They threw me in my room and left me there. I woke up lying in bed with nothing but darkness filling the room. I knew there were guards outside my door, making sure I did not walk out of there.
I just folded myself in a ball and lay there staring into space. My back was on fire. The skin had healed and closed back up but the pain was as if it was bare, as if someone was pouring salt on the wound and just setting it alight. The tears streamed down my face, falling on my pillows until it was just wet all over where my head lay. I did not belong in this world; I did not belong with these people and they would kill me.
Run.
I was tired.
I fell in and out of consciousness, my body taking time to recover, feeling beyond exhausted. I felt so weak, could barely walk to the bathroom to take a shower but I did.
Leggings were pulled on, the windows shut along with the curtains, the ro
Hours passed with more and more bodies fetched and all in all they made three large piles. The weeps never stopped, going lower only to pick back up. Those that fainted were taken away.I was curled on the window frame, silently crying and wiping my tears away, sure my skin was painted black with how much I had been crying. I did not want to go down and upset everyone even more, not that the guards at my door would let me. The beta had also turned at that point to his person form and it was good to see him but I hoped it was under better circumstances.When all the bodies were retrieved the king said a speech to the people as they wept even harder. He just made it all official that those people were really dead and that there was nothing they could do than send them away. To my utter horror, oil was poured on the bodies and they lit the fire tree bark to throw it on the bodies with them set alight.I had never seen anyth
“Marking you was the worst mistake I have ever made in my life.” His voice was filled with nothing but venom, thick and lashing through my skin with my black tears falling on his skin. I watched him stare down at it to snicker, staring back into my eyes.“I did not do it. I did not do anything.” I plead with him, begging with my eyes, trying to find some compassion in him, digging deep but there was nothing with all of me breaking before him. I could not even talk from there, all the energy just drained out of my body, helpless before him, not knowing what could have provoked such behavior from him. All my fears stared back at me, them and more, losing the only hope I had left.“All the people that died in that battlefield are on you, their blood is all on you. I curse the day you stepped foot in this castle. You will never be my queen. I strip you of all your luna duties. You can rot in whatever corner you find
“Where are we going?” I asked with my voice low, looking up at the beta. He was so tall and so muscular; he could just crush me with his bare hand.“Breakfast.” He simply said back as I stood where I was.The doors of the flying machine opened and I stood there, not moving. He walked out and took a couple of steps to stop and turn to me. I shook my head. I was not going there. That was where my problems began in this castle. What if they all stood up and left again? I was not doing it; I was not doing it.My hand was already pressing on all the buttons in the flying machine, the doors closing but the beta was fast, sticking his hand in with the doors re-opening. He strode in, no humor on his face as he grabbed my arm and pulled me out.“No please, I am not allowed there.” I shot out with the beta snickering.“This is your castle; you are
Brum led the way. He stepped up, walking behind the king’s chair to the luna’s chair which he pulled back for me. My cheeks were burning by then, giving him a respectful nod to walk around the chair and lower myself on it. The chair was pushed forward for me, making sure I was perfectly tucked into the table before going to the chair on the right side of the king. He pulled the seat back and sat on it.A plate was taken by Brum, filling it with so much meat I thought I would go dizzy. He did not put anything else, just meat. I swallowed hard, just sitting there frozen really for the king was just a few inches away from me. I could hear him breathe; I could feel his warmth seep into my skin. With just a shift of my arm, I could touch his skin.It was too much to bear, both heaven and hell to me as I closed my eyes to open them, trying to be strong but failing with my sanity slipping bit by bit.“Aren&rsq
“Are you insane?”“He is your king Brum, not mine,” I stated as he dragged me out of the dining room.“Are you hearing yourself?”“Yes Brum, can I just be bitter in peace please, let me be bitter to the man who is just peeling my heart apart with each day I see him. Can I have that?” I asked turning to stare at him.“Me being a good luna doesn’t mean I have to kiss his ass.” I pointed out the facts as I turned, walking to the front door. I had not been outside in a long time, I missed it.“He will kill you.” The beta stated.“So be it.” I shot back at him.“This is stupidity.”“I call it freedom,” I said back with the beta shaking his head.“What have I done.” He cried out,
“NO,” I said it loud and clear, already taking a step from him.“If I don’t mark you, you will die, your choice.” He spat out with me frozen in place. I closed my eyes to open them, thinking I was suddenly able to dream but it was not a dream, it was real.“This is a mess,” I spoke.“Tell me about it.” Beta Brum answered with me walking, turning, and falling in step with him, my mind deep in thought.“How do we stop the king from killing himself. Why don’t you have the curse?” I questioned.“My father had it but it was not passed onto me since I was not directly liked to the ruling line.” He answered with me nodding my head at him.“I am hoping that, by the time the war ends, something would have happened between you too.” The beta said with me scoffing.&nb
“I won’t take long, I promise,” I begged, pulling Brum by his arm but he was already walking out of the flying machine and dragging me with him. I dug on the floor with my heels, trying to pull him back but to no avail. “Please, please, please, I won’t take even a second, just change out of this dress,” I begged with him pulling me, so I stumbled and ran, knocking his body. “When the king calls, you go straight to him.” He said with me sighing. “He is my mate Brum, I can’t just go looking like this, how will he stop staring at other girls if I come looking like this.” I cried out with Brum already at the door, ready to open it. “Get yourself together.” He warned. There was no way of helping me. I pulled the skirt of my dress, wiping my face and leaving the dress black. I hoped the blood had all been wiped from my face. I could just feel my hair going in all directions.
Why did he care?Yes, we screwed. We kissed and did everything that couples did under the skies when it was cold and dark. He touched me and made me feel things in the caves when I felt as if my hands and feet would fall off. Where was he? Probably screwing his mistress and sleeping in her bed.I just felt so mad I would burst.I wished I could just scream that to his face.He had no right to ask that, not after what he did. He did not even care for me, he hurt me every chance he got so he did not get to play the possessive mate. He was supposed to protect me and look out for me. The realm could all turn and want my head on a stake but he was supposed to be the only person I could trust, the only person I was sure would always be on my side and have my back but ……he was the worst of them all. The world could hate me and it wou