Chapter sixty three

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I found myself more alone than at any other time in my life when I was sitting alone in Matthew's office

Matthew was really too perfect, his perfection made a person used to confidence like me become a person with low self-esteem and miscellaneous worries.

For me before, just having a stable life and not having to worry about money was fine, but now I wanted more. I wished I had enough talent, enough accomplishment to hold my head high when I stood with Matthew.

Since Rebeca appeared, I hadn't seen her much, but I thought about her a lot. Whenever I accidentally heard someone mention her, my heart ached. At that time, I was very confused, very scared. Although I knew that the core issue affecting our relationship was not Rebecca but the disparity and mistrust between me and Matthew, yet I still couldn't help but worry every time I thought of her.

I knew I should sit still in Matthew's office, but in my mind, the scenery that Rebecca and Matthew were always together, happily discuss