TANNER
I froze at the door when I entered the room. Hell, she looks sick. Really sick.
I walked closer to her and placed the back of my hand on her forehead. "Fuck." I muttered. It really burns.
What will I do now? I can't just stay here. If I do, I'll start thinking of the past. And if I think about the past, I'm gonna lose it. I need to have some beer. I need to get drunk.
Eight bottles will be too small for me. I'll have at least fifty bottles. I don't want to remember anything. I don't want to think at all. Taking care of her means being sober and being sober is a nightmare.
She's not my problem, I said to myself as I dropped the things I bought and faced the door. My legs won't move.
I need to leave. But...her sickness is making me stay. I stayed with the little baby sleeping beside the fragile girl and my legs won't move at all.
"Just one night." I finally groaned to myself. "One night and I'll be out of here. For now, I need to take care of her." I said begrudgingly.
I can't help glaring at the sick girl. Then, I remembered when she was awake.
All I saw in her eyes was pain. She's really sick. I'll just stay and nurse her for only one night." I said to myself and walked closer to her.
Hours into the night, as I sponged off her sweat and her burning body with cold water, anger held me rigid.
Her whole body was all bruised up. The parts I can see. Someone has beaten this girl up really badly. My eyes clasped at the fresh bruise caused by a ring and my eyes darkened.
Who would beat up a young girl that just get birth?
Not my problem, I reminded myself. I need to bury myself deep into the bottles again. I can't afford to start thinking again.
I quickly sponged off the sweat on her body and made a move to get up.
"No! Please!" She suddenly cried out.
I turned and stared at her, but her eyes were squeezed shut. She's having a nightmare.
"Dale...! Dale...please...!" She screamed again.
I just watched her, unable to help her. She just reminded me of something I never want to remember again in my life. I fisted my hands and stared at the girl as she fought her demons, crying and screaming.
Minutes later, she finally settled back to sleep. I released a breath I didn't even know I was holding.
"Just tonight. Then, I'm gone." I said to myself as I turned and headed for the next room.
JASAMINA
It was a beautiful morning. The sun shone brightly and the harmattan breeze blew harshly. I woke up to the cries of my baby and I was a little shocked to realize I didn't feel a lot of pain. Unlike last night.
I was feeling a little better. Last night was hell for me. The past few weeks have been hell for me. I can't believe I fainted and I can't believe I'm feeling okay this morning. What happened?
Just then, a door opened and the drunkard came out in fresh clothes. I still can't make out his features very well because of the overgrown beard, but at least he's cleaner now.
"What. . .what . . .happened how come I'm feeling better?" I spoke out loud in shock and surprise.
"How come I'm better than last night?" I asked myself bringing Jaimie closer to me. He woke me up from my slumber because he was hungry.
I made a move to reach for his bottle, but then I felt the wetness of my breast. Breast milk!
"You're awake." The drunkard said to me. He hadn't slept here? I thought he did. Oh! He slept in the other room so I could have my privacy.
"Yes, I am. Good morning." I greeted him hesitantly.
"Good morning. How was your night?" He finally answered after what seemed like forever.
"It was bad. . . I mean, it was great." I said correcting myself, surprisingly it's true. I don't feel so much pain anymore.
"What do you mean? Of course, I know it wasn't great. You were sick last night. You had a very bad fever and I took care of you." He stated that it's something he doesn't like to remember.
"Who beat you up like a punching bag?" He asked suddenly.
The question was so unexpected, I paused in the middle of releasing my breast from its confinement. I bit my lips, hard. I don't want to answer it.
"You know what, forget I asked." He said at last.
Relief bit through me. I stared at him out of the corner of my eyes.
Then, he sighed. "I hope you're feeling better now, unlike last night?"
I nodded. "Thanks a lot for taking care of me. fainted. Thank you for everything." I whispered.
"You're welcome. So how's the baby?" He asked staring at Jaimie as I breastfed him.
I felt so shy to breastfeed my baby in front of a stranger. Self-consciously, I flipped my long hair to cover a bit of my plump breast.
Then, I almost laughed at the gesture. He's a man that took care of me last night. Also, I'll still have to pay him for his kindness. I shouldn't be self-conscious.
