds you for revenge? You can beat her alone but what if she calls a bunch of people over?"I still didn't answer, but instead cried and whimpered."Okay, stop crying, I'm sorry for shouting at you. You don't have to worry about this anymore. I'll take care of it for you." Matthew said as he raised his hand to wipe my tears.All that night Matthew used many w
I wasn't cold to Matthew anymore, but my anger wasn't over either. Because I was angry, Matthew was also more considerate than ever. Perhaps, in all his life, he had never yielded to anyone so much like now.The next day I did not agree to let Matthew go to school with me, he was very displeased but finally had to listen to me.I had found that when I sulked, Matthew was gentler and he could even agree to requests that he didn't agree to before.The consequence of crying so much was that when I woke up, my eyes were all swollen. Looking at myself in the mirror, I really regretted that I had cried.The swelling on my forehead was still there, but it had deflated much more than yesterday.On the way to school, I always wondered if something bad continued to happen to me today. Usually, once I had faced bad luck, I would have bad luck in many things, not just one thing.When I entered the classroom, everyone quietly glanced at me. It could be said that the blonde girl and I had become p
After meeting Matthew, My life changed. Although I did not know what kind of person I would become in the future, I was sure that the me of the future would be better than the me of the past.The truth was that, the me of the past didn't have anything in hand, no money, no love, no time to study so how could the future be worse than before. Eventually my life would go back to the way it was before. I was able to live well in such a situation before, so I would live well in the future too.“Then I need to be more observant when judging someone.” Matthew rolled his eyes. "Before, I thought you were just a weak girl, I even got angry but I had to hold back because I was afraid I would scare her.""You restrained your anger because of me?" Surprise was evident in my words. "I don't believe it, you were so angry with me at that time. Now thinking about it, I think maybe that action was unnecessary."Matthew always acted as cold as ice that scared me and I didn't dare to approach him. Think
I was still unsatisfied with the outcome of the bet, and I repeatedly asked Matthew how he was able to correctly guess the blueprint that I would choose ."Tell me, why did you guess right?" I kept asking Matthew.At first Matthew refused to answer me but only focused on work, under my insistence, Matthew also answered me but his answer made me not satisfied at all."I told you, I can understand your thoughts." Matthew answered while focusing on the computer she didn't even raise her head to look at me.I was very upset that Matthew didn't notice me. An idea suddenly popped up in my head, I didn't think much of it but took Matthew's computer, not allowing him to continue working.I also didn't know who gave me the courage so that I wouldn't be afraid to harass Matthew while he was working, and even snatch his laptop."Give me the laptop back." Matthew spoke seriously, but there was no trace of anger on his face.So I had more courage, I refused to return the laptop to him, but stubbo