"Jaimie is okay. Thanks again for nursing me. If not, I wouldn't have been able to produce milk. I've been feeding him with baby formulas for a while now." I said looking at him shyly and still a little bit scared.
Men make me scared these days, even though I try not to be. But after living with a man like Dale, it's not surprising at all.
"That's good to hear." He replied.
I finally mustered up the courage to speak about the obvious reward I know he was expecting.
"Um. . . To repay you, you can have my body." I whispered to the drunkard. I quickly put Jaimie who fell asleep after I breastfed him. I laid him on the bed.
"I know my body is not much but it's all I have for payment. I'll forever be grateful for the way you help us out. You're free to do anything you want with my body." I whispered, my voice trembling.
Dread filled me and bile rose in me at the intimacy I was inviting. But I was ready to carry it out to the end. After everything Dale did to me, this is little payment for the help the drunkard rendered me.
He seemed genuinely surprised this time around. He stared at my face for a few minutes, then he spoke up.
"Umm, listen. You don't have to pay me for anything I've done for you. I did them because I wanted to. Okay? You don't need to give me your body all because of it." He said quite slowly and gently.
I think he doesn't want to hurt my feelings. I sat there really baffled and confused. Men don't just do things for free. It's as simple as that. The world just doesn't work that way.
This drunkard is really confusing me. My face said so.
"I mean it, lady." He groaned.
What he called me reminded me that I don't even know his name.
"Please what's your name?" I asked him at last. He has helped me a lot and I don't even know his name...
He shrugged, "You don't need to know. We won't be seeing each other again anyway."
TANNER Why are you still here? It's a question I asked myself two hours later. I brought this girl to this house because it's a place I know he'll never have use for again. This house is a place I don't want to be in at all if I can help it. Yet, I find myself reluctant to leave the girl until I'm sure she's settled in. "She's not your responsibility," I said out loud to the empty room. I need to be on my way....and two bottles of beer in hand too. Job. I'll help her secure a job and then I'm gone. That decided, and I stepped out of the room. "You're done with your bath and that of Jaimie's?" I asked staring at her on the bed. She had put on a nicely fit simple dress from the clothes I bought for her. I don't know why I should feel pleased that the cloth fit but I did. "Yes, I'm done." She replied in that soft voice of hers. "I've decided to help you get a job," I stated. Her eyes widened in sheer terror. She shook her head twice. "No! I can't." She's really on the run t
TANNER Counting my steps and movement as I paced in the sitting room waiting for her arrival. I was worried and restless. I've been sober for two days and when I might have avoided shutting off my thoughts, sometimes, it gets hard. But now, my mind is starting to go places that are forbidden. I want out. I need a beer. I yearned for it. It's the only thing giving me peace. The only thing keeping me sane. I heard movements outside, and I knew I would be her. I waited patiently for her to come inside. Glancing at the baby, the child is still sleeping peacefully. She entered the house and walked closer to me, I notice her face was having mixed feelings. Happiness. Sadness. Fear. "How was the job hunt?" I asked curtly. "I got the job." She answered softly, walking to her baby to take a closer look at the little life. "Good." Her eyes found me from across the room. "I don't know how to thank you...I don't know how to express my gratitude for all this..." She gestured her hands e
JASAMINA I'm giving Jaimie his evening bath smiling, the way he's growing is really surprising. He was giggling and playing with the soap. He stared at me and flashed gums without teeth in them. "Yaiii!" "Yaii!" I shot right back as I ran my hand all over his little body. I splashed little water on him and he laughed out loud. "You love playing with water, don't you?" I said splashing more water on him. I've never seen a child who loves water more like him. Not that I've seen many children of course. I'm the only child of my parents and I'm just twenty years old. I brought my mind back to the present and stared at my child good-naturedly. "Will you want me to put you back in the tub if I bring you out again?" "Yaii!" He beat his hand in the water, splashing it. I laughed a little and carried him out of the water. The smile cleared from his face, he cooed sounds as if in a complaint. "You'll be in the water again soon enough, young man," I promised him as we entered the s
ππVIVIANππ As soon as she stepped out of the bookstore, she shuffled through her handbag to get a hold of her phone. I needed to call the police right away. She needed to tell them who she had just seen. Jasamina McCully. The run-away wife of Ludale McCully. The wife of the state's congressman and a multi-millionaire who had absconded from home and had her husband searching frantically for her. And their baby. She wasn't mistaken in recognizing the lady even though she was hiding under a disguise. She lived almost close to where she resided with her husband so she does see them often. Moreover, the news of her disappearance was splashed all over the news and a huge sum of money was promised to whoever had news about her whereabouts. So, she couldn't afford to keep mute. She needed that money badly. A hundred thousand dollars would surely go a long way in clearing some of her outstanding bills. So, it was time for her to act fast. Before another person recognizes the lady
She stared at it for a full minute before she cocked her head to the side. "Well, it looks like Mina, the full-time employee." The woman frowned a little. "But she has black hair, unlike the lady in this picture." Now, we're getting somewhere, I thought. "Where is she? We need to specifically find her and search through her belongings." My colleague stated firmly, then continued, his face serious as he turned to Vivian. "Tell her what you told us." "She's not Mina. She's Jasamina McCully. The wife of Ludale McCully. She just dyed her hair black to cover up her identity. I live around here, so I know her very well. Even the baby is not a girl but a boy. And I overheard when she called him 'Jaimie'. That's the name of the McCully's son." Vivian explained to the people in the library. There were gasps and shouts. The customers and everyone looked so surprised apart from the old store owner. The part-timer stammered, stunned. "How...how...did you come up with this? I never even susp
When I was through, I quickly zipped the box and headed for Jamie, gently picking him up so he won't wake up and start bawling. With my box in my right hand and Jamie in the other, I made for the back door of the house that faced the other street. Seems the back door is now my savior. They have helped me to scamper off without being caught. I opened it with a force and scanned the area for any watchful eyes as I tiptoed out. Luckily for me, the coast was clear. Clear as crystal. I made my way out, walking as fast as I could, with my hair covering half of my face. "Let's check the back!" I heard one of the policemen say, and fear gripped me tightly. Just then, my distant neighbor, an older woman opened her door and gestured for me to hurry in. I didn't think it through, I held Jaimie tight and rushed into the woman's house. The side was neat and cozy. She locked the door instantly. "You're the wife of the congressman. I knew there was something familiar about you." The older woma
DOREEN RUTHERFORD I paced about the living room with a tall glass of wine in my hand. To say I was angry would be an understatement. I was in a rage....thinking about Jasamina. That girl will give me premature gray hairs at this point. Just minutes ago, the commissioner called and told us that she had been found a thousand miles away from her. She had been in disguise and working as a librarian. I was really happy. Finally, all this will be over. That girl that refused to grow up will be back in her husband's house. The next call that came ruined my happiness. Utterly ruined it. "She escaped! She took my son and escaped those incompetent fools!" Ludale had groaned in rage. What does Jasamina really want!? That little witch! Does she not care about her parent's happiness!? Does she wants us to go back to poverty!? "If the floor weren't tiles but carpets, you'll wear a hole to it," Mathew said as he entered the living room. I glanced at my husband and he isn't looking so happy
XIZAX. Xazix Dantes was having a very good sleep this morning when his friend barged in on him. He had been determined to ignore Petra and get his much-needed sleep, but his friend had refused to be ignored. "You just have to get you, Xax." Petra groaned, throwing a pillow at his face. Afterward, when Xazix found out that it was completely unavoidable, he woke up rather begrudgingly. "You'd better have a good reason for this, Petra." He groaned as he rose. "Or you'll have my head, I already know. Don't worry, I've got a pretty good reason." In the sitting room, Xazix flung himself on the couch. He swirled his wine in his cup, taking a long look at his friend Petra who had just told him something ridiculous. "Repeat what you just said." Xazix stated, staring pointedly at his wineglass. "The congressman, Ludale McCully, is in need of a professional bounty hunter to help him search for his runaway wife and his baby." "What does that have to do with me?" Petra shifted uncomfor